True story: Almost committed suicide today. I did not, after all. Close though. Closer than it ever has been.
I've not been posting much lately, I know. I really don't have much to tell, I'm doing the same things. I don't feel good most days, dizzy and brain fogged. I go to different doctor appointments hoping someone will figure it out. Twice a week I go to sword practice (which is pretty cool, I have to admit). I do laundry, clean the house, pick...
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iggy:
I hope they find out what's causing the dizziness. It's got to suck not knowing and feeling like such crap. I remember before they properly diagnosed my mom with RA she was in a similar purgatory, except it involved severe joint pain. It was horrible watching her go through all that pain and not having any answers.
schiavona:
This week has really blossomed with doctor appointments. One sleep study, therapist, physical therapist and an infectious disease specialist (because we are now going way outside the box to figure out what's wrong with me). Hooray!
Oh my gods, it looks like the snow will leave us alone for a while! Don't get me wrong, I love snow. I love it to come in, snow, be there, then go away 2 days later. This is usually what happens. But these two weeks have really messed with me. Well, with everyone. It really is messing with getting to sword practice. Of course,...
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Hmm, I figured someone would have commented on my last entry. Oh well, you peeps are busy busy. Hope you are having fun too. Had an electrician out to the house to look over the all the electrical I did in the basement 10 years ago. He was very complimentary about it, which surprised me. He had a few things that he wanted to correct...
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Okay, wanted to share another story from my youth. It's a bit long, so skip if you want. There will be no quiz.
When I was 16, I went to a cast party thrown after the successful run of the theater department's latest play in high school. No, i was not in the play, but knew everyone in it since I was in choir, and...
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By gods, I'm feeling chipper today! I can hardly believe it, after 5 weeks of feeling crappy, I feel good today. Tomorrow is another day, and who knows how I'll feel then, but today....YAY!!!!
Doing stuff before it wears off!
**sigh**
I am depressed. Sad. Lost.
**sigh**
Little steps at a time...
Ran a few errands today, was totally wiped. Rested for a bit then did a few things around the house. Exhausted, rested. Forced myself to do a 1.5 mile walk, first one I've been able to do in 4 weeks. Am totally wiped out afterward and my lungs and throat hurt, but was at least able to do it.
This...
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iggy:
Ugh. I hope you feel 100% soon, hon. At least you're making yourself do stuff. When I'm sick I have to make myself take walks and do stuff around the house. It's exhausting at first, but it always helps me to feel better.
Gods, I went outside to take down the Christmas lights and now I am feeling horrid. Headache, stomach hurts, sweating like crazy, Ugh, it''s like I just took a 2 week step back with how I feel.
Stupid cold!
Ugh. Still sick. It's never going away! On antibiotics now. Just walking up the stairs exhausts me.
Sick. Still.
iggy:
Boo. Boo I say!!!
schiavona:
And now a fever. Yay again!