I officially resign from 'loving' anyone again, by this I mean in that "give yourself to that person in your entirety" way. Fuck love. love sucks. 
I really shouldnt apply this to love, love is the greatest thing in the world. People however I'm starting to have a great distain for, dont be an ass and take this the wrong way though people. The people...
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I really shouldnt apply this to love, love is the greatest thing in the world. People however I'm starting to have a great distain for, dont be an ass and take this the wrong way though people. The people...
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My ex just called me, after about 3 or 4 minutes of instant arguement (she acts like a bitch all of a sudden when she doesnt come before everyone else) which I dont get cause it was her fault we ever ended, cheating bitch. and now she thinks I'm just going to take care of her like I did before? lov her like before? fuck...
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connielingus:
ex's are poopy. Mine's a super stalker if it makes you feel any better. 
skabetty22:
ex's suck. but dane cook makes everything better, among other things...hehe 
so, i saw this on Siren's journal and I had to do it:
Put your music library on shuffle and answer the question with the song---->
1. What's your mood like right now?
Hands All Over - Soundgarden
2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Annihilation - A perfect circle
3. What kind of person am I?
Amsterdam - Coldplay
4. Am I loved?...
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Put your music library on shuffle and answer the question with the song---->
1. What's your mood like right now?
Hands All Over - Soundgarden
2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?
Annihilation - A perfect circle
3. What kind of person am I?
Amsterdam - Coldplay
4. Am I loved?...
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omega668:
later sweetie
My parents have been driving me absolutely crazy lately, maybe it's the drawn attention from the accident but I just can't stand them coming around this much it's fucking nuts.
I need to vacation to somewhere and I know someone whos in need of a distraction from the hustle and bustle of daily life.
Have you ever known a person so caught up into the...
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I need to vacation to somewhere and I know someone whos in need of a distraction from the hustle and bustle of daily life.
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n8tvegrl:
Thanks for the compliment! I hope your shoulder starts feeling better... I know you're young but you really need to make sure you rehab well so that it doesn't become an issue for you later in life.
amenti:
Hey, I hope things start looking up for you. Cold weather is shit, but spring's here, so just hang on a bit longer.
No work for atleast this week due to my shoulder, I'm on spring break and I'm all broken lol. My whole left side hurts right now, oh well. I have errands, and I want to go to the gym so bad.....damn! damn! damn! oui.
sorry for the boring journal. my mind is preoccupied and my body wants to be doing something physical when I shouldnt~
sorry for the boring journal. my mind is preoccupied and my body wants to be doing something physical when I shouldnt~
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otoki:
It is indeed.
Woah, I hope your shoulder gets better.
Woah, I hope your shoulder gets better.
oren:
I hope your left side feels better soon!
Wow. Weird night (for me) not bad in anyway mind you just way off the norm for me. I spent an interesting (hell it had to be close to 4) hours on the phone with a totally gorgeous woman randomly! I like her, she's got some bite or some kick to her. She's really a sweetie at heart but she's way too damn busy and...
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pixieduzt:
oh fuck! i hope your shoulder is cool. be careful with it, those disloacations can take forever to heal up right. don't wanna redislocate it, that would suck ASS! good luck with that girlie too.
farridac:
no. i'm gonna raise some hell here at work and plague them with my insatiable need for organization and structure. RAWR! 
Okay. thanks I'll manage. You have a good day as well bye babe!
Okay. thanks I'll manage. You have a good day as well bye babe!
Hope everyone had a nice night of green liquids and lots of drunk dancing like me hahaha, in other news that illness I had is trying to make a comeback so I didnt go to work on friday. Oh yeah, you all need to see A History of Violence*
the film is incredible
Alright everyone now I need a suggestion, when I finally get to...
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the film is incredible
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missshell:
what kinda dirty things?
farridac:
i know. we'll have a 2nd one up.. hopefully soon.. thanks..
Ahhh St.Patricks day, can you think of a better day to get totally blasted and then have no one bitch about it? (except the 21st bday) lol. ha well my irish blood wants some alcohol now so I'll be going 
ps. beer sucks! whiskey and other REAL alcohol rules!
ps. beer sucks! whiskey and other REAL alcohol rules!
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farridac:
throw in a back rub and pancakes for breakfast and you've got a deal!
Hope youre having a great night!
Hope youre having a great night!
farridac:
well, if you give me everything I need, then i guess there's no excuse for me to not be naked in bed, isn't there?
I've got super soft skin (i'm a fanatic of moisturizing) so I guess i'd have to say, you've got be gentle.
My head kinda hurts, and I've got a busy day today
Hope you had a great one as well. Nothing but vodka for me.
I've got super soft skin (i'm a fanatic of moisturizing) so I guess i'd have to say, you've got be gentle.
My head kinda hurts, and I've got a busy day today
Hope you had a great one as well. Nothing but vodka for me. Thanks to those of you who left me your thoughts/advice, thats the way I was leaning but was curious to your thoughts.
Yes I just slept out on the sofa in the other room cause I'm not for letting her back in right now. She said she was sad to wake up and not have me next to her again, my only response was to...
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Yes I just slept out on the sofa in the other room cause I'm not for letting her back in right now. She said she was sad to wake up and not have me next to her again, my only response was to...
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omega668:
thanks
farridac:
um.. i went to bed and you're not there. wtf?
Very weird. VERY surreal. what an odd night...
Well the day started out normal, got up about 9 and went with my brother to help some people he knows move into a new house; got paid cash so not a bad thing really, tho it took a bit more time than I'd hoped. Anyways I then walked over to my buddies place as he's back...
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Well the day started out normal, got up about 9 and went with my brother to help some people he knows move into a new house; got paid cash so not a bad thing really, tho it took a bit more time than I'd hoped. Anyways I then walked over to my buddies place as he's back...
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farridac:
SO?? how'd it go?? Thanx for the reassurance. I so wanna sleep right now! (surprise, surprise)... I'm waiting for your exciting conclusion of your past weekend!! Don't make me beg!
(surprise, surprise)... I'm waiting for your exciting conclusion of your past weekend!! Don't make me beg! 
missmegs:
hmmm...wrestling in the snow...you're going DOWN, buddy.
Work at 5am just sux. but you do have energy by 8am and are pumping through the day at this time so in a way I think I like it more than starting at like 2 or 3pm.
My internet use has come down to 3 things, coming here (thats the biggest one lol) doing school work and once in awhile talking with AIM. I...
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My internet use has come down to 3 things, coming here (thats the biggest one lol) doing school work and once in awhile talking with AIM. I...
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farridac:
lol. the same thing here. i've got a great computer but i use it for the following: school, music/podcast downloading, and work.
Well, i hope you're having a great weekend as well. it's been raining and i love it!
Well, i hope you're having a great weekend as well. it's been raining and i love it!
"...I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me..."
where have all the girls gone?
where have all the girls gone?
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missshell:
i have a vagina.
arwen11:
Why thank you! There are girls everywhere you lyric dropper xx
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agreed. hot, sweaty, meaningless sex for the win
sooner or later you will love again, sad to say, but at the moment she'll seem worth it and if she is she'll STAY worth it.
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