Let me tell you, this week is getting worse and worse. Got home from my sad visit with my dad on Tuesday, got rested up, and went to work last night. About 9 I get an emergency phone call from my mom. So I am thinking of course it is about my dad, but it wasn't. My aunt's "husband", the man she has been with...
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Just got back home from visiting my dad, and I will say it was the most heart wrenching day of my life. Brief history: My dad was fucking uber-dad when I was a little girl, fun, creative, encouraged me to read, doted on me, etc....... When my parents divorced when I was 10, due to him cheating on my mom and his alcoholism, he pretty...
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jaggy:
No, i do not know of the TDP smell. ...does it smell like church incense or spring tulips? i am wholesome , like wheat bagels.
you alright? hows your daddy?
you alright? hows your daddy?
thedarkwithin:
Not much anyone can say makes things any easier I know. Went through some of the same sorta thing with my pop. He didn't have the nerve damage. . .just had a habit of liking to use power tools while tanked. It sorta takes a little part of you every time you see it I know. . .sorry you have to go through it. As hard as it seems, you'll make it and in the end, you'll find it makes you stronger within. Just don't let it make you harder too.
At least 7 years ago his third wife got you two together and you had that time. In is as much as you think this is the image you'll keep with you about him. . .you'll find that time stands out much more in years to come. As trite as it sounds, the bad fades and the good remains.
At least 7 years ago his third wife got you two together and you had that time. In is as much as you think this is the image you'll keep with you about him. . .you'll find that time stands out much more in years to come. As trite as it sounds, the bad fades and the good remains.
Something is up with my tummy. I have been the good little exercising girl, which normally makes me eat ravenously. The past two days, I have felt really full, even without eating, and nothing sounds good. My boss made a big batch of chili yesterday, containing large amounts of my favorite beer, and that didn't even do it for me. Maybe I am just fucked...
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msstabby:
I can't believe that with all the pointless site changes here they STILL haven't added a doggie icon.
kingskottie:
what was the deal with the birds?
Last summer I went out with a guy I had been talking to on here. Kinda preppy, but seemed nice, whatever. Things are going okay until this little conversation.
Douchebag: "So are you an actual Suicide Girl"?
Me: "Umm, no, I don't really think I have quite the body for that".
Douchebag: "Sure you do, there are plenty of low quality girls on there".
Me:...
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Douchebag: "So are you an actual Suicide Girl"?
Me: "Umm, no, I don't really think I have quite the body for that".
Douchebag: "Sure you do, there are plenty of low quality girls on there".
Me:...
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bugbue:
thanks beautiful! i miss being a little kid and the birthdays i had then.
jaggy:
every once in a while we should all squigee our third eye with herbal and fungal essence.
Hhhmmmmmmmm, what to say today... I am feeling a bit......lost, but I think I am coming out of it. Drank way too much and ate some bad pills New Year's eve, which made me feel like total ass, I gave the rest of them away, no more of that shit.
Today is the first day off I have had since Christmas, and it was nice...
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Today is the first day off I have had since Christmas, and it was nice...
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whodovoodoowedo:
Well I hope you can get some sleep, its a wonderfull thing, i had the worst time last night as well and thats the worst when you want to sleep so bad but just cant.
Anyway hope the Z monster finds you and you get some well deserved sleep.
Anyway hope the Z monster finds you and you get some well deserved sleep.
whodovoodoowedo:
I should be here for the next few hours or so and if not here I ussually have AIM or Yahoo signed on. So if you cant get to sleep I should be around to talk to 
Never mind. It is a beautiful day and I am going to enjoy it 
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whodovoodoowedo:
Just wanted to stop by and say hi, its 130am and I'm up cause we had to do an inspection...long story. anyway hope you had a good day Take care, talk to you later 
bugbue:
Yeeeaaaaahhhhhhh!
20 minutes til midnight on New Year's Eve and my resolution for this year is..................to make no resolutions, fuck it, I never stick to 'em anyway 
I am moving to the couch shortly to ring in the new year with the dog and the oh so lovely bottle of bubbly my auntie gave me for Xmas. Which will likely be followed by listening to music...
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rabidbuttons:
OHHH!!!
HUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUG!
I kissed Bue
I know I know poor sub....but he's been with me for a while now (25 whole years)
HUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUG!
I kissed Bue
I know I know poor sub....but he's been with me for a while now (25 whole years
)
bugbue:
New Year new start. Ya never know what will come your way. I was kissing the Jagr and the blunt. Not the best but good enough!
Well fuck, I have been shot out of the proverbial saddle once again. Well, not really, I was never in the saddle to begin with. My imagined torrid love affair with my tattoo sporting maintenance boy is over before it started. Today I saw him with a girl, arm in arm, and she was cute and fucking teensy. Bitch......... 
I have been stressing about money...
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I have been stressing about money...
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metatag:
That's a fantastic tip. Fingers crossed that you get loads more (tips or the errrr thing you wanted from the maintenance guy!)
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year!
smooshfacedlion:
Have a great new year my friend.
BACK FROM THE HELL THAT IS EAST TEXAS
*kisses ground*
Ok, my visit at my mom's was not really that bad. Christmas Eve we went out and had big bloody steaks and wine, then came home and opened presents. I would say the oddest one for me would be the two bars of soap on a rope........for my dog. Monday we took our dogs out...
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*kisses ground*
Ok, my visit at my mom's was not really that bad. Christmas Eve we went out and had big bloody steaks and wine, then came home and opened presents. I would say the oddest one for me would be the two bars of soap on a rope........for my dog. Monday we took our dogs out...
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whodovoodoowedo:
26 degrees this morning but that was not an issue seeing as I had plenty of warm thoughts going thru my head
Excerpt from email I got from my mother tonight: "Shan, please bring your own diet dr. pepper when you come, you know how I feel about aspartame, and can't bring myself to buy anything containing that poison. Also, please go to that cute liquor store by your house and get me 3 of the large bottles of the red wine I like."
Is it just...
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metatag:
Your mum sounds cool!
Hope you are having a superb Christmas!
Hope you are having a superb Christmas!
jaggy:
are you glad the holidays are over like me? the only thing I'll miss is the winter ale H-E-B will stop selling Jan 1. and home-made tamales. ..other than that, good riddens until next year...if we're still alive.
THE WEEK THAT JUST MAY KILL ME
Sunday: Recovered from birthday, worked 3-10, wanted to die.
Monday: Attempeted to shop for xmas gifts, spent a lot of money on pretty panties for myself. Came home, ran for 45 minutes, took a long nap which resulted in my staying up way too late that night.
Today: Did an upper body workout with weights,which included one chest...
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Sunday: Recovered from birthday, worked 3-10, wanted to die.
Monday: Attempeted to shop for xmas gifts, spent a lot of money on pretty panties for myself. Came home, ran for 45 minutes, took a long nap which resulted in my staying up way too late that night.
Today: Did an upper body workout with weights,which included one chest...
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eternalpain75:
Uggg. Been there, its not fun, I know.
Well, my birthday was fun, but I am feeling it today. Met my friend Erica around 4 for a couple of drinks and some tapas, which I failed to eat very much of. Then I hung out at my place for a bit and just relaxed. Got antsy about 11 and called a cute boy I work with, and he came and got me. We...
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jaggy:
man i wish i had the gall to be so determined to bug the shit out of a girl.
but i like when the girl geniunely likes me back. besides those type of guys end up as brain food in a real zombie holocaust. cuz when it comes down to it, when it happens, the day of the dead, its on, and the real ones survive. you see it all the time, the consistent guy bugging the teenage girl for pussy, then BAM! out comes a zombie and bites a filet out of the guys neck , girl screaming and running just to get shim shammed by another zombie.
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fantasy reallity...same shit.
but i like when the girl geniunely likes me back. besides those type of guys end up as brain food in a real zombie holocaust. cuz when it comes down to it, when it happens, the day of the dead, its on, and the real ones survive. you see it all the time, the consistent guy bugging the teenage girl for pussy, then BAM! out comes a zombie and bites a filet out of the guys neck , girl screaming and running just to get shim shammed by another zombie.
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fantasy reallity...same shit.
deaddarkstar:
group sex huh?
that's the gift that keeps on giving
that's the gift that keeps on giving
Don't think I'll be sleeping with the windows open tonight...
I started reading this yesterday afternoon, and I'm about half way through it right now. Probably isn't helping with the sleep situation...