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So...

Let me start out by saying I'm fine. Still shaky but I am fine.

So last night...

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So last night... Mark (life ruin-er)... decided to text me about 10 ish calling me all the names in the book and that I destroyed his life. Funny since my life is fine without him. So the texts go on and on about...
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silvercharmer:
It's a tattoo shop here in Lakewood. The owner's a tool but I want to be a piercer and I like the piercer there.
freudianslip:
oh gods, I am so sorry you went through that.
I hope you're feeling some bbetter today.

do you know if he was arrested?
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Hello!! How are you guys doing?!

I had this crazy dream last night! Not to mention I hate dreaming. Every time I dream, when I wake up my eyes are like sore. Sounds odd but most times I just cover them with cucumber slices. I've been dreaming a lot lately... I really don't like it.
But anyway the crazy dream. I kinda want to write...
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freudianslip:
I had a dream last night, the little bit i slept and made a mental note to remember it...... but I just remember wanting to remember it. They never leave me feeling much of anything. I have never been one to dwell on them.

The ones that I do remember, I somehow keep the images just beyond my ability to articulate and within the grasp of memory.....

I've given up really. I have a bit more clarity after almost a few days here. It is what it is. I am not thrilled to be here, but am less excited about plan B...... so we'll see what happens. Thanks for being supportive.
aterrorca:
Lemme ask you a question and anyone else who wants to answer. When you dream for a long period in one session of sleep do you feel really sleepy in the morning like you were up all night? Unfortunately It happens to me.
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Bleh.

My tummy kinda hurts, it was bad earlier. I went to the Art Museum and did some work, and then they gave me some posters to take places and advertise this play that they have coming up. I then get to go to the opening day and enjoy and the festivities! I'm kind of excited.

Then I had a sort of epiphany. I think....
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rascuache_:
i hope your tummy feels better!
marek2105:
Omg wasn't on this site now for a time. So much going on that I don't have the time...
What happend to your tummy? Is it better by now?

Well maybe he just wanted to apologize? But showing that you moved on is the best thing you can do, even if he really spied.
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freudianslip:
thank you. kind words feel so much better tha a kick in the arse... surely, you're too young to have wrought too much self destruction...
marek2105:
Haha and is the Da Vinci Code true? I don't really like these kinda documentaries because they play with mysteries that are not true. I like history, nature and animal documentaries.

Too bad that you don't have any wings and I don't have the money to fly you in tongue

Well change is good but as already said before, I like you with longer hairsmile

And yay to an awesome weekend. It starts in 3 hours. Do you have a public holiday tomorrow too?
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marek2105:
Haha yeah I think it's fun going back to your youth and think about what you used to watch back then smile
I really disliked the Simpsons movie but as you say the show is better.

I didn't understand your sentence with getting a bat like toy? Do you you collect bat toys?
Well I love animals in general. That's why I like going to the zoo or better watch them in nature smile

Yeah I need a cleaning fairy. Have you got one? I guess chaos (ok that's maybe too exagerated lol) will come back after my brother leaves tongue But I clean again a month later since I go back home over the summer holidays
rascuache_:
your room is adorable. star trek was so awesome! the guy playing spock was making me drool! lol. awesome flower pictures.
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I have been loved
I mean that in a very special very, personal sort of way.

My friend Tommy called me and said he got 2 days off from work for a crap load of overtime he did. He came and picked me up and we went all the way back to Denver. It was nice and very lovely.
Part of me feels bad though....
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kikibabe:
I agree with both of the above comments. You are human and it's very, very difficult to ignore those most basic of human urges. Don't regret - just move forward.

And I like you - no matter what. smile
freudianslip:
what's wrong with a one time thing?
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I think I should get a present or even a little card, because I grew up today...

I did. Well in my opinion I did.
I'm completely fine and capable of being alone.
I love and care about all the friends I have and cherish the ones that haven't done me wrong and such,
but you have to learn how to be there for yourself...
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silvercharmer:
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. I'm a HP fanatic... It's ridiculous how much I love the book, the movies, everything HP...
marek2105:
haha well I don`t really know the get-kicked-out-of-the-mall-immaturity since we don`t have malls here. Kind of a different youth culture smile Or maybe I haven't spent a real teenager life which really could be the case...

Interesting to see that you like the boundaries of vegetarianism. Other people say they chose to be vegetarians because of the freedom you have being it.

Oh so you're a batwomen? biggrin Sounds a cool tattoo idea, so would be great to see the final result.
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totally stole this from glxria
who got it from someone else and all that carpal tunnel stuff.



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1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Nope, though my name is Indian I found out

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
About a week ago, while on the phone with my mom. it almost made her cry.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR...
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marek2105:
Haha yeah true smile Happens when you just read half the sentence. But I don`t have any favourite lunch meat.

Well got twice on the tonsils and the second time got them removed when I was a kid. And broke my ankle and had to get a bar and screws inserted, a year everything removed again.

I don`t know whether it`s selfish or not but I do understand if you don`t want to go help out at the hospital. I wouldn`t do it either...but volunteerung at the Art museeum is great especially since you like art that much.

So you draw all you tattoos on your own?


marek2105:
Well sometimes it comes faster as you wish, well an operation...but good for you that you never have had anything serious smile

Yeah I just go with the ideas to the tattoo artist and let him do the stuff. As you know I'm not so artsy and I like western traditionnals and these are hard to design if you don`t know how tongue
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I've been pretty productive as of late. I've drawn like 7 pictures and I'm starting to colour all of them. It's not much, but its something. The start of something. i"m pretty excited too because I've been away from my arts for a long time. Getting back to my original characters is simple refreshing in a way. They are just simple pictures, nothing extreme. I'm...
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rascuache_:
smile
freudianslip:
volunteering in a hospital might be bad for a germaphobe, but then hand sanitizer can be kept close at all times. biggrin
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I let them all go, and I couldn't care less...

Its a small issue I shan't let just be read, so its hidden if you want to see it.

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Its funny when people drop you, and then still talk about you, like they are some sort of superior being. I know what your gonna say, that's why they dropped you, because...
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marek2105:
Thanks for the cheering!! Will see on tuesday whether it helped wink

It`s an advantage if you like math cause like you say, it`s everywhere and that`s what bothers me haha lol
What kind of art do you like?

Do you think it`s clingy when you tell it twice? I mean it`s kinda like a burden every time you see him. But yeah i know how it is or was...
marek2105:
I like photography as well. But not being good at arts or photography I just go to exibitions smile
Got a nice camera for my 18th birthday, well it was pretty good at that time and it still does a decent job but didn`t use it that much as I hoped...
Maybe I should take time and experiment with it smile

I see, well hope everything turns out well then with him
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I'm so stupid! Idiot, idiot, idiot, idiot!!!!

So today was really eventful, but nothing more than that.

I decided to go downtown and just chill out. I did and it was lovely.
The weather was too nice. Honestly. I walked in a few stores, talked to this random chick about school and then got Starbucks. After than I had two guys ask for my number...
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niobe:
Thanks! smile And yep, only got the one, gotta do our parts. smile
pablothelion:
I always do (or try to).
I end up forgetting. (You'll understand in the next blog entry, haha)
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Jasmine Blossom Green Tea ... Blood Orange Cranberry Tea ... Honey Lemon Herbal Tea ... Decaf English Breakfast Tea ... Enlightening Green Tea
I've had a lot of tea today.

I can grow flowers from where dirt used to be.

I'm a little bothered with myself. I'm still dealing with a lot of stress of the people that I'm trying to leave behind. For the...
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rannie:
Trust me, I am not cool. I'm super lame.

I went into whole foods today and they have tasty looking sweets!
rannie:
His pants look like a rug my Grandma used to have.

I have no idea if there were any hot guys. I was on a quest for anything with sugar in it!

I have a sugar problem.


yay?