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My stomach is wrenching
My heart's in my throat
I'm still falling ...

x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

three things.
#1. ex boyfriends are stupid and annoying.
#2. props to Josh-ooo-aaaa for being my shoulder to ... bitch/vent to. Its appreciated. Much love.
#3. 7/11 run...
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toiletooth:
but what about
#4. Why Amongst The Ups and Downs Do Rightside Ups Not Wrap Around?
vim:
ex girlfriends are way worse yo

kiss
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Ah, what a friday. Hungover & recovering.
Last night was a total fucking sausage fest. My sister and i were the only girls here since no one wanted to bring their girlfriends. So there were only about 11 people here.
There were 5 blunts smoked between 4 people last night. To top that off, i had not eaten ANYTHING all day and i was drinking...
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xaqary:
if you were riding a bike I'd put cards in your spokes.....
violenttortoise:
Natalie; party animal... sexpot.... and oh so much more.
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There is _so much_ junk going on right now.
Its a bit overwhelming sometimes, especially since there are a whole bunch of time limits.

-My sisters friends were here before, dropping some stuff off. One of them came into my room as i was getting dressed. I'm not too thrilled right now.
-I NEED to get out of here asap. I need to talk things...
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unclepussy:
still recovering from the partay?
put some ice on it...whatever it is.
wink
evanx:
R.I.P. Wesley Willis
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Oh tomorrow is going to be fun!
My sister decided she wants to throw a party at my house (about 40% of the people coming i dont like/dont like me, and 5% i don't know at all)
Anyway, Kelly told me today to be Kathi's psudo girlfriend. (Kelly can't be here and some boy who WILL be here has the hotttts for kathi and doesn't...
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eyeballkid:
I just came from a party. Time for another.
freyja__:
thanks for the email.
i've been in touch with the powers that be.
let's see what happens.
wink

xo
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because i have to put this somewhere:


HisInfernlMjsty: You know what I just thought...
Primal Sincerity: what?
HisInfernlMjsty: how terrible life would be without internet porn.

(he was referring to SG smile )
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honkeykong:
pr0n
kingskottie:
bad brains were amazing. i'm glad i didnt know the horror stories of HR's homophobia back then and i was able to enjoy the shit. (heh... i'm actually in the photo that comes inside I AGAINST I... in the lower left...it was taken at a show at irving plaza in NYC in 1986)
heh!
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#1. I'd like to mention that being recognized from friendster in the supermarket can be embarassing.

#2. girls only group = best thing ever!

#3. here are a list of shows i'd like to go to (assuming im still in NY when they happen)

Sept 18 Juliana Hatfield Knitting Factory
Sat 10/04/03 The Adicts C.B.G.B.
Fri 10/24/03 "Girlz Garage Tour" Irving Plaza
Tue 10/28/03 Toxic...
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fragile21:
Well, I will get my septum pierced then! :-P I see that you like guys with tattooed forearms. I'm going to get both done this fall. You'll want me then, right? LoL. Jk.

That sucks that Vex Red broke up! I didn't know that. Errrr.

So are you going to move all the way out west? The south is better. So you should just come down this way. wink
soeffinhappy:
Wait, who faces death for not taking you to those shows? Me or everyone?
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Wednesday (?!?!) has the potential to be the best day ever. But because life is life, i'm not going to get my hopes up. Afterall, everything is tentative.

This week has promise tho. My mom is gone until sunday! Then on sunday i'm either gonna go with her to jersey or ... something else.

hmm there is a pic of me on this site floating...
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honkeykong:
-i know how to find that pic. wink
paleenchantress:
i wanna see that pic smile !!!!!!!
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.Blame Canada!.
the story of "the blackout of '03" as told by RxQueen.

I'm sure you all know the saying, "when it rains, it pours". Well that sums up my yesterday.
I had just started to clean, put on the distillers and was swiffering. The room suddenly went silent. The clocks were out but the time on my phone was a little after...
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violenttortoise:
Natalie, you with short hair would probably mean I'd go into a sex-crazed fervor and be over to NY to hump you so fast I'd probably accidentally transport into an evil alternate universe where you're not the coolest girl I've ever known and pizza tastes like ass.
jivesucka52:
I miss you. I need your friendship about now beautiful. Name the time and place.
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*does happy dance*
the wonderful, amazingly cool + great ALISA went pink!
good god, there are so many cool limbo girls now its way too hard to pic a fav.

anyways, everyone go tell ViolentTortoise he should do suicide boys. you little stud muffin wink

life has been really...sad lately tho.
Kelly had to put her dog to sleep yesterday.
I think i cried as much...
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sakita:
i was so happy that alisa went pink, i think there was a collective cheer through sgland when it happened.

ill tell violenttortoise if you tell nickysonic.

sorry about the doggie. i sometimes sit and think what i would do if i had to put my kitty to sleep and i go numb.

moms are evil its their jobs.

take care.
kingskottie:
i cant wait to read yr journal from the last 24 hours!!!
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I really like it baby...

i want to be yr c a n d y
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xaqary:
damn close tho wink
eyeballkid:
I'm your sugar daddy and your my ummm, twisler?
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Wow. i got shouted out 2x last night on this site.
Once by Sean ( SoEffinHappy ) and then again by the 8th wonder of the world, Violent Tortoise.
and then...desirecomplex completely blew me away when he got every song (check previous entry) last night...within the first 5 min of me posting. I gotta think of something cool for him.

doobie doobie doo......
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stormy:
hey honey, im so sorry i have been shitty about responding to your emails. i write back when im not online and then forget to send them when i get on and then i find them 2 weeks later and they no longer make sense. ack.

i need to see you soon. i want to show you off to everyone and prance around with you. soon, you must come soon!
cherry:
Hey thanks for the compliment blush

Cherry xox
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Game: Guess stuff!
Below are lyrics. You comment & guess the band and the name of the song. and the first person to comment with all of the right answers gets something which i haven't figured out yet.
Ready?? Go!

1. " so what if i was yr lover. a thousand times before... you and all the others, still doesn't make me yours. still doesn't...
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unclepussy:
damn people give a guy a chance...

i only knew
2. pearl jam
and
4. death cab for cutie

okay so i had my chance...
whatever
wink
scattershot:
I know 2 and 5 .. 2 is black by pearl jam and 5 is this is just a guess though daves I know by kids in the hall? the rest I don't know... bah Im stupid and not in a mood to think really.