pandemonium

To have and to hold a heart that beats for you and in unison with your own. I once described that as my ideal relationship. And, although I no longer actively seek such a union of souls, I still cling to that dream. It's funny how dreams can linger in spite of all the harsh realities life stabs and drills into them. I have no...
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The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The Destroyer is manifest
The...
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Last night was a big improvement over the night before, for those of you who remember. I finally got my Eagles of Death Metal CD (JOY!!! ) And I spent the night at my friend Liz's apartment up at Ramapo with her boyfriend and we stayed up until all hours of the night watching Beavis and Butt-Head. We even watched parts of Triumph des Willens...
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Sometimes I don't know where I'm going and I'm still pissed off when I realize I'm lost.

Today was a flux of emotions. I was really upset earlier for no good reason. And then, suddenly, after I saw a truly beautiful movie, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, everything was perfect for a while. I walked up and down Palisades Mall with my friend Clare...
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I'm watching you

You shall weep no more
It's your last breath of air
These walls won't keep them out
They'll keep you in, but who...
Who's going to protect you?

Who?

In every flower bed
In every marriage bed
I'll be with you
I'll be with you
I'll be with you
I'll be with you

I'm watching you

you know who you are

Currently in the engineering phase of my plans to inva...er, visit Europe this summer. So far, the plans call for two weeks of trouncing around Paris, Amsterdam and the Black Forest region, with a potential pitstop in Brussels. More details as they arise.

In other news, I rule.

Yet another diner night. Had a huge crew this time: Mark, Justin K, Jack, Keith and Dara,...
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What do you get when you put two amazingly-talented jazz-trained fiends of musicians, who also just so happen to be huge video game nerds, in the same room together?

Why, you get a jazz-flavored rendition of Bloody Tears from Castlevania transcribed for two guitars that will rock your fucking socks, of course.

Just as a warning, they say their next challenge, Justin K. already having...
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Now, back to the life at hand. Or rather, my reasonabe facsimilie thereof.

To recap, my weekend was nice and enjoyable. The only mishap was the hamster projectile-pissing in my eye, but these things happen every now and then, don't they? I mean, what's a life, if not unlived, if you've never had a small rodent send streams of warm ammonia into your visual sensory...
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SONG OF THE MOMENT:

Custom - Daddy

I wanna be an addict, I wanna be a whore
I wanna be a headcase with no apparent cure
I want not to be responsible for the things I do and say
To be considered a mad genius for the idiots I blow away

I wanna be eccentric in the Hughsian sense of the word
I wanna be...
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Ahh, another day, another $9 per hour at Petco. And just for the record, the Chocolate Mania cakes at Boston Market are fucking amazing. The topping they cover it with is like pudding.

Diner afterwards, and once again we had the whole crew and then some. I was surrounded all day by sooo many fuckable girls it was pure torture. Althoug the girls from Hawthorne...
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