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Intelligence sometimes takes a break from my brain! whatever

In my ultimate "its a sunny sunday, lets do something" wisdom, I have decieded that changing my room around, changing desks and putting up shelves is a good idea.
So far I have managed to drag everything out of the room n turn the bed around, but as you can tell coz Im on here, the drive...
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johndoe98:
Hey honey! How ya doin today? kiss
mollydolly:
u to as always....
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MUST BE MORE POSITVE, MUST BE MORE POSITVE. Thing is, I cant be arsed! lol.
Goin to have a cat nap, and I shall update thee laters!

kiss
johndoe98:
Enjoy your cat nap miao!!
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mad mad mad

Having a really really rough time right now. The interview went FANTASTIC yesterday!!! I was all hyped up, arranged to go to a meeting with them next Thursday, etc etc etc. Then I get home, and it seems I have to pay out 200 to join the company!!!!!!! mad mad mad
WHAT THE FUCK

So that made me a TAD angry. Cant find any other work. My mobile...
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johndoe98:
No problem biggrin
poprock:
You have to pay the company to start workin for them? Sounds dodgy as fuck to me... I certainly wouldn't want to work for anyone who had such expectations. frown
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He he he, ne piccies. I got bored, but the camera got full and I couldnt be arsed to download all the images, so you got what you got im afraid!

Ooooooooooooooh, I have THE interview for THE dream job tomorrow. Its for a organic natural health and beauty company. Exactlly, near enuf what I want to do. and ya never know, if I flutter...
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vite:
hey cutie..yeah weather is pissing me off too, its damn cold in the morning so i leave my house with 50 layers, then by coming home time i dont need them all and so have to carry them everywhere i go.

good luck wit the job/uni/occupation thingy.

oh and ya new photos are lookin hot...more please
kiss
mollydolly:
heheh. thank you.. ya i can pull off alot of hair colours but i found out today at the shoot i deffently cant pull off baby blue..hehe it looked hideious on me.

p.s your really HOT
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Spent today in bed. Just cant be fuckin arsed to do fuck all after three hours of job huntin....oh but I want some of them pretend ciggies made of chocolate, but only the ones in the Spiderman box. Can you even still get these????

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dusty:
damn, can we have strawberry pie? besides the cherry-in-your-pants-pie, strawberry is my favorite...p.s. don't forget the whipped cream
johndoe98:
I posted twice yesterday,my computer was acting up!

The journey from my tent to the toilet block on the campsite looks like a trench biggrin

How's it going with you?

There were some great bands on over the weekend,especially the pyshcobillie night.

And i would of loved curry and chips but you'll understand thats the last thing i needed eeek

Take care biggrin
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Bloody kanckered! The ex has just left, n we have had an ace few days. All that emotional shite has gone, and at last, I feel free, me n me heart n all that.
So now I can move on n do something new.

oh, n I was SO good, him n me house mate drink a LOT, but I didnt touch a drop, even...
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vite:
congrats on your will power!
i inevitably smoke a fag wen playing pool, dunno i must like getting smoke in my eyes, oh and then theres that pint to go wit my fag.
But some days i can do that ignoring stuff too.
nite
oh and i need a crush
blush smile
mrflammable:
That's really awesome that you had a good time with your ex and all, and that the weekend went so well... you have every reason to be proud!
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Bloody ell im hungry! Could really do with a lovely veggie cury right now, with n extra dose of garlic!!! biggrin

The ex has decided that if im not going to go see him, then he is coming to see me, so tomorrow evening he arrives in my end of the woods. Will be nice to see a friendly face right now.

Just cleared out me...
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johndoe98:
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damnation_game:
yeah i just rediscovered pics of younger me.. i think ill post em so ppl can laugh along with me
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Well the meeting went well today. The guy actually made me see my good points, and not to focus on all of the bad things that have happened recently. AND.....No rehab for me!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin Apparently I have a lot of ill power to just stop like I did, he was expecting me to still be drinking when I went to see him. but im ace, so...
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johndoe98:

hey babe!

Glad the interview went ok! Great idea about using the money saved to go on a course!

I'm going on a course to be a push bike mechanic in July, which is what i really want to do!

Take care of yourself,and stay strong kiss
peter_minger:
Yay for you!!!! biggrin
Coffee and Eddie Izzard is pretty much the best night in in the world blush
kiss
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Absolutley feckin vegetabled! Sleep is a thing dreams are made of whatever to have one or tow hours would be nice.
Things that would also be nice:

A HUGE bar of milybar
A lifetimes supply of cherry coke
A pair of socks to come out of the washing machine
My skin to look like it belongs to a living person and not a zombie
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peter_minger:
I'm gonna be honest with you honey. Going away for somebody's birthday weekend is setting yourself up for a fall. Unless you've got a non-drinking friend who you could take for moral support, I'd say give it a miss.
smile kiss
mrflammable:
I gotta agree with Peter Minger.... you're tring to build something new, don't fall into the past... even if they're mates. If they care about you, theyll understand why you don't go.

If you know everyone's going to be plastered, don't go. It'll be setting yourself up.

Much love. Boring is better than falling. Better yet, new people and new things are better than both.

Stay the course, yah?
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I havent had a drink since 30th April. This is mailny in an attempt to keep myself out of re hab. I have my first one 2 one meeting on saturday, and if they dont think I have made enough progress....re hab it is.
Been feeling pretty shit without my trusty old friend alcohol. Hence not much updates.
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johndoe98:
I don't want to seem forward, but i'd be willing to give you my mobile number if you want to chat at anytime!

Just an option, no problem if it sounds to wierd smile

Take care, thinking good thoughts for you smile
dickiev:
Good job on the not drinking. Keep it up, it's definitely a better life.
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Nothing to report...bascially because I cant be arsed!
johndoe98:
Hey there!

I've got no comment really jusy thought i'd say hi! wink

Have a good weekend kiss
abortion:
Best Blog ever
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new piccies up in me pics section. notice where Im holdin me head coz me bro headbutted me....but HE fell down....weak weak weak!!!! had a top night! more DECENT pics to come
johndoe98:
Great pics! Looks like a great night!

If you keep having BBQs we can call you the barbie girl ha ha wink

Have a great day on the picnic i'm off t pub biggrin

Take care kiss