And the shame rolls on. I mean no harm, I never do. Things just always seem to go wrong, despite all my good intentions.
I'm not sure how it happened, but it happened incrimentally as these things do. A dash of old family shame mixed with lonliness and fear plus a dash of misplaced obsession. Somehow I am in a masively unhealthy place, I feel a bit like I did two years ago, when my entire life changed, when I Ieft her and I almost lost it. This has...
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ms_magdalena:
You should give me a call.
1-763-370-1191
Even if it's to give me a number to call you back at, as it's cheaper for me to call overseas.
Do it.
1-763-370-1191
Even if it's to give me a number to call you back at, as it's cheaper for me to call overseas.
Do it.
ortus:
Take some time dude. Clear your mind.
I have a job!!!
mamafirefly:
WOOOOO-HOOOO! Congratulations! 
Fog in the head. Sleep required. I'll return to humanity tomorrow.
Good times. That's all.
Good times. That's all.
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ortus:
Pleased you made it back in one piece.
I am expecting yarns to be spun, adventures to unravel, and more car-crashesque pics of you and Kelly to be revealed. Don't be letting me down now.
I am expecting yarns to be spun, adventures to unravel, and more car-crashesque pics of you and Kelly to be revealed. Don't be letting me down now.
gigondas:
Robert says hello.
How's the coffe over there? How was the champagne?
Definitely sounds like good times.
How's the coffe over there? How was the champagne?
Definitely sounds like good times.
This weekend...
SilverRevolver and KellyMonster vs. The Dutch
We are going to kick so much ass with nothig but razer sharp emotion and adamantium toenails.
See you all sunday!
SilverRevolver and KellyMonster vs. The Dutch
We are going to kick so much ass with nothig but razer sharp emotion and adamantium toenails.
See you all sunday!
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_biblia_:
oops, too late. 
i'm using all this excess brain activity to write something i've put off way too long.
i'm using all this excess brain activity to write something i've put off way too long.
brightredscream:
I hope that you're having an incredible time 
The sun is out, I'm on to some cash kitchen work, so hopefully that pans out. Time to actually start to act like I live here, as opposed to just visiting. Friendships must be developed, as I have until this point placed myself in a bubble in the corner (and we all know what happens to bubbles).
My head hurts, how many beers did I...
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dinah:
Can I run away with you to Amsterdam?
Both of our heads hurt. Maybe we collided in a different dimension.
ouch.
Both of our heads hurt. Maybe we collided in a different dimension.
ouch.
dinah:
I will dream of it then. Goodnight.
Seriously, it's not as bad as all that. Thanks everyone.
I'm just being overly dramatic.
I'm just being overly dramatic.
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cosmia:
Oh, good. Phew. x
I made a mistake, a big mistake.
I don't have the money to leave.
I don't have the money to leave.
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scheisskopf:
What happened?
What happened?
frolleinsuzy:
This sounds bad...
Things on the up and up.
I apologize for my lack of eloquence, but Summer always steals my writer's balls. I'm sure I'll be back to my usual deep and morose self next time it rains (probablly tommorow). The weather is beatiful, Devon was lovely and my cousin's children are two of the most amazing creatures I have met, so sharp and calm. Play...
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I apologize for my lack of eloquence, but Summer always steals my writer's balls. I'm sure I'll be back to my usual deep and morose self next time it rains (probablly tommorow
). The weather is beatiful, Devon was lovely and my cousin's children are two of the most amazing creatures I have met, so sharp and calm. Play... Read More
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mrschainsaw:
So glad to hear you're doing well
mrschainsaw:
Nope, I don't have any immediate wedding plans
My original name which I have had for YEARS (stellar) is being used by someone else and I can't have it anymore....so on a whim came Mrs. Chainsaw!
I look forward to the pictures
My original name which I have had for YEARS (stellar) is being used by someone else and I can't have it anymore....so on a whim came Mrs. Chainsaw!
I look forward to the pictures
I should have a blog in me, but I can't reallly be bothered.
Apparently there are children in my life again, always a healthy thing, except when they ask you if you believe in Jesus. More soon, maybe.
Apparently there are children in my life again, always a healthy thing, except when they ask you if you believe in Jesus. More soon, maybe.
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brightredscream:
I had a kid ask me that at my old job...
It was very awkward and uncomfortable for me
It was very awkward and uncomfortable for me
Writing like this just compounds...go for a late night walk.....chill my friend!
I know all about how you feel...sometimes words don't work.
Go outside and fall in love with something that won't break you.