sanguine

you know what totally makes your day awesome... when you go to buy new pants for work, because the ones you have are too big now... and you try on pants and find out you went down 2 sizes...

not a glorious thing... but good enough for me!!!

less than 2 months till i make my yearly trip out to see cat, to get more ink..... i am so excited this year... ive had soo many ups and downs.... getting this ink will be so rewarding for me because of it....
not to mention the bonus of getting to see my subby again !!!

i love seeing my boys <33 they always make life interesting!! however, everyday i hang with them is another eternity i will have to spend in hell

i interviewed for a new position at work... if i get it , it will very likely lead to another position at work that they need filled... and that means i get some weekends off... it looks real...
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hopefully i will be going to see my boys tonight.... lets just hope i dont get gang raped again :p

ive always been in love with this song...



it turns me into a huge sap

just a random thought.... i only ever received flowers once in my life, a really long time ago... i dont think i remember what its like to get them

as per usual, i had a FABULOUS time at the beach party last night, it felt fantastic to get to see all of my friends again... since i suck and dont own a camera, i have no pictures....but rest assured, it was nothing less than awesome
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i may be diving head first here on something.... im not sure... one of two things will happen.......
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i want to go play in a sandbox.... i have an extra shovel!! anyone wanna come play with me??

why is it snowing???????????????????

meh... i ate too much soup... muh belly is gonna ASPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

6 days till i get to have a weekend night off

on this valentines day... give the gift of anal..... its free and something everyone can enjoy!!

so... i finally drug my boy toy out for a night with greggster and maladjusted ....

we all hung out for a bit before we went out... ended up at karaoke... like usual... greggster sang all night and everyone loved it... but between greggster, mal and my boy... they drank enough to sink a damn ship...

after the bar.. we all went back to mals...
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so i saw one of the specialists.... i am now scheduled for surgery or what have you in a few weeks... to check for tumors in my bladder and a few other things that he says he most likely will find...

i kinda feel numb to this shit anymore... when they tell me something new thats wrong with me i just kinda go ..oh ok.....
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