So.
I just found out a friend of mine passed away in a car accident last weekend.
RIP BECCA.
I just found out a friend of mine passed away in a car accident last weekend.
RIP BECCA.
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Eariler today i could feel my heart pounding in my chest. I wasn't nervous or anxious. Seconds later I felt my lungs tighten. After a few minutes I could do nothing but gasp for air. The tightness let up and I couldn't stop coughing. I don't have asthma...at least I don't think I do. What else would cause such a thing to happen?!?
I spoke...
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thee_blacklisted:
dude you should talk to a doctor about that!!! could just be nerves, but -- who knows? please do talk to a doc!!!
I think spring has FINALLY found its way into new york. Its gorgeous outside yet again. The only downside to this of course, are bugs. Well in my case bees. Mostly because those little suckers have the power to literally kill me.
I know i have some really weird dreams at times, but i think this one was extra bizarre.
I was in CVS with...
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I know i have some really weird dreams at times, but i think this one was extra bizarre.
I was in CVS with...
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cherryb0mb:
i am SO afraid of bees, but i've NEVER been stung. but otherwise, YAY for spring!! i'm upstate, so i can understand the weather thing...
i will have to find you on friendster.
but otherwise, YAY for spring!! i'm upstate, so i can understand the weather thing...
i will have to find you on friendster.
frank_castle:
i love henry rollins soo mcuh, he is one of the funniest men alive
4.28.03 > Poughkeepsie, NY @ the CHANCE
My Chemical Romance > THRICE > TheUSED
Jay picked me up from work, went back to his house + rolled a blunt. Picked up Jon then it was about a one hour drive upstate for the show. I don't think i've ever seen more road kill.
The opening band whos name i forget was already playing by the...
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My Chemical Romance > THRICE > TheUSED
Jay picked me up from work, went back to his house + rolled a blunt. Picked up Jon then it was about a one hour drive upstate for the show. I don't think i've ever seen more road kill.
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oh where does one begin?
Well because i'm Ukrainian and weird, today is Easter.
But instead of doing the family thing i stayed home, watched the brady bunch movie and countless episodes of the FAMILY GUY
i had a really really really bad migrane and just decided to have the day to myself.
me being alone = thinking = no good.
i realized i have...
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Well because i'm Ukrainian and weird, today is Easter.
But instead of doing the family thing i stayed home, watched the brady bunch movie and countless episodes of the FAMILY GUY
i had a really really really bad migrane and just decided to have the day to myself.
me being alone = thinking = no good.
i realized i have...
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jivesucka52:
Hey. Happy Easter. The Family Guy always cheers me up...Hope your migraine feels better.
You can bitch to me anytime just contact me. I'm cool like dat...Never apologizing for venting and writing long shit. I do that all the time.
You can bitch to me anytime just contact me. I'm cool like dat...Never apologizing for venting and writing long shit. I do that all the time.
cherryb0mb:
that was very unfair of your sister, especially considering you paid for her ticket. 
you should enjoy the show, have a good time, and then say something to her about it later. don't keep it bottled up.
the user i was referring to, his name is _Michael_ or something along the lines of that.
I went out last night and had a pretty good time.
you should enjoy the show, have a good time, and then say something to her about it later. don't keep it bottled up.
the user i was referring to, his name is _Michael_ or something along the lines of that.
I went out last night and had a pretty good time.
beginnings. endings. they're one in the same.
anyways, so the echocardiogram proved nothing.
the blookwork proved nothing. they say he may have a pinched nerve along with an infection.
hes on the road to recovery, you can see it in his eyes, in his coat and hes transforming into more than just a lump of fur on my bed.
this is good.
i feel better....
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anyways, so the echocardiogram proved nothing.
the blookwork proved nothing. they say he may have a pinched nerve along with an infection.
hes on the road to recovery, you can see it in his eyes, in his coat and hes transforming into more than just a lump of fur on my bed.
this is good.
i feel better....
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stormy:
i will interact with humans starting saturday, i might go back into hiding again, but i will definatly come back out so we can rock'n'roll together. did you know that theSTART had a song of theirs played in a smallville episode? my friends were talking about what a great song and band they were after they heard it and made me think of you. im glad your kitty is getting better. a sick kitty is a sad kitty. all lizzie wants to do know is play in the ceiling, i think there are mice up there....i hope she doesnt get mice cooties...
cherryb0mb:
i'm glad that your kitty is recovering.
and YAY for all the upcoming theSTART shows! i liked all of their old HWP music better, but theSTART is still cool. there's a member on here who used to live with aimee and scott. *jealous*
and YAY for all the upcoming theSTART shows!
i liked all of their old HWP music better, but theSTART is still cool. there's a member on here who used to live with aimee and scott. *jealous*we brung my cat to the vet again yesterday.
tomorrow he has to go in for a echocardiogram (which is gonna run me $365).
right now he is on pills, sleeping on the sofa.
looking horrible. it bothers me so much cos i can't do anything.
but thank you all for the well wishes
right now i have a moby song stuck in my head....
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tomorrow he has to go in for a echocardiogram (which is gonna run me $365).
right now he is on pills, sleeping on the sofa.
looking horrible. it bothers me so much cos i can't do anything.
but thank you all for the well wishes
right now i have a moby song stuck in my head....
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cherryb0mb:
* lots and lots of get well wishes for yr kitty *
tarbaby:
dreamhunter said to say a little prayer for your kitty so i'm sending you good thoughts!!!!
le-fucking-sigh
My Kitten is sick! yesterday he stayed in one spot (which was on the sofa) and only moved to switch positions...not to eat, not to drink. and his eye was kind of watery.
so today, my sister brung him to the vet to see what was up.
they tell us he has a heart murmur and they took some blood to test.
i got...
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My Kitten is sick! yesterday he stayed in one spot (which was on the sofa) and only moved to switch positions...not to eat, not to drink. and his eye was kind of watery.
so today, my sister brung him to the vet to see what was up.
they tell us he has a heart murmur and they took some blood to test.
i got...
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hollywoodrocks:
Awww I'm so sorry to hear that... I hope that your Kitten gets better soon.
I will think good thoughts for him.
I will think good thoughts for him.
click_here:
sorry to hear about your kitty. i hope he is feeling better today. whats his name? my cat i had when i was a kid was named spunky. damn i loved that cat
he would kill birds in the yard and bring them to the door, take his collar off and put it on top of it and sometimes even collect pinecones.
yes it is true
he would kill birds in the yard and bring them to the door, take his collar off and put it on top of it and sometimes even collect pinecones.
yes it is true
I miss being 8. I miss being able to enjoy the summer without having to worry about having a job.
I miss sitting outside my house with my best friend ever, Bonnie, playing tag, catching fireflys and eating marichino cherries by the jarfull.
Playing truth or dare. Jumping into the pool with all of our clothes on. Dancing around the back yard to the beatles....
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I miss sitting outside my house with my best friend ever, Bonnie, playing tag, catching fireflys and eating marichino cherries by the jarfull.
Playing truth or dare. Jumping into the pool with all of our clothes on. Dancing around the back yard to the beatles....
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cherryb0mb:
i miss most things about childhood. i would love to start all over again.
my ex can be a good guy- there are a lot of issues that made us break up in the first place, it's just weird how we seem to get along better and want each other more when we aren't officially attached.
my ex can be a good guy- there are a lot of issues that made us break up in the first place, it's just weird how we seem to get along better and want each other more when we aren't officially attached.
jjay:
word
dammit!
i was typing out the whole story of how i got the plans i have tonight (TRACY + THE PLASTICS SHOW!)
but the g.damn internet keeps erasing more than half of it.
but yeah. me + dirk + tracy + theplastics tonight!
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no show tonight due to major sucking of certain people.
i was typing out the whole story of how i got the plans i have tonight (TRACY + THE PLASTICS SHOW!)
but the g.damn internet keeps erasing more than half of it.
but yeah. me + dirk + tracy + theplastics tonight!
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no show tonight due to major sucking of certain people.
gstrife:
have fun girlie!
I'd love to come up there and chill sometime, but i'm broke You can always come down here and visit me, though 
I can pick you up at the airport and everything...and give you a nice warm place to sleep at night
I'd love to come up there and chill sometime, but i'm broke
You can always come down here and visit me, though I can pick you up at the airport and everything...and give you a nice warm place to sleep at night yesterday in a nutshell:
twisted my ankle in the middle of a 6 lane main road (crossing the street to get back to my job), so i fell and busted my ass and almost got hit by several cars.
then some kid i haven't seen in a year came in while i was working. he wouldn't keep his hands off of me and i swear...
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twisted my ankle in the middle of a 6 lane main road (crossing the street to get back to my job), so i fell and busted my ass and almost got hit by several cars.
then some kid i haven't seen in a year came in while i was working. he wouldn't keep his hands off of me and i swear...
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newwavesoldier:
crazy day. let's see...mine was just a 4-hour rendezvous...work, and 3 hours of driving. Look on el bright side, at least you are still alive - if that's ok with you.
stormy:
he isnt gone because he wants to get a job before he moves in my with this one guy, which i understand. blah blah, im sorry your day sucked love!
you. were. my oxygen
the thing that made me think i could
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i just went on a rampage and starting cutting random parts of my hair. mostly to the back and then a little to my bangs. it doesn't look bad - from my point of view anyways cos i did it mostly in the back.
it feels...
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the thing that made me think i could
e s c a p e ...
i just went on a rampage and starting cutting random parts of my hair. mostly to the back and then a little to my bangs. it doesn't look bad - from my point of view anyways cos i did it mostly in the back.
it feels...
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stormy:
at the very least i need $65-70, but im gonna try and convince my dear daddy to give me a $100, god i need a job...
its fun to cut your hair randomly and i couldnt agree more about the yogurt, my friend loves tha nouriche drink and i think its absolutely disgusting. its a horrible texture to be drinking. la la love
its fun to cut your hair randomly and i couldnt agree more about the yogurt, my friend loves tha nouriche drink and i think its absolutely disgusting. its a horrible texture to be drinking. la la love
i'm sorry you lost a friend... i've never lost anyone too close to me, so i don't know how you feel or anything... go forth onwards and upwards
xoxo.