Sunday Jan 09, 2011

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Super fast update. I apologize for the brevity of most of these lately. Life has been insane.

GDC is in March (Game Developers Conference) and on my birthday. They have a career day there at which the company I would like to some day work for is going to be in attendance, so I've been studying up all I can. I wrote a blog...
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chrysis:

oO; Wtf happened.

chrysis:

I got alllllllll the time in the world. -_____-;;

Tuesday Oct 12, 2010

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I've been working on a game project quite a bit over the last 2 weeks. It's still in prototype stage, but it's coming along nicely. It has brought about many a late night, and my eyes are starting to burn from the constant exposure to the computer screen. So far it has paid off and put a smile on my face numerous...
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comixbookgurl:

YAY

Sunday Aug 15, 2010

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comixbookgurl:

Nice!! I'm about to go on an over due vacation! Sooo excited!

trekka:

They are soooo bad ass! lol I love wiener dogs! And she is suuuuuuuch a good dog! super smart and whatnot. You should get one now! smile

Wednesday Aug 11, 2010

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comixbookgurl:

aww thats nice

Tuesday Jul 06, 2010

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Update: Wife has an interview Friday in North Carolina with a school 40 minutes from the beach!
chrysis:

Yes!

comixbookgurl:

congrats and best of luck!

Monday Apr 19, 2010

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My wife has severe seasonal depression. Living in Ohio this means a lot of extreme highs, and extreme lows. It's an abstract thing to me since I myself don't have it, so I often struggle with understanding it. Needless to say our beautiful weather went away a few days ago, and with it her bright mood. She used to cut to deal with...
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chrysis:

That's a really beautiful thing that you did for her.

I mean, really.

I can't wait until she gets home now, either.

whiskeyface:

haha thats awesome. good job. probably the cutest thing i have seen in a while. i really hope it helps.

Sunday Apr 18, 2010

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My last post was a bit on the heavy side, and I prefer the light side, so THIS:

comixbookgurl:

Awww biggrin

caia:

biggrin biggrin biggrin hope you're alright

Friday Apr 16, 2010

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Perception often makes me laugh. It's sort of this wild untouchable beast. Everyone perceives, but everyone perceives in different ways. Take this site for example and looks through a handful of sets. Everyone has a different perception of what a pretty girl is made of.

I was driving home the other morning and it was early so it was still dark. I passed a...
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comixbookgurl:

awesome name! most cats are really ninjas in disguise

chrysis:

Holy whoa this is long.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Perception is an amazing, tricky little thing. Always slipping out of your conscious mind -- always making you forget all about it, and how shifting it is, how .. flexible, inconsistent, watery. But when you do grasp onto it, it's novel every single time, I swear. I do this too. I try to keep it on the tip of my tongue and roll it around every now & again. I scream at myself, Realign! Realign! Because I know it's just that matter of tilting your head, y'know? Focusing or unfocusing your eyes, seeing the picture in the empty space rather than the solids, etc.

I do this with my well-engrained processes sometimes for sport, or to be able to fend off the logic that I -haven't- given time to the other side of the coin. Good to stretch your mind to see the other side .. and come back. Good to move those muscles, even if you just come right back -- like your man-made versus nature. Every once in a while, you hit the park, take in a gust of wind as far as your lungs will let you, appreciate a sunrise .. and then snap back to exploring architecture and the sunlight I find so brilliant in and by itself .. only highlights your building. ;]

Now. Funny you should mention porn at all, but even funnier that you tie it to this site. As a girl, I think .. it gets really confusing, because the site has done well to sort of draw a big, fat line and make it a very cozy spot for girls to come and settle in, feel safe & secure .. blogging, making friends, and occasionally .. showing some T&A. What's weird is that .. I VERY seldom make a parallel with porn. And before this site, I had never -seen- .. pornographic material. Well, that is, until it showed up on my computer .. thanks to my [now-ex] boyfriend browsing while I was at work, unbeknownst to me. I found it and was FURIOUS and hurt, disgusted, just .. -completely- torn up and .. upset to the point where I hyperventilated and nearly broke up with him. We got past it but I wasn't over it for about a year. We dated for three years. I started the SG thing in the last year .. and I find irony in it, because I somehow still never made the porn connection, even .. when I was personally taking pictures.

I got so upset I nearly vomitted and ended a relationship over one website, and I stood behind this decision [because at the time, I fully agreed with what your friend was saying, and could explain why -- it is a confusing but very intimate betrayal and a girl feels she should be given a chance at those fantasies, and if porn is involved, both partners should be involved, -- the thought of you getting it on, so to speak, to another person .. is very disturbing, to us, and that's the infidelity] .. but then I was on this site, and like .. he didn't care, and I ..

Ugh, I don't know. So weird. But then again, I still wasn't watching videos or looking at anything crazy. Just using forums and blogging, and whatever everyone else was doing was kind of their business .. I guess was my thing.



IN CONCLUSION ..

Yeah. Perspective. What a fuck. ;/

Tuesday Apr 13, 2010

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Got the dogger a new toy.

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caia:

and he liked it biggrin the dog iso cute and crazy smile

chrysis:

So good. :]

Monday Apr 12, 2010

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comixbookgurl:

Cute love

Thursday Apr 08, 2010

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Two things super fast!

#1: The new Deftones album has found its way onto my Itunes. Therefore I will be busy being ecstatic for the next few days.

#2: You have really vivid dreams when you take Nyquil to help you sleep. I helped a girl escape from a man with a knife for a hand. No joke.
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anotherallniter:

I know what u mean man! I've been having some insane and utterly weird dreams lately.

trekka:

crazy socks are my new obsession. No clue where it came from, but I'm diggin it.