Had a relatively good weekend. I couldn't face going to work Friday so I took the day off and tried to hide at home and just chill a bit. Work called and the mail server was broken so I then spent 7 hours working on that. So much for day off. At least I could do this from home.
Saturday went to the Hurricanes game....
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Saturday went to the Hurricanes game....
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Made it to work today. Still the same levels of fear, anxiety, depression, but trying to gut through it hoping it will break me out of this. Bleh.
Been a little sick over the weekend and still am (only a 99 degree fever), but mostly I'm hiding. Anxiety, fear, depression, it's really really hard to face anything right now.
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littlefierceone:
We should get together as soon as you're able. ]]]hugs[[[
diessel:
thank you SO much for your lovely comment in my set
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you such a sweet!
i hope you feel better!!



you such a sweet!
i hope you feel better!!
Poo! I keep forgetting to download the vacation pics so I can post some. There's not too many of them, but there are a few fun ones. Okay, setting a reminder in my calendar for tonight.
Not much to report. Game Night is this Friday, anyone want to come?? K_Rex is still sick, this cold is really hanging on, she's had it since Friday last...
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Not much to report. Game Night is this Friday, anyone want to come?? K_Rex is still sick, this cold is really hanging on, she's had it since Friday last...
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angeldevoid:
Sorry to hear you guys are sick. Hopefully we can catch up sometime before the next game night in December.
kriss:
Thanks for writing! Sometimes I wonder why I am still here.
Sorry you two are under the weather. We are headed to Amy Ray tonight, and windy city slim Saturday.
I want to hear about your trip and life in general.
Kisses to you both
Sorry you two are under the weather. We are headed to Amy Ray tonight, and windy city slim Saturday.
I want to hear about your trip and life in general.
Kisses to you both
We have returned. The quick update is our stateroom rocked! There was too many places that allowed smoking inside the ship. We felt the ship rocking the entire trip (especially from hurricane Tomas), but all it did was make me sleepy. Our fun snorkel trip was cancelled at St Maarten, so we just wanderd the town. Didn't do much in Puerto Rico. Diverted from Haiti...
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lee:
Any pictures from your trip?
I'm going back home to Montreal for my birthday!
I'm going back home to Montreal for my birthday!
kryptik:
nope, no one in line to make out with this amazon. (i secretly hoped, tho).
thanks so much for your kind words. makes getting on here worth while.
so thanks!
thanks so much for your kind words. makes getting on here worth while.
We have returned. The quick update is our stateroom rocked! There was too many places that allowed smoking inside the ship. We felt the ship rocking the entire trip (especially from hurricane Tomas), but all it did was make me sleepy. Our fun snorkel trip was cancelled at St Maarten, so we just wanderd the town. Didn't do much in Puerto Rico. Diverted from Haiti...
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Quick post. We leave Sunday for the cruise and won't be back until the next Sunday. Love and hugs to you all. I'll miss you while we are gone.


littlefierceone:
Have a blast! We'll miss you two, too!
toxic:
Have a great time!
Erg. Workout last night messed me up. My shoulders have been screwed up for the last month or so, so I've had to reduce the strain on them and go back to easy exercises to build the basic core muscles around the tendons. They hurt. Anyway, last night they were hurting more than usual so I was being extra careful about my shoulders, so I...
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toxic:
Thank you! I'm so happy with how the arm is coming along! the expo was a blast! I hope your awesome! It's always nice seeing blog comments from you!
angeldevoid:
Shoulder exercises are some of the hardest. We spend much more time IRL picking things up than in pushing things up.
Heading to the rally tomorrow. The shuttle launch has been delayed at least 1 day so I may take the extra day to visit my godson in Atlanta for Halloween. Then I will arrive in Florida a day later, in time for the new launch time.
Heading to the rally tomorrow. The shuttle launch has been delayed at least 1 day so I may take the extra day to visit my godson in Atlanta for Halloween. Then I will arrive in Florida a day later, in time for the new launch time.
Today I'm working from home. Yay. It's cloudy and rainy outside, temp about 68. **sigh** I love my day already. The only thing that would make it better is if K_Rex were home.
Getting laundry, packing and prep underway since we leave for the Caribbean on Sunday. I think we're going to try our costumes on tonight and I'll get pictures if we do.
Love...
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Getting laundry, packing and prep underway since we leave for the Caribbean on Sunday. I think we're going to try our costumes on tonight and I'll get pictures if we do.
Love...
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littlefierceone:
Me = reading failure. 
and, yes, that's her costume (wowza! ...you should see TheFox's, too. double wowza!)
and, yes, that's her costume (wowza! ...you should see TheFox's, too. double wowza!)
Last night I had yet another stellar dream. I'll make this one short.
K_Rex was being snippy and mean to me, so we sniped back and forth for a bit. After a while she got mad at me and stopped talking for a bit, then decided her and a couple other firneds were going to get dressed up and hit some bars and go dancing...without...
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K_Rex was being snippy and mean to me, so we sniped back and forth for a bit. After a while she got mad at me and stopped talking for a bit, then decided her and a couple other firneds were going to get dressed up and hit some bars and go dancing...without...
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kryptik:
very cool. you'll have to post pics of your costumes! and if i don't "talk" to you beforehand, have a great time on your cruise!
olsen:
Haha thank you.
Yeah the kissing is rough going - she lives in London and I haven't seen her for 2 years! I'll see her in a few months though, so hmm.
Yeah the kissing is rough going - she lives in London and I haven't seen her for 2 years! I'll see her in a few months though, so hmm.
Strange dream last night.
I woke up on morning, went outside and found a small cockatiel in a tree, which then flew down to me. For those that do not know, I have two cockatiels. This one was so happy and friendly that I just couldn't give it up, so I got a little tupperware box and set it up in the with blankets, food,...
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I woke up on morning, went outside and found a small cockatiel in a tree, which then flew down to me. For those that do not know, I have two cockatiels. This one was so happy and friendly that I just couldn't give it up, so I got a little tupperware box and set it up in the with blankets, food,...
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littlefierceone:
I haven't been recalling my dreams this week, but I'm fairly confident they are either job-hunt related or "Asheville" related, seeing as how those are the only things occupying my time lately.
mitska:
Thank you!! 


Ooooooookay. Posted a new update here, now it's gone. **sigh**
**highlights**
Head stuffed
Sore
At work
Sipping tea
Workout tonight
I hope everyone's day goes well. Love and hugs to you. Yes, you.


**highlights**
Head stuffed
Sore
At work
Sipping tea
Workout tonight
I hope everyone's day goes well. Love and hugs to you. Yes, you.
littlefierceone:
I always remind myself, "cut-n-paste, cut-n-paste, cut-n-paste!" I just don't trust online forms anymore, so I copy, copy, copy the text I'm typing.
Hope you're feeling better.
Hope you're feeling better.
littlefierceone:
Thank you for your words of wisdom. Actually, in speaking with AngelDevoid, I had already sorta considered some of what you said. I'm trying not to rush into this. Obviously, I don't want to ruin a friendship (or my marriage -- I do continually check with TheFox). And I am considering my own motivations or mental particulars in all this, too. Just last night I had a possible realization.
the headphones do help at the DDS- most of the pain is getting numb to begin with imo,
it's no fun, but i have felt worse things- and it means you get any flavor of jello you want for dinner