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let's make it fucked up
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zenigeva:
all your base are belong to us!
catdad:
all i can say is hooray for slender, small breasted women who are good with their hands. there can never be too many of them.
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what in the hell drives women to wear padded bras or want larger breasts? damnit i am through with this nonsense! you know i really don't know what "size" i am. small. perky. i have a super tiny bod, with what i would consider, very lovely breasts. so i just thought everyone should know that i will no longer be trying to be something i...
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eris:
hurray for breasts!

oh, wait - i mean: boooo for padded bras!

yeah, that's better...
mirkwoodmaiden:
*kicks Eris* be nice!

now that thats taken care of. its good to see women that are happy with what their parents gave them. wink

(just dont start running around singing "i am woman" on us. then we may have to lock you up) lol j/k
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Put my nose ring back in today.......has been out for almost 3 years. Septum that is. I can't believe that I got it to go through and it doesn't hurt. Of course I put in a super small gauge.

Anything going on tonight that I should be aware of?
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snow:
Sweet.....i just put the lartger gauge in. I am running back and forth to the bathroom looking in the mirror. It is so hot. I don't remember why I stopped wearing it...
pyrocide:
I would have thought that the hole would have closed by now, you didn't bleed at all putting it back in?
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I just finished watching the nightly news. There was a Portland elementary school teacher caught "looking for prostitiution" at a rest stop in Vancouver. It reminded me of my 6th grade teacher. When I was in the 8th grade, he was caught in a porn booth in Portland with 2-3 other men, some of whom were prostitutes. Well apparently they were having sex. They got...
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mirkwoodmaiden:
im sorry to hear about that hun.
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Yes I am skinny. So FUCK OFF!!!

Why is it that I have to have some reason or excuse to be small? My parents are thin, I don't go to McDonalds 8 times a week, I avoid meat and excessive dairy, etc. No really, I eat whatever the fuck I want, and I am not bulimic. I have never dieted and I do yoga once...
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bishop:
I likes you just the way you are........as long as you like me for being chubby.....
snow:
you people rock biggrin
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...human beings place upon an object, or a person, this responsibility of being the obstacle when the obstacle lies always within one's self.

Anais Nin
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anais:
What a wonderful author to quote (wink wink) smile
"There is no greater pain than awakening from a dream" -Anais Nin
jasiri:
yes...isn't it bizzare how we project ourselves onto the people and different aspects of our surroundings...everything can become a reflection of our own self scrutiny if we are not careful (or unfettered optimism which i've had to learn can have an equally traumatic outcome)... so, as you quoted and know, to truly know ourselves is to also truly know our relation to place and others...and to dispell our own internal critique and skeptic is to liberate ourselves from the attachment of being victimized by others who attempt to project their internal 'demons' onto us...

woo, am i a wordy one tonight! can't blame me too much though, i was in a annual planning meeting from 9-5, and then had a sustainability workshop from 6-9...i am mentally pooped...

mmmmm....french fries... wishing you the best fries EVER!

hee hee! i'm on your friends list! i'm special!! wink

p.s. you can project onto me anytime biggrin
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bright orange lights fill my room of darkness. strong orange scents fill my room of madness.
drstinkypants:
squishy poops fill my pants
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maybe i like youuuuuuu...maybe i donnnnn't

picking pumpkins. buying apples. making love. reading poetry. writing grocery lists. learning latin. burning clothes. opening whiskey bottles. eating cheese. squeezing breasts. grinding teeth. sharing.
prudence:
aww...what a cute pic this is! you really are tiny and hot!!!

thanks for posting in my journal. we (as a society) don't really think about girl-bullying as much and are really just beginning to notice and understand it. i think the psychological damage that's done is probably much worse than the type of physical bullying that happens between boys.
tofubot:
thank you for caring.... it's not that i'm sad.. it's that i'm just growing cold and apathetic at the absolute wrong time when i should be... i'm just trying to adjust to a new way of life, and there's no one there i feel i can vent to without having to answer for myself later... but thank you for being kind... and i've been told i give good massages to... but i'm not liscensed or anything
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going to dantes this sunday to see the SG perform! i am so excited!!!!!!
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chicoboprincess:
desidia told me you like sushi and you live in Vancouver we should go get sushi sometime!!
jasiri:
have fun tonight sugar cakes (don't ask me why i called you that...must be channeling a grandma or something)...stay safe!!!! i know you can take care of yourself though...perhaps i'll see you there if band practice gets done early...
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oh it is so early! i have not been up this early in ages!!!

i may be doing some modeling for www.hypnox.com soon. the photographer wants to shoot me next time i get up to seattle........sounds like fun to me. he actually asked me back in june, but i haven't been up that way all summer.

well i am off to take a bath!
xoxo
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desidia:
You used to be able to get Jakarta Cloves at The Den downtown but I don't think you can. They were the true goths cigarette, they didn't look special, just like ordinary cigarettes but twice as deadly and they would leave so much of a sugar taste on your lips.
But now I'm stuck with Djarum, reds when I can find them, but usually blacks.
bishop:
and what kind of modeling would this be pretty lady????
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hah! now you know what i look like when i wake up at one in the afternoon!!!

remind me to not eat cheese. it makes me puke.

babies are great, when they are not mine. i choose not to reproduce at this time (or maybe ever), but that doesn't mean that i don't love babies and kids to DEATH. i am babysitting my nephew on...
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london:
CHEESE IS YUMMY! :o(
_william_:
Hey there...nice to have you back. Wow. That was fast. Okay, here it goes. Don't sell your eggs. They pump you so full of hormones it fucks up your head and your body. Have you thought about teaching sensual massage techniques to the older rich housewive sect of portland or Lake Oswego? It could be like an erotic tupperware party. You'd make bank...and if you got the right clientel...free press. ...local tv interviews...the works. It is the perfect season for this.....cold nights, warm thoughts.