originalzombee

i wnet thru my friends list and deleted a bunch of people...if you're like "what the mother fuck! why was i deleted!" request my frendship again.... i was just getting rid of people who i had no idea who they were, or people who didn't comment.

sorry dudes

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call it damnit




so yeah, this whole being lied to by guys thing is...
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this weekend is my birthday

i'll be spending it alone seeing as someone who WAS going to pick me up and have fun with me hasn't called.

so if you have a car, feel free to call me and visit me. other wise, at least call and say happy fucking birthday.

i feel no shame giving out the number, its a payphone........

631 758 8563...
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so i won't be around for a while.....joes mom found a womens home to stick me in instead of accually helping me and joe with an appartment like she promised....i'm a little annoyed...and i'm going to be on lockdown for a few months.................











i'll miss you all again..............

i give up.....i really don't know what else to say or do.



i hate love, i hate boys, i hate how no matter what i put into a relationship i'm never good enough










"and i would choose to be with you
thats if the choice were mine to make
but you can make desicions too
and you can have this heart to break"


i just...
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new pictures in my folder....

i included a pic of jared too.....


i've been home for two or three weeks now and i haven't seen a single one of my friends yet.

i miss SGNY




i need money so i can SHOP and restock my once was FABULOUS wardrobe once again........and i need to go up to the city and rock my socks off.......


and...
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the past 24 hours haven't felt real.

jared....i miss you soooooooo much right now.

i can't stop crying.















fuck SUV's and fuck people who blow off stop signs.




oh and i put up new pics

i need a hug


and lots of them










my friend jared passed on

so...i shall leave some BANE lyrics.....

Can we start again
Go back to what it meant back then
Open minds and open hearts
The things that set us apart
Was it more than words
And do they still apply
And do you still believe
Well so do I
I was a 15...
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I GOT A JOB!!!!!


weeeeeeeee!


das good

and i'm in a really giddy/dorky/happy mood today.

so i'm home


and this just in:


it's been confirmed that joe is a buttcheek.



jkjk






joe and i are kinda hanging out, waiting for permanent living situations.

looks like i'm going to maybe end up in my own place.



and ryan is going to visit me in his shiny new car when he gets it.


or else i'll kidnap cooper.


mwah hahahahahahahahaha

TOMMOROW!

i come home tommorow.



OMG


be excited.
don't pee your pants.



h-o-l-y crap


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GAH

drama drama

*sigh*

boys are weird

and violent sometimes



but mostly weird.









peem peem


"i know something you don't know"


jason smells. why? because he's in canada.

CANADA i say.


not that i was going to make it to cali anytime soon.

but still