How long more do I have to be alone?
If "being alone whole my life with nobody" is meant to be, I want to know why it has to be me.
Why it's so difficult, I mean, impossible to find a guy who gives me hugs, and tell me "you are not alone". How people all around the world can find their caring person, I'd...
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If "being alone whole my life with nobody" is meant to be, I want to know why it has to be me.
Why it's so difficult, I mean, impossible to find a guy who gives me hugs, and tell me "you are not alone". How people all around the world can find their caring person, I'd...
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I haven't renew my passport yet, and this is what I have to do as soon as possible.
Usually I spend December in mostly in Paris, though I'll spend next month in Germany where I have really missed. I can't believe that I haven't been there for 9month. Finally I can come there, and I'm excited much.
It's like coming home.
Usually I spend December in mostly in Paris, though I'll spend next month in Germany where I have really missed. I can't believe that I haven't been there for 9month. Finally I can come there, and I'm excited much.
It's like coming home.
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limbofish:
where do you stay in germany?
mssasha:
Come to Michigan. 
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mssasha:
That's what I'm talkin' about.
whiskeyface:
i just went to the show on friday it was a blast
For some reason, I have to stay quiet in bed for a while, and I hate saying "no, I can't come, sorry" to my friends who are asking me to come out. My doctor tells me not to try start something new or think or worry too much. I've been like this since my birthday, but it's fine, because I can enjoy watching tons of...
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shaggyvixe:
<<<hugs>>>
greatearthbeard:
BIG HUGS, BIG WINTERY BEAR HUGS.
I really desperately want to fall in love.
It must be sweet and wonderful, and I want to feel how wonderful and sweetvitll be,
It must be sweet and wonderful, and I want to feel how wonderful and sweetvitll be,
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charlesmanson:
Be careful!
Love is a devilish thing!
Take care.
Love is a devilish thing!
Take care.
I don't know how I should ask for forgiveness....
I wish I could be more social, fun, friendly and good at communicating with people. Also if I could understand English, I don't make miscommunication or misunderstanding.
Damn silly Japanese.
I wish I could be more social, fun, friendly and good at communicating with people. Also if I could understand English, I don't make miscommunication or misunderstanding.
Damn silly Japanese.
alienheep:
Well if you can't think of anything then..
I've heard English is fucking hard to learn.. I don't know Japanese
I've heard English is fucking hard to learn.. I don't know Japanese
nolongerhere:
Being on a website like SG is the best thing you can do to learn English. You have to read it all the time and can still look up words you don't know in a dictionary. I learned a lot here.
After I woke up, and checked my mails.
All the mails were making me sad, and I can't stop crying.
I'm not loved by people who I love. That's what I realized first in the morning.
What a great day today.
Probably everyone thinks me as a cheerful person, but that's not true.
People expect me to entertain them, so I'm always trying to cheer...
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All the mails were making me sad, and I can't stop crying.
I'm not loved by people who I love. That's what I realized first in the morning.
What a great day today.
Probably everyone thinks me as a cheerful person, but that's not true.
People expect me to entertain them, so I'm always trying to cheer...
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mssasha:
Big hug to you.
horror_head:
You make me
actually, there's nothing special at all today.
But I try to keep myself smiling.
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mssasha:
What a happy day for you. 
Don't laugh, because I'm serious.
I haven't had a boyfriend for 3 years, and I don't have anybody for dating with.
I'm afraid I'll be totally alone rest of my life.
I'd love to know how happy I will be, if I have somebody to love.
I almost forgot what love is, or how I was happy with somebody.
There's no opportunity for me to...
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I haven't had a boyfriend for 3 years, and I don't have anybody for dating with.
I'm afraid I'll be totally alone rest of my life.
I'd love to know how happy I will be, if I have somebody to love.
I almost forgot what love is, or how I was happy with somebody.
There's no opportunity for me to...
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horror_head:
It seems like you have a lot of opportunity.
lixor17:
My memory is fuzzy, but as I recall, by the time I was 34, I had racked up a total of 2 "dates" (one of which was an absolute dud, the other didn't lead to a Relationship); one lover who turned out to be completely messed up mentally; one over-domineering girlfriend; three women I -thought- I was dating but they thought we were just friends; several crushes; three women bursting into tears and saying they weren't good enough for me and refusing to see me again when I expressed an interest in them. And yes, if you kept track through that, the implication is that I never dated the psycho lover or the dom girlfriend, just went straight into a relationships with them. (They had seemed like good ideas at the times.) My present partner, whom I've known for close to 15 years... oddly, I didn't date her before getting into a relationship with her, either: before we got involved, we just did a bunch of things together as friends, and the relationship snuck up on us. (A week later, she got laid off, so 2 months later she moved to another country for 4 years.)
Clearly, then, I am not the right person to give any dating advice. Everyone I ever took the initiative in asking out, turned me down (except that one dud date -- and it only took us seconds to instinctively dislike each other, though we were polite about it.)
Waiting for years to find someone to love and be loved... yeh, it's happened to me for sure. (And hard as it was to go through that, it wasn't 1/10th as hard as keeping a Relationship alive over the long term.)
Clearly, then, I am not the right person to give any dating advice. Everyone I ever took the initiative in asking out, turned me down (except that one dud date -- and it only took us seconds to instinctively dislike each other, though we were polite about it.)
Waiting for years to find someone to love and be loved... yeh, it's happened to me for sure. (And hard as it was to go through that, it wasn't 1/10th as hard as keeping a Relationship alive over the long term.)
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shanedoe:
nice puppies. ^^
how are you lately?
haven't heard from you in a while
how are you lately?
haven't heard from you in a while
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april:
haha! i love those puppy pictures!
~ape
~ape
odeeeil:
I'll have to find out more about BANKAKU ROCK as I am super obsessed with Pinky Violence films!!!!!!!
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luffy:
kawaii ^_^
mssasha:
Nice hair cut, Rokko-chan.
And I sent you message about music fest!!!! Hope you see it ok!