shakti

i'm feeling kind of depressed the past couple days...

last night i met up with my halloween date a week early. i met her on the internet and had not met her in person so i was really nervous. it was like one in the morning before we finally got together but it was refreshing to see her and she was as cute as i imagined.
we hung at the black cat for a...
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i have a hot date for halloween

i decided i'm going to dress as a lady bug. thats an easy, cheap costume. i just need to wear a red shirt, black pants, and paint some wings red and black. its as simple as that! and the kids at work will love it!

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. problem solved.

hopefully there will be hot making out that night.

i wanna dress up for halloween but i have no money. and i'm not feeling uber creative. anyone have any ideas for costumes? i need to be able to wear it to my school (i'm a pre-k teacher) for halloween too!

also, i am feeling unbelievably flirty recently. i have crushes on EVERYONE.

i went and saw the third doctor today who thinks that i shouldnt be getting pregnant when i am on medication. since i have a serious illness and will not be getting off medication any time soon, i am feeling really discouraged. i guess eric and i are going to put off having a baby for a while and maybe we will also be looking...
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tomorrow is my two year wedding anniversary!!! and i'm still as madly in love as the day we first met. what a blessing this life has been.

i received pablo neruda's 100 love sonnets in the mail. what a great fucking book, great fucking poet. seriously. check this shit out...

"i love the handful of the earth you are.
because of its meadows, vast as a planet,
i have no other star. you are my replica
of the multiplying universe.

your wide eyes are the only light i know
from extinguished constellations;...
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i went to my obgyn today and she said that i was ovulating! its only been one and half months since i've been off the pill so this is great news! i cant wait till next month when we can try to have a baby.

we are now watching the second season of LOST. what a great fucking show. any other fans out there?

i was camping in the woods for the last five days. it was fucking amazing.
i am part of a tradition called feri. there are only a couple hundred feri witches in the country. 36 of them were at this festival. it was amazing to be in a place with people who have the same religious beliefs as i do. i felt so at...
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i went to a party the other night for the first time in a long time. it was fun. there was lots of making out.

tomorrow i am going camping. i wont come back until monday. we're going to be back up in mass but i wont get to see any of our friends. i will be with our coven though and get to do...
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so i went to the OBGYN yesterday and it was soooooo good! i am feeling really hopeful now. she said that i am at a great age and stage in my relationship to get pregnant. she was so nice to me. all the sadness from the last doctors appointment has seemed to fade away in light of this new woman, who i now adore. she...
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