i am really liking the slumber party pics. i am *kicking* myself for cutting all of my hair off though. oh well. it will grow...fast.
i was thinking about my life today. yes, that happens when i have awful dreams. i need more stimulation. more noise. more activity. i want to write more. read. go see a fucking amazing band. start drawing again. playing my...
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i was thinking about my life today. yes, that happens when i have awful dreams. i need more stimulation. more noise. more activity. i want to write more. read. go see a fucking amazing band. start drawing again. playing my...
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my head hits the cold rock
hard and wet
the snow it falls softly
fallen angels lay beside me
my breath moves the earth
the sun turns red and smiles
the blood that turns cold to the touch
red snow, fallen angels
black skin, white bone
i want to touch them
the tears they cry
if i scream, will they take me
we have nowhere...
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hard and wet
the snow it falls softly
fallen angels lay beside me
my breath moves the earth
the sun turns red and smiles
the blood that turns cold to the touch
red snow, fallen angels
black skin, white bone
i want to touch them
the tears they cry
if i scream, will they take me
we have nowhere...
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nala:
the snow, the snow. let it fall on me....I've never experienced real snow in my life, and that's the truth
phobos:
You are so damn hot in the new slumber party pics.
Its the eyes... They see right thru me.
Its the eyes... They see right thru me.
it is hard for me to understand the need to cause so much drama in one's life. i guess i am so used to being alone that when i am around people, they seem so disgusting to me. i will never understand. they will never understand.
everywhere i work or play, there are always those few girls who feed off of you. their low self-esteem...
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everywhere i work or play, there are always those few girls who feed off of you. their low self-esteem...
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papawheelie:
no shit. as if there isn't enough drama already...
melissa2:
low self esteem blows.....you don't need that drama
utopia
i miss the sun hitting my face
pushing my bed up to the window
nude and 13
the warm air coming through the screen
the fried chicken and old movies
my first camera
the faded black and white photographs
of the christmas 6 months before
pink
peach
mint
i can feel the dew of the grass between my toes
it is only 10am, the...
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oso:
and that is why you're my fave SG.
editted 'cos i'm a dumbass.
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editted 'cos i'm a dumbass.
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oso:
shoot!!
looks like "heartbreak" is my middle name....
i'm very happy for the 3 of you.
if you ever need a fourth.......
hell i could even do the service, i am legally ordained ya know.
looks like "heartbreak" is my middle name....
i'm very happy for the 3 of you.
if you ever need a fourth.......
hell i could even do the service, i am legally ordained ya know.
i am in such a terrible state of mania. i HATE it. why can't i just be happy, without experiencing this. happy/sad/happy/sad. that is what i want. no more of this massive mood swing shit. it is destroying me. i have edited this journal so many times. nothing is right. i wrote i erased. i know i will regret that later. all of this noise....
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stormy:
you kinda remind me of a MUCH hotter maggie gyllenhal (or however the hell you spell that nonsense). *le purrr*
pinupsandguns:
Snow, my little kitten. *i must sigh ever time I read your comments" . Blowing up hot topic and ex my along with it would be fantastic...and you know I would love nothing more than to take a road trip with you to Atlanta to see Tracy + The Plastics. But, by this time we'd be fugitives for killing the hot topic people and we'd be on the run like bonnie and clyde.
I think I only know of like two people in total who are into tracy + the plastics around here. No one appreciates art in Miami.
I was thinking...we should set a wedding date and pick a great johnny cash song to listen to after the whole wedding thing.
Well, with that said I hope your feeling better.
I think I only know of like two people in total who are into tracy + the plastics around here. No one appreciates art in Miami.
I was thinking...we should set a wedding date and pick a great johnny cash song to listen to after the whole wedding thing.
Well, with that said I hope your feeling better.
how sad to think he died alone. cold and dark. rain and wind. one motion and he died alone.
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jacksin:
...DeAth bORders upOn ouR bIRth, aNd Our cradLE stAnds in thE gRaVe. Our bIRth is nOthiNg buT oUR dEAth BeguN. i knOw yOU aRe waiTinG!!!
_william_:
sounds like a peaceful alternative to the crappy cold dark daze he was living through. Which is more sad? Just curious...not argumentative 
i am just too damn silly for my own good.
how i love to sit with a beautiful woman in a bar and listen to her talk for hours. just stare. just smile. smell her hair. she can talk nonsense, i don't care. i am seven. i am playing hopscotch. she chases me until recess is over.
how i love to sit with a beautiful woman in a bar and listen to her talk for hours. just stare. just smile. smell her hair. she can talk nonsense, i don't care. i am seven. i am playing hopscotch. she chases me until recess is over.
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kamikazepilotgea:
A pretty lady can declare me dead in the next 5 seconds and I wouldn't mind one bit. Of course if they are moronic then they should be shot dead for wasting such beauty.
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dorian:
She was probably thinking similar things about you. We all do here, I know you said that you've had another set taken for the site, anychance we'll get to see it soon?
What I am thankful for at this very moment::::
**Bryan Ferry and his Roxy Music.......because SEXY just wouldn't be the same without it.
**My new panty making spree.....ribbons ribbons galore.
**My new crush of a SuicideGirl......yeah right like I am going to tell you who she is!
**Old records, the ones I have saved since I was 5....did I mention Roxy Music??? And Rod Stewart??...
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**Bryan Ferry and his Roxy Music.......because SEXY just wouldn't be the same without it.
**My new panty making spree.....ribbons ribbons galore.
**My new crush of a SuicideGirl......yeah right like I am going to tell you who she is!
**Old records, the ones I have saved since I was 5....did I mention Roxy Music??? And Rod Stewart??...
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thee_blacklisted:
yay for roxy music -- you were listening ot that when you were 5!!? that's ridiculously cool...
thee_blacklisted:
that's rad your folks have good taste -- i alwys woory if i have a kid he/she'll totally HATE my music since i'm such a fanatic about the stuff.
yo la tengo? glad you like 'em. let's see -- they were my favorite band for a few years -- i lucked onto their first single when it came out and probably have seen them more than almost any other band except maybe sun ra. i was at ira and georgia's wedding in '87 (likely they invited me so i wouldn't stalk it!), i put on 3 shows in 3 successive years with them playing on the roof of the dorm i lived in at the time in manhattan, and the first real, big article i wrote for the village voice was on them -- shit, that was 16 years ago (i'm ooooooold), i once released a 7" with their cover of fleetwod mac's "dreams" on it, and i have turned all of my girlfriends onto that band except the ones who already liked 'em and my ex-wife who didn't like 'em much... um, yeah, so you can see i really am a fanatic! esp. about ylt...
yo la tengo? glad you like 'em. let's see -- they were my favorite band for a few years -- i lucked onto their first single when it came out and probably have seen them more than almost any other band except maybe sun ra. i was at ira and georgia's wedding in '87 (likely they invited me so i wouldn't stalk it!), i put on 3 shows in 3 successive years with them playing on the roof of the dorm i lived in at the time in manhattan, and the first real, big article i wrote for the village voice was on them -- shit, that was 16 years ago (i'm ooooooold), i once released a 7" with their cover of fleetwod mac's "dreams" on it, and i have turned all of my girlfriends onto that band except the ones who already liked 'em and my ex-wife who didn't like 'em much... um, yeah, so you can see i really am a fanatic! esp. about ylt...
"bombs away........and we're okay...."
i have been awake since, since, since? monday? yes. i think i am entering a dream state. i cut off all of my hair about 30 minutes ago. yes all of it, except for 2 or so inches. this happens at least once every 18 months. mmm feels good. i feel naked and i am loving it. another good thing about...
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i have been awake since, since, since? monday? yes. i think i am entering a dream state. i cut off all of my hair about 30 minutes ago. yes all of it, except for 2 or so inches. this happens at least once every 18 months. mmm feels good. i feel naked and i am loving it. another good thing about...
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estrada:
First off, I always chuckle when I see your SG name mentioned because the song Informer by that rapper Snow is burned into my brain.
Secondly, anyone who likes Cat Power is cool.
Secondly, anyone who likes Cat Power is cool.
hugoroark:
Garsh...you're hella cute, and I bet you have that certain head shape that makes the shaved look work. The Club just got bigger!!
I worked with two berry wonderful fetish photographers on Sunday. The pictures are going to be so beautiful, and that is really hard for me to say.........beautiful. I mean, I still feel that I am the ugly girl. It is nice to see someone so excited about you, as an artform, as a painting, as a beautiful creature.
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nisi:
a beautiful creature indeed.
nisi
nisiCheeseIsRice! I woke up not too long ago......at 7pm. My little body is so tired from dancing last night! I had a wonderful time at the fetish ball. I gogo danced all night, with very few breaks! Siren and Chloe also danced........Chloe's first time! I mostly hung around Chloe and we did some people watching. There were some very interesting sights and people........and quite some...
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ericj:
Aw it sounds like you had so much fun! I'm fairly jealous. And you, Chloe, and Siren? In the same pictures? Together?
(um, you didn't hear it because this is over the internet and stuff, but there was a *thud* there that represented me hitting the floor)
CheeseIsRice, is going onto my SG lifted favorite phrases list.
And you, Chloe, and Siren? In the same pictures? Together?
(um, you didn't hear it because this is over the internet and stuff, but there was a *thud* there that represented me hitting the floor
)
CheeseIsRice, is going onto my SG lifted favorite phrases list.
randomdent:
If only I was 21 and not 20....I could have fun like this also.
This Friday, I will be performing/dancing at the PDX fetish/masquerade ball. So I need some fucking ideas of what to wear! I was thinking red and black, something sexy, and well that is all I have so far. So if you are in PDX you should come to this so you can see me dance. It is bound to be an interesting night. I will...
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nyhcx516:
Happy Valentines Day!
nisi:
fantastique 
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!!!
I saw you step out of your shell and dance to the beat a little on Sunday. It was like seeing a whole hidden aspect of you - the energyenergyenergy that you must be constantly sitting on. You're usually so shy, and here was this lithe ferocious creature among us for a moment. And your hair looked perfect.