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Well admittedly I was a little depressed Friday night. I had plans to kick off my Birthday weekend right but ended up doing the same old shit . However yesterday my Best Friend more than made up for it. I was suppose to go to her parents house for a steak dinner for my birthday. But her dad got sick and wasn't feeling up to...
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Well survived another V-Day with a surprise visit from my Girlfriend. She ended up coming over after work and we spent a great time together. Started with a great cuddle time watching a movie and ended with a very heated fucking by the end of the night. It was amazing.

Still carrying my Camera and finding no interest to pull it out. I have been...
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Well it is V-Day once again. This time I have a girlfriend and someone to spend the day with right??? Wrong! I have to work a split shift and when I get off tonight she has to go to work. So I have decided to swear off V-Day once again. Never seems to work out and this just proves it. So instead of dedicating just...
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Well today has been a good day. My kids have been getting a little out of control and progressively getting worse. So today they had their first day of Boot-camp. I figured they would hate me for putting them into it and making them do it but surprisingly enough they both ran up to me and thanked me for letting them do it. I am...
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Well I just got home from my third Doctors appointment this week. As I suspected I have manic depression with severe anxiety. I was prescribed Buspirone to help me cope. I was also given a note for my employer so that I may continue to wear my heart monitor watch while I am at work.

Well I have to go mow Andi's lawn. Gotta load...
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Well I don't know what has happened to me. This year had started off so well and for some reason it has roller coastered every which way. I'm not sure where this year is going to take me but I hope the year ends in happiness someway. Right now it's not looking that way.

Well sick or not guess who is at the monster truck show with his girlfriend having a kick ass time?

We are having an awesome time and I will post pictures later when i figure out how to use the camera kit I got with my iPad.
Hope everyone is having a kick ass weekend!

Well guess who has the flu AGAIN???
Well I have such crappy body aches that it is killing me. I spent most of the day consoling my best friend as her father was taken to the hospital and had to have a heart catheter. we are really worried about him. Doctors don't know if there is anything they can do to help him. Then she...
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Okay here's the deal. I have been in a depression crash for awhile now and I have been looking for some positive to bring me out. But nothing is working. Then I decided it was a good idea to find out what's on my credit report.. $25,000 in collections. How did I let things get so bad? I know at one point I had everything...
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