'however big i ever feel... it's never enough.
whatever i do to make it real... it's never enough.
in any way i try to speak... it's never enough.
never enough.
however much i try to speak... it's never enough'
ugh. i suck. i just don't know how to be a good friend right now. my best friend is going through quite possibly the worst thing...
Read More
whatever i do to make it real... it's never enough.
in any way i try to speak... it's never enough.
never enough.
however much i try to speak... it's never enough'
ugh. i suck. i just don't know how to be a good friend right now. my best friend is going through quite possibly the worst thing...
Read More
VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
'so why do we choose the boys that are naughty?
i don't fit in so why do you want me?
and i know i can't tame you...but i just keep tryin'
if you're looking for the smut fiction - that's the journal for 31 March. enjoy
i'm going to try to post something on the last of each month... you might have to remind...
Read More
i don't fit in so why do you want me?
and i know i can't tame you...but i just keep tryin'
if you're looking for the smut fiction - that's the journal for 31 March. enjoy
i'm going to try to post something on the last of each month... you might have to remind... Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
wallyfuckyou:
Thanks for the kind words regarding my novel. I am trying to get people interested enough to follow it in the Hiss Quarterly, which is a on-line magazine that is going to serialize the novel. Glad you like it so far; I will likely blog chapters often enough...
billybillybilly:
wow hun, what a time for you, remember, internet boyfriends can be anything you want! ...alluding to that conversation we had earlier...
...and I also second the wise words of kRISTA, that lady was fucking mental.
...and I also second the wise words of kRISTA, that lady was fucking mental.
hey kiddos - quick note from a sleepy samantha, then i'm off to bed.
tried to catch Hedwig and the Angry Inch with aoife tonight, but the projector broke
luckily for me, she's good company, so i still had a good time. smoked too many cigarettes, though (when did two become too many?) and that on top of an overwhelming lack of sleep this weekend...
Read More
tried to catch Hedwig and the Angry Inch with aoife tonight, but the projector broke
luckily for me, she's good company, so i still had a good time. smoked too many cigarettes, though (when did two become too many?) and that on top of an overwhelming lack of sleep this weekend... Read More
billybillybilly:
well, I think you may very well be right on your analysis and here's a few more things I bring to the table. I think that in the dream eating them all made me feel very guilty as they were still alive. But I think that as they couldn't keep the kids, and they still had to leave them, that that was my mental way of telling myself that my friends are deserting me. But it could go a lot of different directions with that in mind too.
Girl! Chill with the smokes...(not that I'm one to talk)...but two became too many a long time ago. And sleep. I'm in the process right now of sleeping for two thirds of my life instead of a simple one third. I've never felt better...
Girl! Chill with the smokes...(not that I'm one to talk)...but two became too many a long time ago. And sleep. I'm in the process right now of sleeping for two thirds of my life instead of a simple one third. I've never felt better...
edited - double post
edited -- triple post 
--open letter to a lover--
i meant it when i said that i don't know what to do with you.
there are so many things i've wanted to say to you in the last couple of weeks, and so many times i've wanted to say them. first, it was the big stuff that got in the way - family funerals, moving, new job... then it...
Read More
i meant it when i said that i don't know what to do with you.
there are so many things i've wanted to say to you in the last couple of weeks, and so many times i've wanted to say them. first, it was the big stuff that got in the way - family funerals, moving, new job... then it...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
azrael_abyss:
just for you:
2 12-ounce blocks of low fat, extra-firm tofu each cut in half to form two steaks
Olive oil
1/4 cup finely chopped fresh basil
4 small garlic cloves, chopped
salt and pepper, to taste
4 whole grain hamburger buns or sourdough rolls
1 1/3 cup low fat marinara sauce
1/2cup very finely shredded parmesan cheese
Tofu Parmesan Burgers
preheat grill to medium heat
lightly spray tofu with olive oil. in a small bowl, combine the basil and garlic. press the basil and garlic mix onto the tofu and sprinkle with salt and pepper. grill tofu approximately 3 minutes per side until it's warm throughout. split the buns and place on grill for 1 minute to toast
Heat sauce in microwave or in small sauce pan on the stove until piping hot. place tofu steaks on bottom halves of buns and top with the sauce, then the cheese.
2 12-ounce blocks of low fat, extra-firm tofu each cut in half to form two steaks
Olive oil
1/4 cup finely chopped fresh basil
4 small garlic cloves, chopped
salt and pepper, to taste
4 whole grain hamburger buns or sourdough rolls
1 1/3 cup low fat marinara sauce
1/2cup very finely shredded parmesan cheese
Tofu Parmesan Burgers
preheat grill to medium heat
lightly spray tofu with olive oil. in a small bowl, combine the basil and garlic. press the basil and garlic mix onto the tofu and sprinkle with salt and pepper. grill tofu approximately 3 minutes per side until it's warm throughout. split the buns and place on grill for 1 minute to toast
Heat sauce in microwave or in small sauce pan on the stove until piping hot. place tofu steaks on bottom halves of buns and top with the sauce, then the cheese.
blk_dragon:
love- how weird and confusing it can be. still one of the greatest things ever.
'i like the sound of your whistle, i like the way you wear your grin, i even like the taste of my will - caving in. i'm not a junkie for your love, i'm not a junkie. i'm not a junkie for your love, no i'm not a junkie. don't tell the captain, don't you tell him what i've done'
went up to see my...
Read More
went up to see my...
Read More
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
azrael_abyss:
you're beautiful
you're beautiful
wallyfuckyou:
Thanks for stopping by and saying hello on my comments page. Glad you like the poetry. If you want to read more, I will show you my book!
Hope things work out with your lover.
[Edited on Mar 27, 2004 9:02PM]
Hope things work out with your lover.
[Edited on Mar 27, 2004 9:02PM]
'just a boy, just a boy, just a little fucking boy, i can never be a man'
long, but productive day at work. thanks, jpunch, for keepin me entertained through the afternoon.
my man finally called when i was already in the shower to tell me that he was runnin late and we should just meet at the club (family guy marathon) - so we...
Read More
long, but productive day at work. thanks, jpunch, for keepin me entertained through the afternoon.
my man finally called when i was already in the shower to tell me that he was runnin late and we should just meet at the club (family guy marathon) - so we...
Read More
billybillybilly:
LET THE GAMES BEGIN!!!
_____________________
This is not healthy behavior, but like you said:
you want me to have a word with him? hehehe...i guess it probably wouldn't work, but I thought I'd throw that out there. I'd just say that you should pick a fight. I guess I've tried to do that before and it hasn't worked, but sometimes if you pick a fight, you can hit that sweet spot where you both stop, there's an awkward silence, then you start to be HONEST with each other.
That's actually not healthy either, but I don't know another way to acheive it without just BEING honest.
All that, or you could just tell him you met this hot guy named billybillybilly!
_____________________
This is not healthy behavior, but like you said:
you want me to have a word with him? hehehe...i guess it probably wouldn't work, but I thought I'd throw that out there. I'd just say that you should pick a fight. I guess I've tried to do that before and it hasn't worked, but sometimes if you pick a fight, you can hit that sweet spot where you both stop, there's an awkward silence, then you start to be HONEST with each other.
That's actually not healthy either, but I don't know another way to acheive it without just BEING honest.
All that, or you could just tell him you met this hot guy named billybillybilly!
killgannon:
well its ounds like to me that hes assesing the situation from a guys angle the let them hang and see if they split type of thing which is totally retarted and insensative. he should talk to ya. somthin ive learned over the yrs as a guy is talk 1st rule of a sucsesfull rela is weather or not u can have a decent conversation
elijah
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 9:07PM]
elijah
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 9:07PM]
'jesus built my car. it's a love affair... jesus and my hotrod.'
i will not talk shit about nascar.
i will not talk shit about nascar.
i will not talk shit about nascar.
okay, so we finally made it to the nascar imax tonight. a little background - i grew up on drag racing, he grew up on nascar. i claimed the high road. we...
Read More
i will not talk shit about nascar.
i will not talk shit about nascar.
i will not talk shit about nascar.
okay, so we finally made it to the nascar imax tonight. a little background - i grew up on drag racing, he grew up on nascar. i claimed the high road. we...
Read More
sensefield:
sounds really interesting ehe enjoyyyyy! and sleep tighttt 
[Edited on Mar 25, 2004 3:41AM]
enjoyyyyy! and sleep tighttt [Edited on Mar 25, 2004 3:41AM]
'she said i'm sorry but i'm out of ky jelly... never mind sugar, we can catch the early movie'
okay, so i'm forced to acknowledge that the extent to which tonight could have been cool is exceeded only by its absolute lack of follow-through... sigh. one of those fuckin nights
the bfriend called late afternoon: "let's catch the movie tonight?" wow. cool. sure, i mean,...
Read More
okay, so i'm forced to acknowledge that the extent to which tonight could have been cool is exceeded only by its absolute lack of follow-through... sigh. one of those fuckin nights
the bfriend called late afternoon: "let's catch the movie tonight?" wow. cool. sure, i mean,...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
pillasco:
lol did you call me a picture bully?!... pfft.. cute icon though.. and no.. it's not good enough 
eternalkrista:
i love 80's anything! i bet you are one sexy lady in your gear.
"and if i seem to be confused, i didn't mean to be with you, and when you said i scared you well i guess you scared me, too"
okay, so here i am talking shit about not holding my breath waitin for the phone call, right? he calls me three times today! that hasn't happened in months... lol
mind you, i missed every single one,...
Read More
okay, so here i am talking shit about not holding my breath waitin for the phone call, right? he calls me three times today! that hasn't happened in months... lol
mind you, i missed every single one,...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
aoife:
um, yeah. triple post.
[Edited on Mar 23, 2004 5:24PM]
[Edited on Mar 23, 2004 5:24PM]
samanthakayne:
just cause deep inside you know concrete blonde is worth at least three posts... joey - from bloodletting. just picked it up used last night, prob hadn't heard it in 5+ yrs. made my tough sorry ass cry...
joey - from bloodletting. just picked it up used last night, prob hadn't heard it in 5+ yrs. made my tough sorry ass cry...i suck i suck i suck
so, last night - spring equinox, new moon - never gonna be a better time to start somethin, right? i can't even manage to start the fucking conersation!!! and the more i've been thinking about it - it's not a "where is this going" conversation that i need to start - it's a "how far can this possibly go...
Read More
so, last night - spring equinox, new moon - never gonna be a better time to start somethin, right? i can't even manage to start the fucking conersation!!! and the more i've been thinking about it - it's not a "where is this going" conversation that i need to start - it's a "how far can this possibly go...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
eternalkrista:
how is sexy sam??? if anyone puts you off they are completely psycho and billy3 is high in the night if he thinks he can be your fall back guy cause if you are falling back on anyone its gonna be me
robotsatemyhair:
Men are like oranges.
It's best to not microwave them.
It's best to not microwave them.
Ah man I so wish I could say I was headed out for some camping with a loved one. I can't think of anything I'd rather be doing.