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So it's been one month....I'm not sure how I even feel anymore....better and worse all in the same breath. One feeling I do have all the time is that I feel like I can't fully greive....I've just been so busy that I can't sort of get it out of my system and that is really frustrating. I just need a lot of time to sit...
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Probably time for an update but I don't have much to say other than the usual. Still no drummer, work is still super stressful, I'm still struggling witht he death of my best friend, I'm moving at some point either this wekeend or next and I hate moving more than just about anything. About the only good news is that my guitar tone as of...
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I'd just like to thank everyeone for their kind words about the loss of my friend Amanda ( demonbuttercup ). It's been an amazingly hard loss on me. I can't even imagine what normalcy is even like anymore but I guess I'm handling things slightly better. It does help having people to talk to. Some days the hut feels brand new and other days I...
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The world is now a much worse place without you....

About 4 hours ago I came home to find my roommate and the best friend I've ever had dead. Amanda Ellen Bogard died apparently from an accidental overdose of allergy medicine and possibly some sleep aids or some combination. Amanda was 34 years old, far too young to die as well as far too good...
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Not a bad day so far. My band tried out a new drummer than looks quite promising. He's got a very different jazzy/trip-hop sort of style which could actually sound quite cool in a stoner rock/doom context. I like adding people with different sounds and backgrounds to this project, it gives us something unique and cool.

I get home and find one of the best...
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This year has been a lesson in close but no cigar and just how frustrating that can be.

My band has been struggling to find a permanent drummer....we finally find someone that love our style of music and can play it better than anyone I've ever played with but it turns out that while he likes our music it's not what he wants to actually...
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So I saw 40 Year Old Virgin last night....the commercials do not come even remotely close to how good this movie really is. When I first saw the previews I thought it was going to be really stupid and I had no interest in it. Then I heard from a few people that it was much better than they thought so I was bored last...
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So I had this weird dream the other night....I was walking around with this woman I was apparently dating (the woman in the dream didn't really look like anyone I actually know). We met some other guy on our walk and he was a friend of hers...well after awhile he went to go get something at a 7-11. We waited for him for awhile and...
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...anyone else concerned about all of the Cash Money rappers from NOLA? There could be millions of dollars in Bentley's, Rolls Royce's and assundry "bling" floating down the mississippi right now!

And now for something completely different (sorta):
Check out the captions for these two photos and try and tell me that racism sitll isn't a factor in the US
Whitey's "finding" food

Looting?

New job starts tomorrow. I've been spending a ton of time trying to get everything right but I'm still very anxious for some reason. I wish I had a nice, calming influence to hang out with tonight or even talk to on the phone. I probably won't get much if any sleep even though I'm really tired. Listening to Joy Division really isn't helping

I hate having writers block. Ever since I moved from my wharehouse I don't get to play as much guitar...well electric at least and it's a different beast when it comes to writing...I've just been really stuck for ideas lately. Oh well...we don't have a drummer so it's not like we're really doing much anyways