What do you do when the guy you like, asks your for something....
A simple picture, that he really wants.
And you want to, but... at the same time... you're to shy...
and what do I get out of it...? Is it even worth it... I applied to be a hopeful anyway...
I know what you mean. Seriously, driving my car yesterday was such a tease... it vibrates when it goes over 60. It kinda made me wish I was pierced. LoL
I wanted to get ride of my whiny little blog from the from page...
I'm coming down from my 'high' so to speak...
And reality sucks... Its so real and everything I don't want.
My phone has been off for most of the day. Well only after sending a text I probably shouldn't have.
Its funny... Its like I was in rehab, and I was... Read More
Oh yes... this is about Tyler...
Who didn't see this coming....?
Anywho, I talked to him today. For over three hours... Trevor came in and talked a few times, but it was nice.
It was like old times. We were friends and I was the one with... Read More
well good luck with the dancing (again) thing, and that sucks about your old coach. i can't believe that there are still people in this world who will judge someone based on the color of their skin rather than the merit of their soul, it honestly makes me want to cry or scream or hit someone or all three. i hope you can find a better teacher this time.
Something amazing happened today!! Oh -k-, so its not the most amazing thing but it made me happy.
I finally finished me Tokidoki THE MOOFIA collection!
Confused... Its a dairy mafia. Cutest thing I've ever seen. And now I own all the dairy! I also own the leader of the gang Mozzarella and I need to get her boyfriend Bulletto to really complete the whole... Read More
Hormones. LoL Yes, I would like to see what the hair looks like in natural light. I tried going blonde with highlights last summer but it's too expensive to keep up since my hair is naturally really dark. Once I get into cosmetology school, I think I'll try it again because I'll have classmates to help with the upkeep. I'm not the most talented when it comes to self-coloring.
How to describe San Francisco to a person who wants to live there eventually... hm. FRIGGIN' AWESOME is one way.
It's an all right place. It was way way cooler 10, 12 years ago. Ironically, before all the natives left and were replaced by folks from across the country looking to experience some of that contemporary bohemian lifestyle the city was notorious for. I swear most of the people I know now are from Chicago and parts of Canada.
I did some drawing today. And paid my utility bill which I almost forgot about...
I killed two moths. I am freakishly afraid of moths. I know they are harmless, but my goodness. Like this season brings them out, and they hide and wait for me to go feed my outside dog.
I tried working on possible tattoos today and I found that I... Read More
haha yeah no kidding. I grew up in a similar place as well, but my mom has a lot of tattoos and she's a college counselor (but they are all mostly hidden)
You're right, they do have a weird smell. I don't hang out with old people often, but I remember hanging out with my grandparents haha. My mom and I have matching tattooes, it's a fun experience
I'm watching Will and Grace.
I feel weird right now. I over ate.
I veggie burrito, 1/3 pint of ice cream, three vegan cookies, watermelon chunks and about 11 ounces of tea. I'm wearing a cute tokidoki hoodie and white undies. Wearing my glasses because one of eyes hurts. I've been craving a burger all day.
Last night I went and looked at his myspace... Read More
Hulloe. Oh man, I've always wanted to watch the Mighty Boosh, but I still haven't gotten over my initial disappointment that it wasn't a Frisky Dingo reference
I got Sims 3...
I like it, a lot... But I need custom content. Made by my Sim loving peers. Maxis is being an ass.
They give you these gay hairs and clothes as they usually do, and NOW... they make you pay for the cool stuff, using money to buy points to get the cool, but still gay Maxis stuff. Like really Maxis...
Whatever.... Read More
So I'm crying a tiny bit right now. No, nothing tragic happened, its more of a good cry sort of thing.
Because freudianslip isn't feeling it... I thought I'd try it out, and then tell him to get better/back to normal and get back to this.
Relationships...
What a tangled web we weave, and all at once you wonder. Ponder, if its all leading us... Read More
Oh well last weekend was good as my brother visited me. Partied a lot an yeah we went skating on monday and I managed to get a flat tyre again on my bmx which sucks. On tuesday I lent my bike to a friend who got it stolen. Double bummer. Right now I'm procrastinating, should be starting writing an essay on Malaysia's economy. Hope to start tomorrow
And what did you get as an answer? I think a lover, well one in a relationship should be a friend as well. But a friend shouldn't be a lover. Ends up bad at least in my experience.
I think I won't cut my hair 'till something exciting happens.
Or maybe I can wait and get some dreadlocks or something.
Who cares anyway.
How've you been?
Me? I'm not a hopeful, nor want to, so I'm okay on that matter.
And yeah, I always ask around but you know me, I do what I want.
I'm drinking a cup of tea, I'm bored, I have a lot to study, 2:20AM and I'm still in the beginning, I'm somewhat bored, and a lot of stuff mixed.
I'm also wondering, do you use any IM software (ie. msn)?
Tofu Lo-Mein.... Its the best thing in the world. The noodles and fried tofu! It has snow peas! I love snow peas.
I'm so hot, like its just hot in my house, but its the usual temperature. Maybe I'm sick, or getting sick. I got a lot of sleep today, like I look horrible because I've had three naps to catch up and in a... Read More
