bored
bored
bored
or is that boring?
sometimes i dont know myself.
off to make some kind of chinese meal.
and drink lots of cola!
cola! is the drink of the gods...
i shouldnt drink it, ya know who needs 7 sugar cubes at once but damn i want sugar and i have a migraine..
so i need caffeine.
hope everyone has a great weekend...mine...
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bored
bored
or is that boring?
sometimes i dont know myself.
off to make some kind of chinese meal.
and drink lots of cola!
cola! is the drink of the gods...
i shouldnt drink it, ya know who needs 7 sugar cubes at once but damn i want sugar and i have a migraine..
so i need caffeine.
hope everyone has a great weekend...mine...
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nataskaput:
Whoo he sounds like a ladies man. I'm not sure how a cola is supose to help a migraine. I think it would make it worse, well don't let it suck to much
do you ever have those days
when you:
hate everything about your body?
hate everything about your partner?
just hate everything?
I have, i do, and yeah
dieting sucks so fucking much, but hey yeah i gotta huh? no one else complains, just me...and if you cant please your self...and all that crap.
i
when you:
hate everything about your body?
hate everything about your partner?
just hate everything?
I have, i do, and yeah
dieting sucks so fucking much, but hey yeah i gotta huh? no one else complains, just me...and if you cant please your self...and all that crap.
i
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ninji:
walkin' on the shadow side of things. it's natural, and i know it well.
and it's temporary.
-be
and it's temporary.
-be
nataskaput:
I just mainly get fustrated get pissed throw a fit and feel better iin like a 2 minute strech so I'm never in a bad mood for long, except high school that was a four year bad mood
had a final today
did ok i think
two more to go
one next week one the week after.
only 3 more years of this crap.
im bored
and boring
and stuff
cough cough cough.
have fun
did ok i think
two more to go
one next week one the week after.
only 3 more years of this crap.
im bored
and boring
and stuff
cough cough cough.
have fun
gonna curl up with a movie
and pizza tonight
how about you?
and pizza tonight
how about you?
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swen:
Thanks for your generous offer but I think I'll rather stick to my already messed-up one. I don't want to break another. Besides, you could need yours yourself onetime. Ever thought of that? 
nickysonic:
You feeling better, hun?
feeling better
got a cool skirt today
little school girl skirt
went to the dr.
i am on a waiting list
for an operation for my back...which i broke in a car accident
and i found out that it could be as early as oct.
which is bad since i was going to the us for a friends wedding
but now id rather have the...
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got a cool skirt today
little school girl skirt
went to the dr.
i am on a waiting list
for an operation for my back...which i broke in a car accident
and i found out that it could be as early as oct.
which is bad since i was going to the us for a friends wedding
but now id rather have the...
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ninji:
poor kid! glad you are feelin' better! thanks for the kind word. 
alisa:
we love you, too.
i'm so glad to hear that you're not as sick
and that you won't have chronic pain anymore.
i got your email. can't wait for those stories.
xxx
alisa
i'm so glad to hear that you're not as sick
and that you won't have chronic pain anymore.
i got your email. can't wait for those stories.
xxx
alisa
sick as shit.
cant even talk
thought it was allergies..but dont think so.
and oh yeah my eye keeps twitching...
is it a sign?
cant even talk
thought it was allergies..but dont think so.
and oh yeah my eye keeps twitching...
is it a sign?
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brookelynne:
tonsilitus? sinus infection? go to the doctor
I know that your left hand itching is a sign that you are going to be getting money but Im not sure about the twitcy eye thing.....
I know that your left hand itching is a sign that you are going to be getting money but Im not sure about the twitcy eye thing.....
disappearhere:
I had a twitchy eye for like a year and a half, I swear!
It fucking sucked. It stopped when I quit drinking Gin every day. I don't think it was related, I think I was just stressed out or something.
Anyhoo, I hope you feel better!!! Allergies fucking suck, I am an Alegra kid!
It fucking sucked. It stopped when I quit drinking Gin every day. I don't think it was related, I think I was just stressed out or something.
Anyhoo, I hope you feel better!!! Allergies fucking suck, I am an Alegra kid!
great news!!!!
got a new tattoo yesterday
the first of a new theme,
Lenore... it is actually going to be coloured since i have so much black,,,, but...
and now as i type i have bleach in my hair..
gonna go poppy red!!!
ooooh it feels good to have money again
hope everyone has a good weekend.
got a new tattoo yesterday
the first of a new theme,
Lenore... it is actually going to be coloured since i have so much black,,,, but...
and now as i type i have bleach in my hair..
gonna go poppy red!!!
ooooh it feels good to have money again
hope everyone has a good weekend.
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ninji:
congrats! 
nataskaput:
Money whats that, this strang substance you speak of does not compute. But ink sure does I'm not to sure when I will get my next piece laid (when ever I finish drawing it I guess) but I hope to get my forearm done before winter. I'll probable get it done in September. You are the officaly the first person to decifer my name, Kudos.
why is it that???
my friends think that I am willing to be a conditional friend? their conditions? they can come over and eat all my food and whine all over and fucking break my god damned furniture and shit, and whine about how much they love a girl..and take and take and take..and then when they finally get the stupid girl (and yes i...
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my friends think that I am willing to be a conditional friend? their conditions? they can come over and eat all my food and whine all over and fucking break my god damned furniture and shit, and whine about how much they love a girl..and take and take and take..and then when they finally get the stupid girl (and yes i...
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minsc_and_boo:
thank you for your condolences they made me smile to know so many cared about Boo 
nataskaput:
Well if he knows you hate her to begin with it would be in his best intrest to keep you at bay (or at least when she is around) If he is blowing you off when she isn't around that is just a sign of the type of person that he is, anybody who disregaurds you and your shit with so much ease is just a basic sign of what he think. I got no problem showing up and drinking all their beer if I realy don't care for them. If they are my good friend I don't even ask because I don't want to impose on them. But thats me.
third and final part of anemic
if you want the whole thing
mail me and i will send it out to ya
hope every one has a good weekend.
.............
Anemic Part three
JOIN THANATOS AND ISIS IN NEUROTIC ORGIES OF Eulogies THE IDEALIZE AND CREATE THE PERPETUAL ANIMALISTIC BESTIAL CREATION OF DEATH AND DEMISE.
SUICIDE IS HAPPENING AT THIS MINUTE, AS IS MURDER, RAPE,...
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if you want the whole thing
mail me and i will send it out to ya
hope every one has a good weekend.
.............
Anemic Part three
JOIN THANATOS AND ISIS IN NEUROTIC ORGIES OF Eulogies THE IDEALIZE AND CREATE THE PERPETUAL ANIMALISTIC BESTIAL CREATION OF DEATH AND DEMISE.
SUICIDE IS HAPPENING AT THIS MINUTE, AS IS MURDER, RAPE,...
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blixasinister:
i feel rejuvinated!
nickysonic:
I have several friends like that, it takes the piss. Sometimes I don't see people for ages, but my friendship with them isn't a 'fair weather' one.
And yeah, those novelty toilet seats are cool.
And yeah, those novelty toilet seats are cool.
second part of ANEMIC
PERFECT IMPERFECTIONS.
CREATE THE ALL WE ARE AND WILL BE AND HAVE BEENS AND SHOULD
HAVES AND I LOVE YOUS OF WEAKNESS AND TIREDNESS OF Cancers AND DEATH AND LIFE BECAUSE IT HURTS YOUR EYES TO WAKE UP AND YOUR MIND TO THINK YOU ARE HTE ONLY PERSON YOU KNOW AND LOVE AND HATE AND ARE A STRANGER TO? WOULD YOU...
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PERFECT IMPERFECTIONS.
CREATE THE ALL WE ARE AND WILL BE AND HAVE BEENS AND SHOULD
HAVES AND I LOVE YOUS OF WEAKNESS AND TIREDNESS OF Cancers AND DEATH AND LIFE BECAUSE IT HURTS YOUR EYES TO WAKE UP AND YOUR MIND TO THINK YOU ARE HTE ONLY PERSON YOU KNOW AND LOVE AND HATE AND ARE A STRANGER TO? WOULD YOU...
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jizzikah:
talk about an interesting journal...wow. i love it! mine are boring and are usually about the same pathetic things.
nataskaput:
Sad to say I wasn't drunk if I where I probably would have delt with it better. sad
I have an awesome poem
but its so long i will have to do it in installments.
so here is the first
Anemic...
EVIL MINDED SIMPLETON
SELF LOVING CREATURE
SCARIFICATION OF A SOULLESS BODY AND HEARTLESS MIND
DESTROY IT ALL WITH ONE COOL HANDSHAKE AND SMILE AND HALF
LISTENED TO, HALF READ LETTER. I WAS COUNTING ON ME WHEN ALL I COULD HAVE WAS ME...
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but its so long i will have to do it in installments.
so here is the first
Anemic...
EVIL MINDED SIMPLETON
SELF LOVING CREATURE
SCARIFICATION OF A SOULLESS BODY AND HEARTLESS MIND
DESTROY IT ALL WITH ONE COOL HANDSHAKE AND SMILE AND HALF
LISTENED TO, HALF READ LETTER. I WAS COUNTING ON ME WHEN ALL I COULD HAVE WAS ME...
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stickyrice:
I want the whole thing with no interruptions.
Especially these two lines: "Somehow I never measured up though I was always tallest in my class" and "I'll eat it like the slop ... "
Yer good.
Cram the octopus! Hugs and kisses also!
[edited to ask if the pic is you, and how old.
]
[Edited on Apr 25, 2003]
Especially these two lines: "Somehow I never measured up though I was always tallest in my class" and "I'll eat it like the slop ... "
Yer good.
Cram the octopus! Hugs and kisses also!
[edited to ask if the pic is you, and how old.
[Edited on Apr 25, 2003]
alisa:
kisses kisses kisses and much love. hope your day gets better.
love ya
love ya
ive decided to start just putting all my poems here.
that is if i can find more of them..
here is todays...
HMMMMM
AT NIGHT WHEN ALL IS SILENT
IF IM REALLY QUIET
I CAN HEAR THE HMMM OF
YOUR HEART...
I TRY TO MATCH THE BEATS
I TRY TO MATCH THE HMMM
I CANT
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
I TRY AND TRY...
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that is if i can find more of them..
here is todays...
HMMMMM
AT NIGHT WHEN ALL IS SILENT
IF IM REALLY QUIET
I CAN HEAR THE HMMM OF
YOUR HEART...
I TRY TO MATCH THE BEATS
I TRY TO MATCH THE HMMM
I CANT
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
I TRY AND TRY...
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stickyrice:
How sweet! We all listen.
Favorite Dr. Hook song? Mine is, "If Not You."
Favorite Dr. Hook song? Mine is, "If Not You."