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I really dont have that much to write about. I haven't really been doing much of anything. In a way I guess I have kinda been having a lil pity party with myself, cause nothing has changed or gotten better. Ive been very depressed and lonely....even when Im in a room with 10 people.

Thanksgiving was ok. Didn't really eat that much. I was doing...
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clarkekid:
Aww... she's too cute. smile
lucky17:
Damn kid sound like your in the dumps. That dudes missin out, not you. Hope shit picks up for you.
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Ok, here we go:

Well like I said earlier, Mathis and I had a wonderful weekend together. Things felt like they used to. I havent been that happy in a long time. He told me that he wanted the same stuff I did....for us to have a life together and a family. I was estatic. I actually got my hopes up. We hadn't gotten along...
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yuriel:
-hugs you very very tight.

le sigh people should appreciate gifts more often rather than taking them for granted -shrug-

<3

hope things get better. love or the lack thereof. theyre both equally cold bitches if ya ask me biggrin

heh well its true.
and yes. you simply MUST party hard biggrin
im fairly certain i was so wasted on mine it was laughable.

either that or i celebrated it late. lol i could have been home on break from college since it falls in the summer hehe.

EL SUICIDO LOCO
marksy:
frown "love hurts" the saying goes.... but it's not supposed to only hurt. - hang in there. hope some better times come soon.
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I had a wonderful weekend!...............I got laid! whoo hoo!!! wink Me and my "boo" are back together...again.This time Im actually gonna try to make things work out. Its feels kinda weird me actually wanting to have sex, cause since i had my baby I have had no sex drive at all. I know that must really depress you guys....and girls. kiss But i think a lot of...
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lucky17:
Yeah for getting laid. I can't imagine what it is like to not have a sex drive, but I'm sure it isn't much fun. Life just seems better when you are getting some.
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I know its been awhile since i updated this bitch.....well here we go.
Halloween sucked! I dressed up like Miz Amerika with a black gothic gown on and a banner made of toilet paper. wink My baby was a tootsie roll and my boyfriend was a skeleton. I would post the pics but they aren't on my camera and right now im too lazy to get...
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paleenchantress:
you like good music and you are gorgeous!! kiss kiss kiss
lisseth:
I would've but the women was really sweet. Basically its because its a commercial shoot, meaning they want the type of girls like in the magazines and shit... dreads are too alternative, totally understandable if she isnt into the alternative stuff. *shrugs*
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I went to the SG show last night in Charlotte. Had a wonderful time. The ladies looked amazing! Esp. Nixon (my favorite SG of all). I got a lil too drunk too fast, so by the time the show ended, I was tired, ready for bed, and with a major headache. If it wasnt for that and the fact that my boytoy had to be...
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stompbox:
Very cute! Glad you had fun. I liked seeing Nixon too, and Reagan, and especially Xiolita. love
Was the venue very good? I.e., could you see the show very good at all? When I went to the show in Iowa city, I had to stand on a chair, and even then I could only see the girls from the, ah, boobular-region up. (at least I could see that much I guess). From the floor all I could see was their hands when they were over their heads. Crappy college-town bar.

lucky17:
You looked cute. Makes me wish I could travel the country visiting all the SG's shows. Just need to win the lottery and I'm there.
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I got a new tattoo yesterday! Yay! It turned out ok...i guess. I just wanted something simple to cover my scar from having surgery a few years ago. Im considering getting a SG tat...but i haven't decided yet. This makes my 8th one. I wish i could be covered, but i probably could never find a job if I did that. Soon I'll try to...
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butterfly:
nice tat..and where do u live in NC? love
nandoxnyhc:
woohoo 4 the Tat & Boob pic eeek

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Wow! Its been one hell of an emotional day!
I got a call from my mom this morning and she told me that Jessie and Carrie's (my sisters) dad had a stroke and is in the ER. So we rushed up there to see him and be there for my sis's. He seemed to be doing a lil better at that moment. He still couldn't...
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clarkekid:
Aww... *hug*

No one should have to experience any of that stuff. frown Just be there for them. It may not seem like much, but it really does mean a lot.
schiavona:
Oh no, this is horrible! I'm so sorry about their dad. I hope his health turns around quick and he starts doing much much better soon.

My love and hugs to you all.

kiss kiss
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Welp, the good news is that my baby's daddy finally decided to come back home and us try to work things out. Yay! I really could use the extra help. Although it probably wont last......after 5 yrs Im pretty convinced that it probably never will.....but I guess deep down in my heart I still have a lil hope, so fuck it!

I ordered by tickets...
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schiavona:
Hope your baby feels better. And that it's nothing serious.

kiss kiss
marksy:
you will definately see some of us at the show.. glad you can make the trip smile --hope she is feeling better by now.
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Damn it! This morning I woke up sick...again. Ive got an ungodly cold. It seems like I always get one this time of year. Ive felt like shit all day. Its kinda funny b'c Im sitting here right now with toilet paper stuck up my nose like 2 tampons to stop the drip. hehe! --very attractive! But other than that Ive had a pretty good...
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clarkekid:
Ooo... toilet paper up the nose... sooooo sexy. wink tongue

Good for you being strong. smile

I don't know what I would do without my microwave. I had one break a couple of years ago and I just kept eating fast food until I got a new one. Oh, I can cook the old fashioned way, but it just takes too long sometimes. wink

Hope you and the little one feel better soon. *hug*
adamking42:
boo for sickness, i hope you and the baby feel better
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Welp, I am officially heart sick again. I was doing fine until HE came over last Sunday night. (He being the father of my child). I probably shouldn\'t have let him, but I thought I could handle it. Things went great though. We laughed and flirted and even snuggled some. I thought that maybe he was considering coming back home. Well all those feelings resurfaced...
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fatality:
Be well, lady
clarkekid:
Thanks for the friend request... although I am curious as to how I earned such an honor. smile

I'm sure your daughter will understand when she's older. These situations can be very difficult and painful, but in the long run you need to make sure you're happy first so you can give your daughter the life she deserves.