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well, I have to say it was a pretty unadventerous weekend. It was so HOT here but I did manage to get out to a beach. I was standing around looking at all the hot (but young) girls then I looked at my friend and said 'remember when we used to go to the beach and there were a couple of old guys looking at...
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well I have to say, we are in one of the worst storms I have seen in a long time. I was driving home and couldn't see the road due to the rain...golf ball sized hail was hitting my newly painted car and I just learned that a couple of tornadoes have touched down not far away and are heading this way. Normally that doesn't...
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I was grey for less then 24 hours and I can't begin to tell you how horrible it was. On the upside I bought a year membership at SGB so I am active for another whole year. Yesterday angelus_am_I, kasara her boyfriend and I drove to Saskatoon in a hurricane to go to a shitty little bar to see the SG Burlesque show. We...
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well the ill feelings continue..everyday for the last 2 months at least I have been living with a constant anxious feeling. I don't know what to do, where to turn. I have lost so much in the last little while, including the girl I love. I need to get out of this town and I am going, I just hope its in time.

Things have been going much better. Things have been happening in my life that I didn't know how to handle..I thought that I was in a bind I couldn't get out of and no one could get me out of. Lost my gf (which wasn't the major problem) but it was so hard handling everything by myself. I was on the verge of a breakdown...
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life continues to suck....

well, since I still don't really have much to say and its time for a new journal entry I will just do more lyrics...

well, I looked at her face and then I knew she had changed.

My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!
My heart turned black and then the sky turned gray!

So I sat in my room for 27...
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Through early morning fog I see,
Visions of the things to be,
The pains that are withheld for me,
I realize and I can see...

I try to find a way to make,
All our little joys relate,
Without that ever-present hate,
But now I know that it's too late, and...

The game of life is hard to play,
I'm gonna lose it anyway.
The...
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well work sucks...our equipment is broken so I have nothing to do but I still do in anyway..its harder to look busy then it is to actually do my job. Airshow is this weekend, all the SG Regina group should come it will be a good time, you can all stay here...my place is messy but deal with it