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oh its hot, its hot its hot its hot...and the outside blows balls...and i have to walk clear across campus w/out a bunch of shade, yeah that combined with black nylons, big ole boots, and about 50 tons of new books on my shoulders..kinda lame...i dont think i should be in this french class i am taking on monday, wednesday and fridays, its super hard,...
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melatonin gives you some weird ass dreams...last night i remember seeing a girl with neon pink pants with black cheetah spots on them, they almost mached my creepers but were much more neon..i wanted em so bad, i also remember walking past a thanksgiving dinner set up all cafeteria style in this random place..and some asian girl burped the alphabet but just to v...i got...
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melatonin gives you some weird ass dreams...last night i remember seeing a girl with neon pink pants with black cheetah spots on them, they almost mached my creepers but were much more neon..i wanted em so bad, i also remember walking past a thanksgiving dinner set up all cafeteria style in this random place..and some asian girl burped the alphabet but just to v...i got...
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i really thought i was the one to be breaking hearts...

i do believe that i am a masochist in the truest sense of the word..that could be the only reason that i keep putting myself into situations that i know i am going to end up getting hurt, i must like it..slept with (and not much else) scott last night. but, i could let him touch me because it was just so depressing, i cried...
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so, went shoppin today, wheeee...nothing like compensating for the fact that you dotn have friends like BUYING something..got blown off from this girl i was going to go to new orleans with, but i have two new skirts (got on SALE and cost together $25), a copy of gothic beauty, hello kitty writing pad with pink pin, lip rings and a warm feeling inside...thats all...
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today has been a bad day....

- my current web employer wont send my check untill monday
- no one has offered to buy me anything yet (i am impatient!!!)
- i lost my lip ring
- i am not going to be on the site for a while (the compensation is mostly in the recognition)
- the dryer broke while i had wet clothes...
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okay im going to be a gnat's ass short of being a complete whore and post this stuff that i want from hottopic.com (i could do the wishlist thing, but i think its easier this way...)

<a href="http://hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&ITEM=223485">Emily Ghoul's School Dress ($44)</a>

<a href="http://hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&G=1&ITEM=290138&RN=137">Black and Leopard Punk Skirt ($34)</a>

<a href="http://hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&G=1&ITEM=223132&RN=137">Purple/Black Medieval Cross Skirt ($46)</a>

<a href="http://hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&G=1&ITEM=285416">Purple/Black Medieval Cross Corset ($44)</a>

<a href="http://hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&G=1&ITEM=273688&RN=141">Pink Star Zipper...
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doot..i already want to go back to school, looking forward to my 18 hours/week schedule. even though its a lot for me to handle, i really want to find a job (the coffee shop sounds really like my type of scene) so i can avoid trouble at all costs..and if i do get into trouble it will be from my own funds. im real excited...
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so, i just got done taking like 50 (about 35-40 i will use) pictures, and i am mad tired...all i have to say is that vinyl in august is not a good mix...i tried to go with the suicide theme in these pics, and mix it up with fetishism (of the autoerotic asphyxiation variety) maybe by xmas they will be up..teehee...i dunno, it always seems...
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i am really jealous of natilie portman...i want to make out with jimmy fallon, damnit!! mad vapors, yo....mad vapors, yo! he is wicked cute, *sigh* i need to get laid with a quickness..could i use any more slang?

so, im sittin here all chill, not sleepy, but exhausted, dont you hate that? so i have not written in a bit, because ive been busy with moving and spending fucking time in the fucking detox room in the neshoba county jail, FUCKERS!!!! yeah, im a criminal, now...goddamn alcahol, seems like all my problems stem from the bottle, but i always go back for more...
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