This overwhelming urge for experience, this fierce, devouring hunger for life, it is true, generally costs the artist his life. He is divided between, at one and the same time, the desire to live out his deepest impulses and to preserve himself from the destruction which must inevitably ensue. The fear of ultimate extinction leads him to immortalize himself through art. His experience of life...
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It seems I have vanished.
It is so strange to go through these motions. I sat at Planned Parenthood for three hours this morning . She is amazing, but it is so hard to seperate her from the world. She opens her mouth in shock when I ask her to leave her phone off for a day. Her passion is reforming a system I could...
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It is so strange to go through these motions. I sat at Planned Parenthood for three hours this morning . She is amazing, but it is so hard to seperate her from the world. She opens her mouth in shock when I ask her to leave her phone off for a day. Her passion is reforming a system I could...
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itsy:
perhaps,
and i hope you're not missing my post on the f/p thread.
and i hope you're not missing my post on the f/p thread.
kas:
damn thats a lot of nachos
Irony. Irony. When did Irony become my battle cry? What kind of dumb luck is it to fall in love, on the eve of my departure. She talks of buying a lint roller, for the cat hair on my black clothes (but my cat is black) and a brush for the aformentioned cat. I'm scared. Scared of going, staying and everything in between. Feminism doesn't...
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dinah:
I don't want to go to bed. wah!
starsshine:
i'm afraid we've reached the limit of my rudimentary spanish. the only other things i can say are "una cerveza por favor" and "esta un gatto en mis pantalones"
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scheisskopf:
You lucky bastard!
Looks like you already know your way around.
Now don't you have anything better to do in New York than look at porn?
Looks like you already know your way around.
Now don't you have anything better to do in New York than look at porn?
brightredscream:
I have never experienced pussy that smells like fish....
So to you.
So
to you.This town is lame.
There is nothing left of Springfield Massechusets but an empty shell, this place is a ghost town. I was walking down main street this afternoon, on a saturday, dead silence. Only tweakers and rats seems to move here. I imagine this place is much like Seattle once was, after the Boeing plant closed. I think in a decade this may be...
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There is nothing left of Springfield Massechusets but an empty shell, this place is a ghost town. I was walking down main street this afternoon, on a saturday, dead silence. Only tweakers and rats seems to move here. I imagine this place is much like Seattle once was, after the Boeing plant closed. I think in a decade this may be...
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brightredscream:
I've only been to New York once...I didn't like it.
kas:
i put up the rest in my "called in sick" album, now I'm going to go take a nap since I'm "home sick" today ;D
I missed my plane and now look forward to a long day of sitting in airports. Someone amuse me . . . please?
In other news I think I am in love, seriously...
Damn Canuck horoscopes!
In other news I think I am in love, seriously...
Damn Canuck horoscopes!
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brightredscream:
Who or what are you in love with?
solaris:
ah, i didn't even know about a party! cool that you were there... what were you doing in vancouver?
So it would appear that I now have ownership of the writer's group. I encourage all of you to get involved, I am going to attempt to make it a place where writing and critique actually happen, make it more like a workshop and less like a dentist's office. Anyone who has something to say should join!
Boston and New York tommorow, I am so...
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missshell:
new york and boston!! god im jealous
missshell:
new york and boston!! god im jealous
It's good to be home. I'm not sure if the fact that I will only be here for three days before I'm off to the east coast for a week (sort of a mini-vacation at home). It does make me realize how much I will miss this sleepy little hipster town. It is the first place that I could ever really call "home". It is...
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wtf:
LOVE your pics.............. I can only imagine how it'll be leaving them. Or once you knew you were leaving, you instantly started missing them. AND I'm totally jealous of your ability to get great food! (let alone cook it, that's a whole other matter)
missharuko:
Thanks a lot! 
I'm blushing!!!!!!! 
I'm blushing!!!!!!! For every Culture has it's own Civilization. In this work, for the first time these two words hithero an indefinite, more or less ethical, distinction, are used in a periodic sense, to express a strict and nessicary organic succession. The Civilization is the inevitable destiny of the Culture, and in this principle we obtain the viewpoint from which the deepest and gravest problems of...
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dinah:
wow...those pictures are a riot!!! I seem to attract bandgeeks for some reason.... 
you're good people
you're good people
shivasshakti:
Vancouver?! I'm so jealous - it's beautiful up there.
Why do I keep buying LPs? The last thing I need right now is to acummulate more stuff, let alone heavy, hard to move stuff. I keep finding the most amazing records, I am amazed that I am not still a musician, it is the only thing that takes me away from the world of ideas. Ideas seem to be a big part of the...
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cosmia:
I hope so..
The short skirt is too scandalous for the internet.
The short skirt is too scandalous for the internet.
cosmia:
Haha, I'm going to find out!
Why does it all have to be about wine tasting and penny pinching right now. I doubt my conviction as an artist, I am so terrified of moving to Europe with pennies (after currency conversion). I had a friend a few years ago, a closeted jewish economist who took drags off of his cigarettes as if they were joints (I liked him because he never...
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lizardam:
Cool ~ Maybe we can work something out. ~ When are you going to be here?
lizardam:
K ~ Let me know what you have planned ~ I will talk to Jay and see what he thinks about it.
since Man fell into consciousness and self-consciousness, that we can only go forward step by step through realization, full, bitter conscious realization. This is true of all the great terrors and agonies and anguishes of life: sex and ware and even crime. . . The small pox sores are running yet in the spirit of mankind. And we have got to take this putrid spirit...
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redmess:
i hate to bring the high-browed content of your journal down to the gutter but i can't help thinking of this quote:
"I steal from every movie ever made." quentin tarantino
and i'm glad you worked out the crisis. not sure what happened though. paperwork issues?
xo
"I steal from every movie ever made." quentin tarantino
and i'm glad you worked out the crisis. not sure what happened though. paperwork issues?
xo
missshell:
i/m half italian..does that count? haha
Stagierre, sounds very posh indeed for something one doesn't even get paid for!
My brain has failed me again, what dates are you in the UK?