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Each time I go up there, I leave a little more of me behind and it's getting harder and harder to come back home every time.

I think there are discussions to be had and decisions to be made. If only life could be oh so much simpler.

I hope you're all well

Love and kisses
Michelle xx
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bikerben:
No idea what you're on about whatever

Plus I'm too drunk to trawl through your old blogs to find out tongue

PS Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! smile smile
schiavona:
And you take a little of there back with you too.

kiss kiss
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All over the country, grown men will be crying into their beer.....

.....while I piss myself laughing that we've failed to qualify for Euro 2008 biggrinbiggrin

I'm off up North in less than 48 hours now and I can't wait love
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noctem:
You know, I was thinking of giving you a call the other day wink

Have fun up North...
bikerben:
Not me hun - BB hates forkin football biggrin
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So, um, yeah. Everyone decent seems to be leaving frown It's something I'm contemplating myself, my account is here until January and then I'll make a final decision I guess. *shrugs*

Things have changed considerably since I first joined. I include myself in that statement aswell. I can honestly say that I'm not the same person I was when I first clicked that join button all...
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_tryst_:
.....wow, congrats on the losing 1/2 stone, getting the initial bit to shed is an accomplishment, I hope, either way that your babies can go see their dad for a few days so mummy can go, see the boy and be recharged. You deserve a break from the mum routine and should be a sexgoddess for a while. You deserve it. Also, hope the little 'uns get well soon, its not easy being that frazzled..... Best of luck to ya kiss
forkandles:
Thankyou. There's lots more on my flickr profile. wink
- I didn't know you were ill (I'm slipping behind with the profile reading again); any better?

If you hit refresh it usually works second time. It's not quite as bad as it was. The bloody game was driving everyone mad a few weeks ago - it was bonkers.
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According to The AA website, it's 285.83 miles from my house to his frown *sigh* distance really does suck.

To be honest I haven't really done much since I last wrote. I'm totally skint at the moment, had far too many bills recently, so there's no going out for me this Bank Holiday weekend. But this skintness doesn't stop me wanting, actually it's more like craving...
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_tryst_:
Hey, thanks for welcoming me, I appreciate it
_tryst_:
hey you, Noctem got his cannibal jack sparrow costume picture up and running. stop by my page and take a look! I did his "eye " makeup!
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My house is currently resonating to the sounds of Killswitch Engage, Slipknot, Avenged Sevenfold, 3 Doors Down and Stone Sour at VERY loud volumes. It's supposedly to stop me thinking about the fact that I've been sat in my PJ's ALL day, trying not to miss someone quite as much as I do. The fact that they appear to be missing me just as much...
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johnnyforeigner:
Quiet? You should have bellowed it wink And give me a shout if you're in the region again and you do fancy meeting up smile
rdpixie:
It was good to see you and I'm glad you have been having a good week! Even if things seem a bit rubbish there tends to be some good stuff, you just have to look for it. biggrin

And there is absolutely nothign wrong with sitting in your Pjs and doing nothing all day. I try to do it as much as I can which is not as often as I would like. I hate this tupid work malarkey! I much preferred being a bum student! Hehe!
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I've finished for the weekend now. Thank fuck for that. Crazy guy at work is really beginning to drive me up the wall. I am so sick of him sat there staring at me and what I'm doing, more than likely reading my personal messages etc. Um, have you never heard of PERSONAL FUCKING SPACE?? mad It must be oh so wonderful to not have enough...
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noctem:
Thank you love biggrin I'm pretty excited, but also a bit nervous. It's a lot of work for my first job. I'll do okay though....
rdpixie:
It was lovely to meet you last night! Hope you had a good time!
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Well the bad heads and toothache seem to be subsiding, which is a good thing smile

Today's been pretty good:

♥ I made 200 in hard fresh cash today by selling a wholesale box to a woman in Malawi. Her Grandad lives in a town not too far from me, and came and picked the box up from me, and handed the cash over biggrin If she's...
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littleaardvark:
I was a bit puzzled by the mysterious box things myself... but yay for getting 200!!!
bleeder:
Lets crack open that beer and get plowed.

I want to visit. I want to hang out. I want to spend long plastered hours catching up.
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Gah. I have a bad head again, and toothache too frown

I'm sure my damn wisdom tooth seems to know when I'm due for a dental appointment as it makes the gum it hasn't quite finished breaking through swell like fuck and hurt just as bad mad I can't sleep on my left side because it hurts so much at the moment.

Been neglecting myself lately hence...
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littleaardvark:
You're coming to Bristol aren't you?

Sleep is love
mat8drb:
Lukewarm salt water washes when it breaks through. Oh yes. All the time. smile
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So it would appear that over the past fortnight or so I have turned into a M.I.L.F. confused

I'd find this quite flattering if it wasn't so bizarre and the fact that it's 18-21 year olds that appear to be putting me in the aforementioned category. I mean, c'mon, I'm old enough to actually BE their Mother eeek That's just not right in my books. Either they're...
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allyn:
MILF eh? wink Well, there are worst burdens I suppose...but yeah, I guess it is kind of annoying to get male attention from the wrong age group! wink
infinity:
sounds like youve got the right idea with spending time in both cities, since youve got reason to be at both. still got some time before it happens and youve got to find out when exactly so you can make it happen.
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In the past 7 days I have:

Had an 18 year old tell me I look amazing and stunning blush
Had a 24 year old ask me how he can get in my bed shocked
Been told that I may only have my current job for the next 6-8 months due to the possibility of the department's work being shipped to an Argentinian shared service centre
Visited...
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quietlythere:
Uh, I went to a Formula 1 race wink
bleeder:
I miss you. I miss the long talks we used to have.

You got me through some long, sleepless, Army nights.

Now, I am thinking of going back.


It sounds like a great week to me! smile
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I find it kinda funny (weird, not haha) when some stranger literally half my age calls me amazing and stunning. I just, um, don't get it, I mean, I'm old enough to be their damn mother shocked Or is that what the attraction is these days?? confused

Maybe I've just been out of all this "stuff" for too long and don't know how to react anymore. Maybe...
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forkandles:
Any ideas? How about you visiting us Londoners again. smile
sorry you didn't get any of my cards. I forgot everyone's birthday's etc. whilst I was away but I sent 2 postcards. Maybe I got your address wrong. It's not entirely unknown. wink
Perhaps I'll send you a mix tape.
forkandles:
*crosses toes as well*
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I believe the black veil is starting to lift. I look back at my last few posts and good god! How bleak and horrible! I really felt awful. I still don't feel myself completely but I feel like I'm getting there.

I have been trying to remember everyday to be grateful for things, to remember affirmations and the pearls of wisdom I have been given...
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littleaardvark:
Glad to hear you feel better and hope the upward spiral continues. I also hope your mum is ok.

As for stats: I'm not going to say it's easy it isn't really, but you just have to not panic.
bleeder:
`I am glad you are feeling better. Don't sweat it. We all get into those dark times. That is why we have Elliot Smith albums. wink

Speaking of....did you hear the new album. Well...more like unreleased and unfinished tracks. Still, it is a amazing album. It is called 'New Moon'.

Thank you for the support. It is a huge decision that kinda freaks me out. Especially, because we have been talking about our feelings we had for each other.