There is, it would seem, no business like show business...
Yesterday evening I got dressed up all pretty for the press night of a show I have been working on with a couple of costumey type friends of mine. Theatre really is one of those industries where you begin to realise how cliches like "blood, sweat and tears" got coined.... but looking back on the...
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Yesterday evening I got dressed up all pretty for the press night of a show I have been working on with a couple of costumey type friends of mine. Theatre really is one of those industries where you begin to realise how cliches like "blood, sweat and tears" got coined.... but looking back on the...
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This blog won't have any photos in it, thus I'm sure it will be of very little interest to you.
Apparently, according to Drew, my blogs have been somewhat sombre lately. I can't promise this will be any better but I do prefer the word... reflective?
Sombre implies I'm not okay, when reeeealllly it's only a small career-related breakdown. Nothing to worry about!
Less sombre:...
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Apparently, according to Drew, my blogs have been somewhat sombre lately. I can't promise this will be any better but I do prefer the word... reflective?
Sombre implies I'm not okay, when reeeealllly it's only a small career-related breakdown. Nothing to worry about!
Less sombre:...
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mercie:
Mr Bubblewrap is such a sweetie isnt he?
I have your other-worldly ponit of view, love. I no longer have Anthony with me, I'm technically homeless, and I am completely miserable. I have no reason to get up in the morning. None. That being said, if I had a job, ANY JOB, I would go. Until I found a better one. Because You don't have to settle, but you already know you hate THIS job. So just look for the next thing that will be a little bit better of a fit... and then the one after that. Or you may strike oil (as the saying goes) in the very next venture you pick up.
I'm a pessimist. A realist. Maybe even somewhat jaded and cynical. Be that as it may, I still feel like every time I walk outside and feel a cool breeze and sunshine, it means something is going to work out and be okay. Even anytime I have a delicious snack or meal (the crab soup I had yesterday for the first time in 3 years - made me want to stay in Baltimore again, because no one else makes it like we do, for example!) I find a new way to appreciate my completely hideous situation.
All hope is not lost. There is a fit for you in the fashion industry, just like you're trying to make a fit for someone else. I love your face and I think you're incredibly talented. You will do this! Persevering is only stupid when you're miserable. So you change the scenery. ♥
I have your other-worldly ponit of view, love. I no longer have Anthony with me, I'm technically homeless, and I am completely miserable. I have no reason to get up in the morning. None. That being said, if I had a job, ANY JOB, I would go. Until I found a better one. Because You don't have to settle, but you already know you hate THIS job. So just look for the next thing that will be a little bit better of a fit... and then the one after that. Or you may strike oil (as the saying goes) in the very next venture you pick up.
I'm a pessimist. A realist. Maybe even somewhat jaded and cynical. Be that as it may, I still feel like every time I walk outside and feel a cool breeze and sunshine, it means something is going to work out and be okay. Even anytime I have a delicious snack or meal (the crab soup I had yesterday for the first time in 3 years - made me want to stay in Baltimore again, because no one else makes it like we do, for example!) I find a new way to appreciate my completely hideous situation.
All hope is not lost. There is a fit for you in the fashion industry, just like you're trying to make a fit for someone else. I love your face and I think you're incredibly talented. You will do this! Persevering is only stupid when you're miserable. So you change the scenery. ♥
bepps:
I figure you were just ranting in this blog and not really looking for words of encouragement, but I'ma rant here too. Just cause I feel like it, ya know.
In the words of Eric Cartman "Think of the candy. Just think of the candy. Think of the candy.
Just
think
of
the
candy."
I'm losing motivation in my job too. Even though it's probably the one thing I love doing most. But I just think of those words and life continues, and continues the best that I'm able to make it with all of the situations I have to deal with.
No matter what, the whole point of having a job is to make your life a better place and make you smile more.
In the words of Eric Cartman "Think of the candy. Just think of the candy. Think of the candy.
Just
think
of
the
candy."
I'm losing motivation in my job too. Even though it's probably the one thing I love doing most. But I just think of those words and life continues, and continues the best that I'm able to make it with all of the situations I have to deal with.
No matter what, the whole point of having a job is to make your life a better place and make you smile more.
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s_eldorado:
You're adorable!
stuffing:
Ahhh! I was meant to go to Goodwood, but work got in the way... I shouldn't really complain about that too much as they were going to send me along for free, but still, gutted I missed it! How was it?
It's 2:30am and I can't sleep.
It's 2:30am on September 2nd, which makes it 45 hours and 30 minutes until my 25th birthday.
And I can't sleep.
Though I really don't put that down to my birthday. That sort of thing gets old by the age of about ten.
"I'm 25" sounds weird.
I'm not sure when THAT happened.
25 years ago I guess.
I...
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It's 2:30am on September 2nd, which makes it 45 hours and 30 minutes until my 25th birthday.
And I can't sleep.
Though I really don't put that down to my birthday. That sort of thing gets old by the age of about ten.
"I'm 25" sounds weird.
I'm not sure when THAT happened.
25 years ago I guess.
I...
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miro:
WHEN WHEN?!
miro:
Well, for various reasons, I'm pretty free, just waiting for my loan to come through then London will be my Oyster! x
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peas:
UGH. You are so gorgeous. 
A soundtrack, for a sunny day
Some songs that make me smile
(Get up and have a boogie... I am!)
And this ones just because I want to be bff's with her stylist (and I love her...)
That's it.
That's all I have to say for myself.
I'm going to go and stick sequins on things.
Some songs that make me smile
(Get up and have a boogie... I am!)
And this ones just because I want to be bff's with her stylist (and I love her...)
That's it.
That's all I have to say for myself.
I'm going to go and stick sequins on things.
anti_:
Gah! No wonder your so hard to beat in SongPop! That's all over the spectrum.
I think this week was always going to be surreal.
And parts of the last month or so have been hard, but it's nothing that I can't or won't get through.
It, perhaps, did not unfold the way that it was supposed to. But then, how much can you rely on they way things are supposed to go, until they do or do not? Who...
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And parts of the last month or so have been hard, but it's nothing that I can't or won't get through.
It, perhaps, did not unfold the way that it was supposed to. But then, how much can you rely on they way things are supposed to go, until they do or do not? Who...
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littlejohn22:
How are things going now?
leib_:
I wish you could have come with!
I need you in my life!
ps: have any advice on how to clean those shoes? The fabric is kind of felt-y and it got a lil dirty when I put them in my purse.
I need you in my life!
ps: have any advice on how to clean those shoes? The fabric is kind of felt-y and it got a lil dirty when I put them in my purse.
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littlejohn22:
Omg, I'd love to take my daughter there.... Blistering
So.. life.
What to say about life?
I just got ruthless with my wardrobe.. but given that I have no money to replace the things I chucked out, it may not have been the most intelligent idea. Felt good though.
I tidied everything up in the closet, and I'm going to straighten things up in here in a minute too. It's amazing what that does...
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What to say about life?
I just got ruthless with my wardrobe.. but given that I have no money to replace the things I chucked out, it may not have been the most intelligent idea. Felt good though.
I tidied everything up in the closet, and I'm going to straighten things up in here in a minute too. It's amazing what that does...
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ldngrrl:
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
leandra:
Hellooooooo my love!! that was an awesome comment you left on my set, thank you!
<3
<3
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dwam:
We all spend too much time there I'm afraid.
I hope I'll be back to London soon. I have to shake myself and find some guest spots where to come and tattoo I hope I'll have an occasion to see you again and hopefully to tattoo you.
I hope I'll be back to London soon. I have to shake myself and find some guest spots where to come and tattoo
I hope I'll have an occasion to see you again and hopefully to tattoo you. 
totem:
Nawwwwww thanks! You're totally making me blush You should definitely blog more and then we could work out how to follow each other haha xx
You should definitely blog more and then we could work out how to follow each other haha xxNope.
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gardenstate:
I ADORE U
That Reuben. What a bitch, huh.
This is the kind of feeling that could be considered as a character flaw.
I'm struggling a bit lately.
Struggling with people.
Struggling with money.
Struggling with myself, really....
It's nothing I wont handle. It just makes things difficult.
The weather is sporadically getting better though... and that does me the world of good.
It's been beautiful outside this...
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This is the kind of feeling that could be considered as a character flaw.
I'm struggling a bit lately.
Struggling with people.
Struggling with money.
Struggling with myself, really....
It's nothing I wont handle. It just makes things difficult.
The weather is sporadically getting better though... and that does me the world of good.
It's been beautiful outside this...
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zach_:
ur gay and i hate ur new boyfriend
dwam:
I'm quite excited too to work on Saiylor's pics too but we'll have to be a little patient considering her last set that eventually hit the frontpage !
Glad things are going well! Miss your face.