if anyone would like to see some crazy "i won't back down"-ness, please feel free to go to redfirefaery.livejournal.com and look at, not the most recent post, but the one before it and the comments. the exact same post that here illicited response of support and understanding, there apparently invited attacks. go mainstream! you rock!
anyway, late last night and early this morning hurt. i...
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i saw a guy with the coolest tiger eye plugs today. fun stuff.
i'm awake and sad and it is past my bedtime.
i'm not looking forward to getting up before the sun tomorrow.
i am, however, looking forward to going house-hunting saturday.
bah. i'm in no real mood to update. night.
i'm awake and sad and it is past my bedtime.
i'm not looking forward to getting up before the sun tomorrow.
i am, however, looking forward to going house-hunting saturday.
bah. i'm in no real mood to update. night.
abyssia:
house-hunting? where? what sort of house? tell me all about it!!! 
quote of the day
humans are born with the amazing, innate ability to be innocent. they can be loving, accepting, tolerant... so why do some poison their innocent souls with enough prejudiced fear of anything not like them that a mother can say to her own daughter, " i can't stomach the sight of you with your arm around her," and mean every drop of...
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humans are born with the amazing, innate ability to be innocent. they can be loving, accepting, tolerant... so why do some poison their innocent souls with enough prejudiced fear of anything not like them that a mother can say to her own daughter, " i can't stomach the sight of you with your arm around her," and mean every drop of...
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ankh42:
To live is to not hold back, to not restrict yourself, do what instinct tells you to do. Don't hold back, for you will only miss the opportunities that will pass you by.
Siese the moment, never let go, and let your true thoughts and emotions come out. That is what life is for.
Siese the moment, never let go, and let your true thoughts and emotions come out. That is what life is for.
yesterday, after nearly killing myself falling in the shower, i insisted upon leaving work early and went to the doctor. i've had vertigo for days, and no other particular symptoms of anything. just that feeling of not being on solid ground with the spinning when i change positions. on yeah, and the "vision closing into tunnels" thing if i got up too fast.
the doctor...
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the doctor...
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abyssia:
You get better soon sweetie.... Soak in the apple cider vinegar bath and everything you always tell me, ok? ;o) Hugs and Kisses....
~mer
~mer
jazz:
ouch, be carefull we don't want to loose you. Maybe you should have baths from now on. 
I wear it like a battle scar
earned in strife and mine
every letter filled
with promises broken
doubting, love
mistrust and hope
driven, the weapons
tiny needles, tiny pins
over the years
fighting for what was mine
my territory
my heart and mind
learning how
to say mine
and mean it
so I wear it like a battle scar
after the years of quiet...
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earned in strife and mine
every letter filled
with promises broken
doubting, love
mistrust and hope
driven, the weapons
tiny needles, tiny pins
over the years
fighting for what was mine
my territory
my heart and mind
learning how
to say mine
and mean it
so I wear it like a battle scar
after the years of quiet...
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ankh42:
Nice. I liked it. Very powerful with the feeling of pain. I'm here for ya girl.
updating is gooood...
Today's Rant: if it wasn't meant to SIT ON, it wouldn't be called a toilet SEAT. i have been appalled at the disgusting evidence of previous usage in public restrooms. there is absolutely NO reason for there to be any excretory matter on the seat at all. none.
*when i walk into a public restroom, it is to use the facilities (and...
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Today's Rant: if it wasn't meant to SIT ON, it wouldn't be called a toilet SEAT. i have been appalled at the disgusting evidence of previous usage in public restrooms. there is absolutely NO reason for there to be any excretory matter on the seat at all. none.
*when i walk into a public restroom, it is to use the facilities (and...
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spott:
If you gotta go s badly that as soon as your pants are down - THERE IT IS - we're all adults. At least have the curtosy to clean up after yourself!
And all you people with the mindset of "Thats what they pay THEM to do." ~ FU! You wouldn't clean that up and its yours ... would you clean someone else's for minimum wage? I hope they key your car.
And all you people with the mindset of "Thats what they pay THEM to do." ~ FU! You wouldn't clean that up and its yours ... would you clean someone else's for minimum wage? I hope they key your car.
melantha:
It isn't a matter of them being too grossed out (or whatever) to clean up after themselves, they're just too important, and their time is far too valueable. It's not like THEY have anything better to be doing, and it's job security. Didn't you know?
/sarcasm
/sarcasm
every single day i walk down the street i hear people say baby so sweet ever since puberty everybody stares at me boys girls i can't help it baby so be kind and don't lose your mind just remember that i'm your baby take me for what i am who i was meant to be and if you give a damn take me baby or...
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ankh42:
Happy New Year!!! A little late, but hey. Question, which Charlie and the Chocolate Factory did you like more, the old one, or the new one? 
ankh42:
Well, of course, it's a Tim Burton film, and stars Jonny Depp!! 
i suppose updating could be a good idea.
i miss spott. she's in new jersey with her family, and doesn't come back until tomorrow. i don't do well with the whole "alone overnight" thing... even last winter, when i slept alone half the time, there was at least someone else home. ahh well, it is only one more night...
as always, work is retarded. <shrug>...
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i miss spott. she's in new jersey with her family, and doesn't come back until tomorrow. i don't do well with the whole "alone overnight" thing... even last winter, when i slept alone half the time, there was at least someone else home. ahh well, it is only one more night...
as always, work is retarded. <shrug>...
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as the sun rises once again from its longest absence of the year, i consider the new things, the reborn things i have found since the last yule. i consider the strength of mothers, the joy of their children and their creations. i consider the hope for continuations, the return of light, of warmth, of abundant life that lengthening days meant to my hearts kinsmen...
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abyssia:
I'm glad you had such a Good Yule! I'm sorry I didn't get 'round to wishing you one - we barely celebrated here. I'm making Brian anxious because I'm supposed to be packing the car so I'd better go. Everyone gets their Christmas! No, I'm not bitter - just a little sad. Reading your entry helped a lot. Thank you for being you.
nadine:
if only i knew that was true! *sigh* i'd totally take your kitty of your hands....
if you haven't seen this, you should go look right now!
<is speechless>
why can't we choose more than 5 SGs as fave's? mrrf.
<is speechless>
why can't we choose more than 5 SGs as fave's? mrrf.
shivr:
She is beautifull. I also liked Seneca's set so much I added her as a favorite.
I love a women with curves!
I love a women with curves!
murder_tramp:
YEAH! Like 10! That would be great!
So how is things?
~Trampy
So how is things?
~Trampynew pic. you can actually see what my face looks like in this one. weird.
i had an extended family christmas thing today. not the most comfortable thing, although i was less uncomfortable this year with spott in tow (and blatantly not explaining that one, just like i didn't for my sister's wedding, and just like i won't unless someone asks flat out), and spott...
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i had an extended family christmas thing today. not the most comfortable thing, although i was less uncomfortable this year with spott in tow (and blatantly not explaining that one, just like i didn't for my sister's wedding, and just like i won't unless someone asks flat out), and spott...
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melantha:
I got the car back today, and it moves! well, it did before, too, but it wasn't happy about it. And surprisingly enough, he acknowledged it was messed up before he sold it, and fixed it without trying to charge me. He's over on GI, and I can't hurt him because my coworker might be upset. And yes, he reminds me a lot of my doctors. d= Should I take it you know that type, too?
.. not to laugh at your misfortune, but the cheerio story was great.
.. not to laugh at your misfortune, but the cheerio story was great.
melantha:
Unfortunately, most people don't listen to me. And even if they ask stuff, they usually don't pay attention to the answers, or fill in whatever they wanted to hear anyway. I'm a bit of a basketcase with my health... most doctors won't believe me, but I have no control over what's wrong or my age. I have 1 doctor who really seems to care, but the office setup is frustrating.. she's worth it though.
I REALLY miss my old hair dresser. Kim, used to work at Mastercuts in the Galleria Mall. She always knew what I wanted without me having to say a thing. But she left at least 2 years ago, and I'm not driving an hour for a trim. d= I had done well with this girl, until the whole purple incident. *shrug* She knows my hair doesn't grow fast and I'm very attached... It isn't great, I don't do much with it, but I'm still possessive.
I'm not sure how cats know when you're going.. it's a great gift, I wish I had it.
I REALLY miss my old hair dresser. Kim, used to work at Mastercuts in the Galleria Mall. She always knew what I wanted without me having to say a thing. But she left at least 2 years ago, and I'm not driving an hour for a trim. d= I had done well with this girl, until the whole purple incident. *shrug* She knows my hair doesn't grow fast and I'm very attached... It isn't great, I don't do much with it, but I'm still possessive.
I'm not sure how cats know when you're going.. it's a great gift, I wish I had it.
today i got to sleep until 7:30. an unexpected luxury after an entire night of nightmares. i work at 9. spott works at 9:30. so instead of getting to work at the crack of dawn and sitting around for a while, i get to sit around after my day is done. sometimes, that is fun and satisfying, sitting in the break room, watching TV or...
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