agh...fine fine....i'm back, i went annonymous for awhile. i'm dealing with a lot of shit. doubts and confusion, letting go, realizing some of my mistakes, self loathing, and blah blah blah...i'll spare the details. to get to the point, i haven't smiled in awhile. i just want to dissappear and hide and not exist anymore.
Well as of late I think I've tripped and gone...
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Well as of late I think I've tripped and gone...
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agh...fine fine....i'm back, i went annonymous for awhile. i'm dealing with a lot of shit. doubts and confusion, letting go, realizing some of my mistakes, self loathing, and blah blah blah...i'll spare the details. to get to the point, i haven't smiled in awhile. i just want to dissappear and hide and not exist anymore.
yet more ranting
i hate that BOY (as he will...
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yet more ranting
i hate that BOY (as he will...
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fenris23:
Being depressed and having things bother you isn't stupid. Its just being depressed. **HUGS**
lunna:
Your line about feeling like you don't want to exist anymore. Yes, I can relate to that and the not being fully happy. I have felt that way for weeks. It was just yesterday that I smiled again and I'm working on trying to feel better so many *hugs* & 
I hope you feel better soon hon.
I hope you feel better soon hon.
another list-y rant thing
i hate waking up in the mornings feeling like shit bc i woke up.
i hate wishing i could crawl out of my skin and discard it and just be free of everything..including emotion
i don't want to be Quinna anymore
i need a new profile pic...i'm sick of looking at my boob
i make far to many mistakes to be...
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i hate waking up in the mornings feeling like shit bc i woke up.
i hate wishing i could crawl out of my skin and discard it and just be free of everything..including emotion
i don't want to be Quinna anymore
i need a new profile pic...i'm sick of looking at my boob
i make far to many mistakes to be...
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ymonster:
I had a dream about you last night. Weird.
fenris23:
I wake up everymorning/afternoon whatever the same way.
Though I kind of like your profile pic. You deserve to be shot? Now that is emo. There are many many people on the deserve to be shot list before you. I am certainly on it ahead of you.
Though I kind of like your profile pic. You deserve to be shot? Now that is emo. There are many many people on the deserve to be shot list before you. I am certainly on it ahead of you.
once again...i hate keeping my mouth sht....but this is about something COMPLETELY differant
edited to say- chatroomers....... my appologies, ididn't go in there with the intention of being a bitch...i'm just at a breaking point.
edited to say- chatroomers....... my appologies, ididn't go in there with the intention of being a bitch...i'm just at a breaking point.
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legionnaire:
hey there... i thought that was you, but it's hard to tell because you keep changing your screen name. 
see you saturday!
see you saturday!
steveneurotic:
The apple is sad because you're sad.
call me heartless and call me a bitch, but i have no sympathy for people who cry suicide.
end of story.
end of story.
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kyoujin470:
wow that came outta nowhere. . . as far as i know. But hey gotta agree with you.
cunninglinquist:
that sucks, sometimes they go thru with it.
i'm feeling ....... bleh. somebody write me a poem
and i'm getting better at this whole, swallowing my heart deal.
i still haven't said a word to him.
i'm just kinda sitting back and taking it. i'm afraid if i say something it'll ruin his good mood, or create distance.
but this shit still hurts like a bitch.
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cunninglinquist:
she looks at the mirror
sees her smile
but something is missing
there love is not there
where did it go
when was it here
how did i lose it
how can i get it back
the mirror reflects
the loss of love in your soul
but the soul can heal
and the love can return
will it come today
or maybe tomorrow
or will it wait
and another day of sorrow
the love you seek
will find you when
you stop looking out
and look within
Bob Frye 2004
sees her smile
but something is missing
there love is not there
where did it go
when was it here
how did i lose it
how can i get it back
the mirror reflects
the loss of love in your soul
but the soul can heal
and the love can return
will it come today
or maybe tomorrow
or will it wait
and another day of sorrow
the love you seek
will find you when
you stop looking out
and look within
Bob Frye 2004
lets set our hearts to self distruct
i hate keeping my mouth shut.
and since everyones talking about it today and driving me nuts, lets cover these subjects as well!
* it hasn't been too too long, but damnit i miss sex
* why in gods name do girls get all emotional when guys move on kinda fast? or talk about other girls? i've been...
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i hate keeping my mouth shut.
and since everyones talking about it today and driving me nuts, lets cover these subjects as well!
* it hasn't been too too long, but damnit i miss sex
* why in gods name do girls get all emotional when guys move on kinda fast? or talk about other girls? i've been...
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magnadolce:
Hey, as a boy I can say I've felt that shit too (minus the vagina part)... but damn sister, yer totally young, and totally beautiful, so you won't be with out sex for long and as Triumph would say:
"FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT!"
"FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT!"
broadwaybee:
Right back atcha, sweetie.
i was listening to this song and it made me misty eyed, and warm inside and empty and sad and wonerfull al at the same time
i'm too fucking weird
Im on fire and now I think Im ready to bust a move
Check it out Im rocking steady
Go!
Betty wont stop listening to modern rock
How she hates to be alone
I try...
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i'm too fucking weird
Im on fire and now I think Im ready to bust a move
Check it out Im rocking steady
Go!
Betty wont stop listening to modern rock
How she hates to be alone
I try...
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scykon:
I've not heard Motion City Soundtrack in ages.
lx:
Yeah, you're emo. That's OK though.
grabble gook
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cunninglinquist:
saipai eapuratus
midknight:
sounds like something from harry potter 
why am i so depressed?
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cunninglinquist:
a change in life or lifestyle is often depressing until you adjust. hang in there
bukkakegod:
cuz your emo, havent taken your emo meds in a while, and probably havent sat in a dark corner writing poetry while listening to Dashboard Confessional
i feel like a selfish asshole
but i gotta do what i gotta do i have a million and one reasons.
and it sucks i had to hurt you to figure some of this shit out, but a lot of crap just became clear to me.
i'm staying in jersey.
but i gotta do what i gotta do i have a million and one reasons.
and it sucks i had to hurt you to figure some of this shit out, but a lot of crap just became clear to me.
i'm staying in jersey.
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liv3:
yay!
lx:
Hmmm, good luck? I don't know what to write, but I know that you have to be selfish regarding major life decisions. Don't be too hard on yourself.
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bukkakegod:
emo's are always confused.
kyoujin470:
that dont take much
fine, whatever, jerkface.