I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live
♥ I'm shattered. Totally exhausted and yet when I sleep, the fucked up dreams are back again and so I don't rest very well. There must be so much on my subconscious mind that I can't quite pinpoint as the dreams...
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Catch me, heal me, lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live
♥ I'm shattered. Totally exhausted and yet when I sleep, the fucked up dreams are back again and so I don't rest very well. There must be so much on my subconscious mind that I can't quite pinpoint as the dreams...
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♥ Manchester is GO 
Train tickets: Check. Apartment booked: Check 
48 days and counting 
♥ Yet another 3 pounds lost since last week, bringing my total so far to 33 pounds Now if only my disgusting belly would actually, you know, just disappear, then I would be totally over the moon 
Unfortunately I no longer have good stomach muscles after the cut-and-shut emergency surgery performed...
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Train tickets: Check. Apartment booked: Check 48 days and counting
♥ Yet another 3 pounds lost since last week, bringing my total so far to 33 pounds
Now if only my disgusting belly would actually, you know, just disappear, then I would be totally over the moon Unfortunately I no longer have good stomach muscles after the cut-and-shut emergency surgery performed... Read More
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mat8drb:
Cheers for the text message last week. Nice to see us beating Toyota, and I feel that if we can achieve at least that, then maybe better things will happen.
Hope you had a good weekend, and yay on the weight for you!
Hope you had a good weekend, and yay on the weight for you!
sminks:
i really want to do tourist things....
i want to visit museums and take tourits photos...
i'm going to be such a nerd
any suggestions of where to go?
are you coming to the meet?
i want to visit museums and take tourits photos...
i'm going to be such a nerd
any suggestions of where to go?
are you coming to the meet?
♥ 8 weeks today I will be in Manchester I already have my train tickets, and next week I'm booking the apartment as I now have enough money in my Paypal account to pay for all three nights I can't fucking wait!! I get to go out to dinner on my birthday itself (hopefully) with Lisa, and then I get to see A during my...
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I already have my train tickets, and next week I'm booking the apartment as I now have enough money in my Paypal account to pay for all three nights I can't fucking wait!! I get to go out to dinner on my birthday itself (hopefully) with Lisa, and then I get to see A during my... Read More
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frantic:
cool on the weight loss.
think you can stay in the points?
think you can stay in the points?
quietlythere:
Hi
I've been going thru my friends list and to my suprise not many people removed me after I left so I'm going around and saying hello.
I hope you have been well.
It is a shame that Massa had the computer problem or else it would have been a Ferrari One Two. Your boys did very well, but what the hell was DC (Mr. Safety) thinking trying to go around Wruz like that.
I've been going thru my friends list and to my suprise not many people removed me after I left so I'm going around and saying hello.
I hope you have been well.
It is a shame that Massa had the computer problem or else it would have been a Ferrari One Two. Your boys did very well, but what the hell was DC (Mr. Safety) thinking trying to go around Wruz like that.
You spend too much time looking behind you, and not enough time concentrating on what is happening in front of you 
Yes. I know, hands up, I'm guilty. But aren't we all?
Let's see, update time:
♥ Since 2nd January I have lost a total of 27 pounds. That's one pound away from 2 stone. I'm well chuffed, seeing as my birthday was my original...
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Yes. I know, hands up, I'm guilty. But aren't we all?
Let's see, update time:
♥ Since 2nd January I have lost a total of 27 pounds. That's one pound away from 2 stone. I'm well chuffed, seeing as my birthday was my original...
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frantic:
glad its all going well for you!
cakemix:
wow that is so inspirational.
i do't know much about the cambridge diet but i'm vegan so doubt that i'd be able to do it.
instead i'll stay on the break up diet of avocado and vodka! lol xxx
i do't know much about the cambridge diet but i'm vegan so doubt that i'd be able to do it.
instead i'll stay on the break up diet of avocado and vodka! lol xxx
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mat8drb:
I like the little Lenore. While it may have been a bad day, things sound quite good and the new glasses look nice.
Weight wise, sounds good for you. I've plateaued, I think, but I'm happy where I am.
While it may have been a bad day, things sound quite good and the new glasses look nice.
Weight wise, sounds good for you. I've plateaued, I think, but I'm happy where I am.
deadly_photo:
Thanks - go for it. Send my your email address and when i'm back on land, I'll send you a high resolution copy of your choice...
♥ I got into my size 14 jeans last night with no flabby overhang This made me grin like a fucking loon for most of the night as I've not been in a size 14 since before I had the kids 6 years ago
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This made me grin like a fucking loon for most of the night as I've not been in a size 14 since before I had the kids 6 years ago
♥ I booked tomorrow off work too, so I don't have to get up for the next two days quite so...
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bleeder:
Sorry about being absent. Had to take a rest from Sg. You look great!
bleeder:
I am doing good. Just taking life in good stride. I made a new myspace page. It is minimal.
♥ Tomorrow morning the kids leave to go to Cornwall with their Dad for 4 days. This means I will have the house all to myself for three wonderful peaceful nights
♥ Because of this, I am going to take Thursday off work and have a day to myself, to a) finally get my eyes tested after not having had them done for over 3...
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♥ Because of this, I am going to take Thursday off work and have a day to myself, to a) finally get my eyes tested after not having had them done for over 3...
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infinity:
yay for having the house to yourself and getting to spend a few days doing what you want to.
lots of other good things going on too.
lots of other good things going on too.
mat8drb:
Have a relaxing Thursday. Don't be too hard on yourself - you're allowed a day off your diet, aren't you? Just don't go mad.
Oh, and yay on the jeans!
Oh, and yay on the jeans!
The gift of the Taurean is resilience, fixidity and endurance
Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.
I've turned stubborness...
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Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.
I've turned stubborness...
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sinope:
welll I doooooooooooooooooooo!
gtwr:
Thanks for the birthday and valentine's wishes 
They were very much appreciated.
Congratulations for all the amazing feats you mentioned. Losing all that weight, starting to get financially sorted and getting your self confidence back. That's all wonderful. I'm so happy for you. And getting a man aswell. That's excellent. I'm even happier for you
They were very much appreciated.
Congratulations for all the amazing feats you mentioned. Losing all that weight, starting to get financially sorted and getting your self confidence back. That's all wonderful. I'm so happy for you. And getting a man aswell. That's excellent. I'm even happier for you
Forget yesterday. Blah, blah, blah.
Today's been good Still missing chatting with A, but not much I can do about it at the moment until he's ready to come find me online again - Edit: sorted
Put on a pair of trousers for work today, and have spent the entire day having to pull them up every time I got out of my chair because...
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Today's been good
Still missing chatting with A, but not much I can do about it at the moment until he's ready to come find me online again - Edit: sorted Put on a pair of trousers for work today, and have spent the entire day having to pull them up every time I got out of my chair because...
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infinity:
good to hear that today has been going better!
schiavona:
Don't you just love that feeling of the pants falling down because you lost the weight? Of course, it then gets a little annoying because, once again, nothing fits right. But I guess that means you get to go SHOPPING for new stuff!! Congrats on the weight loss. Keep it up, love.
Oh, and hey, I love you!
Congrats on the weight loss. Keep it up, love.
Oh, and hey, I love you!
I don't even know how to explain it, it's kind of contradictory. To be happy, yet so utterly depressed.
Things are finally beginning to look up for me on all fronts, and yet I feel so so alone tonight. I just want someone to talk to, to be held, to have my hair stroked and feel someone breathe hot breath on me.
I miss not...
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Things are finally beginning to look up for me on all fronts, and yet I feel so so alone tonight. I just want someone to talk to, to be held, to have my hair stroked and feel someone breathe hot breath on me.
I miss not...
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infinity:
i know the feeling, when you feel like you're all alone and just want to know that somewhere out there someone is thinking about you. i get it all too often, my life has been rather boring lately and i think its been getting to me...
I'm thinking about going Anon for a few days, maybe a week tops. I need to clear my head about an issue that's beginning to bug me, and I don't know how to resolve it without either damaging a friendship beyond repair, or coming off like a total twatfaced bitch. And no, I'm not going to discuss it here because the person is a member...
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infinity:
ok, well good luck and you do what you need to do.
allyn:
Hmmm...sounds a bit messy...good luck! 
I spent the best part of yesterday in bed, sweating, shivering and generally feeling 
Today I feel much better, not 100% but somewhere around the 70% mark which is way better than I have been feeling recently, so I guess whatever it is, is finally on its way out the door. So much for having a flu jab, if 2 weeks after bronchitis, I end...
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Today I feel much better, not 100% but somewhere around the 70% mark which is way better than I have been feeling recently, so I guess whatever it is, is finally on its way out the door. So much for having a flu jab, if 2 weeks after bronchitis, I end...
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slite:
I will have to see what I can do then
hope you can get the accounts back at work. when your former customers are emailing you practically asking for you back, that tells you that you really did a great job. and that is something to be very proud of.
I have some nice healthy food in this week.