I am now in the end-game of being sick. This is where I feel better, but whenever I do anything become completely wiped out and exhausted. But sleeping is bad here because now I am having zombie dreams, so I have restless sleep.
**sigh**
Oooo, feel pretty good today. Got out of bed, took a shower.....
Ooookay, that did me in. Now I'm shaky and exhausted. Not ready for prime-time just yet.
madmaxthehatter:
Do what you can.
Let's see. Today.
I am still feeling ill. No fever at least, just really run down, cough, congestion. Went to doctor, they can do nothing for me, but did get a antibiotic script for just in case it settles into my chest. Have physical therapy today. Don't know what I will do about dinner tonight. Laundry.
Tired.
So today our upstairs hallway gets hardwoods. This way we separate out all the bedrooms so we can carpet each individually, rather than in all the same carpet. And not at the same time. Spreads the monetary pain out.
So I assumed someone would call and warn us 30 minutes out that they were on their way. Nope. Quick, out of bed and let them...
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You know what? The harder I try the more it seems I screw things up.
I've been dreaming of Arthur and Merlin, my two cockatiels that have passed on, Merlin this year, Arthur last year. Usually when I dream of them it's a signal that I've forgotten something (I dream of forgetting to feed them or clean their cage). Or that I've got to many things going on in life (when there are multiple of each one and I'm trying...
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Okay, I seem to finally be getting over this cold. Still exhausted easily and taking Day/NyQuil, but getting energy back. Which means I am doing stuffs about the homestead again. Nothing amazing, just the normal stuff.
-Like paying bills online....crap, the bank website is down.
-Like calling the propane people about getting our tank remov...oh, you guys are closed today.
-Like doing some delicate laundry...
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Happy Monday to everyone. I hope your day goes fabulous.
I've got a few things on the list of things-to-do, but not much. Hopefully this means I'll be able to get to the second tier of things-to-do on my list.
And how was Thanksgiving? Fabulous. LOTS of food that was amazing. Great family and friends that shared it with us. Then we were lazy, then...
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Goodness, been a while since I've posted. I've been so down and out of it since Merlin died.
Well, I am doing better, being much less sad lately as I've been working through the loss of Merlin. We are preparing for Thanksgiving by cooking and baking lots tonight. We have 9 friends coming to dinner tomorrow, most of who we met through SG. Hat is...
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I am soooo tired.
I am so tired of being sad. I am tired of being unable to do anything. I am tired of being tired.
I am tired of crying.
Forcing myself to do some things, to do stuff around the house so I can at least count a few "wins" at the end of the day, but nothing is alleviating this constant sadness. I know others of...
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Having trouble pulling myself together lately. Even writing something here has been a struggle. Merlin, my cockatiel that has been my constant companion for 25 years, died recently and I'm still getting through that. Both Karen and I are having a difficult time with that.
Miss you, you little bugger.
ainoa:
I'm sorry for your loss :( sending a hug your way