Sometimes it surprises me that I'm consistently happy these days. Not so long ago, things were different. Back when I was depressed, during my dark half-decade of the soul, I could barely remember what happy was. The possibility of sustaining it for longer than a night seemed remote. And hell, it made sense. Despair itself was somehow a comfort--it seemed the only logical reaction to...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
The great and terrible eyes say:
"Love is a lie you tell yourself about someone else who doesn't exist."
Happy Valentine's Day! (And all due credit to Lacan fo the somewhat mangled quote.)
The Eyes are currently reading: the inner grooves of your soul
The Eyes are currently listening to: Cupid's Trick by Elliott Smith
"Love is a lie you tell yourself about someone else who doesn't exist."
Happy Valentine's Day! (And all due credit to Lacan fo the somewhat mangled quote.)
The Eyes are currently reading: the inner grooves of your soul
The Eyes are currently listening to: Cupid's Trick by Elliott Smith
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
tunnelslats:
Eyes don't listen, silly!
I think Lacan is on the right track. Bastard.
Does Edith Frost ever play around here? I've been looking, but haven't seen anything...
I think Lacan is on the right track. Bastard.
Does Edith Frost ever play around here? I've been looking, but haven't seen anything...
indigoboy:
Party sized. Tee hee. That makes me giggle.
I meant to get your email the other night.
I'll get a hold of you soon so we can visit the Hungry Brain again or check out a play.
I meant to get your email the other night.
I'll get a hold of you soon so we can visit the Hungry Brain again or check out a play.
OK, some people seem to be creeped out by the eyes. 
And why? Just because they're allways there, watching you? Because of their relentless, basilisk gaze? 
You hurt the eyes feelings! 
You must love the eyes as they love you. 
Don't be afraid--just look straight at them. That's it, look closely and relax. Now... you are getting very sleeeepy... 
And why? Just because they're allways there, watching you? Because of their relentless, basilisk gaze? You hurt the eyes feelings! You must love the eyes as they love you. Don't be afraid--just look straight at them. That's it, look closely and relax. Now... you are getting very sleeeepy... VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
n:
yeah, yeah, i know, i know, pilar's already gotten on my case about that.
queen of cool photos? pshaw. that one (meaning yours) looks like somethin' straight outta nosferatu. oh and check this: some kids in the art history dept invited me to the neo-futurist duchamp thing so i'm goin'! rads, eh?
queen of cool photos? pshaw. that one (meaning yours) looks like somethin' straight outta nosferatu. oh and check this: some kids in the art history dept invited me to the neo-futurist duchamp thing so i'm goin'! rads, eh?
elise:
eeeeeeeek! you ARE staring at me!! and it's creepy! but
i love the eyes........ (please don't hurt me)
i love the eyes........ (please don't hurt me)
You may think I don't see you...
but I do.
but I do.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
indigoboy:
Two words for you: restraining order.
Now get outta my bushes you pervert.
Now get outta my bushes you pervert.
elisabeth:
Haha, that's great
We're closing out the "Variations on Bedhead" series with a bit of un-asked-for, likely un-wanted, and completely gratuitous semi-nudity. So drink in the glory that is my barrel-like nekkid torso, folks--that's as much as you get without getting me drunk first. (Although hellcat did have an idea for a SuicideBoys set that so amusing I actually would do it--if she wants to come over and...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
tara81:
how goes it sexy man?
Variations on Behead, part 5. Yes folks, I must admit that the true purpose of these bedhead pics is to show the SG community how cute I look in the morning. Next series, I show off my omlet making skills! 
Currently listening to: It's Raining, by Quasi
Currently reading: The Brotherhood of the Grape, by John Fante.
Currently listening to: It's Raining, by Quasi
Currently reading: The Brotherhood of the Grape, by John Fante.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
pilar:
these bed head pics make it all worthwhile to browse the journals!
amazing
amazing
holdensolo:
Obelisk = Iron Chef Egg
And here's "Variations on Bedhead--part 4 of 5". A pensive morning mood.
"There is a vitality, a life-force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action. And because there is only one you in all of time this expression is unique and if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and be lost. The world will not have...
Read More
"There is a vitality, a life-force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action. And because there is only one you in all of time this expression is unique and if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and be lost. The world will not have...
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
kingcrac:
Your name was crossed out for a bit. I'm glad you're back.
n:
catatonic sex toy= lyric reference from interpol song.
when is yr show gonna be at the MCA dude?
when is yr show gonna be at the MCA dude?
I present to you the long-anticipated "Variations on Bedhead--part 3 of 5". This one is a little edgy--the mussed hair evidencing the long night of the soul that it emerged from.
Cheese party tonight with: a saenkaanter (3-year aged gouda), piave (aged asiago), brie mangis (an incredibly falvorful brie), fleur de maquis (a corsican sheeps-milk wih a rosemary impregnated rind), and crotin de chavignol (a...
Read More
Cheese party tonight with: a saenkaanter (3-year aged gouda), piave (aged asiago), brie mangis (an incredibly falvorful brie), fleur de maquis (a corsican sheeps-milk wih a rosemary impregnated rind), and crotin de chavignol (a...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
tara81:
So scared!! ahh the evil eyes!!
holdensolo:
Aaaaaaa! It's Simon Barsinister!!!
The bedhead has been lying low the past few days, so I'll give you guys part 3 when I get a good one again.
I brought back a bunch of cheese from Ann Arbor (Zingerman's.... mmmmmm). I'm going to have to have a cheese party to get this all eaten.
That is all for now.
Currently Listening To: "Canned Oxygen" by The Halo Benders
Currently...
Read More
I brought back a bunch of cheese from Ann Arbor (Zingerman's.... mmmmmm). I'm going to have to have a cheese party to get this all eaten.
That is all for now.
Currently Listening To: "Canned Oxygen" by The Halo Benders
Currently...
Read More
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
tara81:
Cheeese party??! who what when where why now then ?? huh?! I NEED ANSWERS!!!!!!
:-)
ANd where is my bed head pictures? You know I have been coming here EVERYDAY AND NITE looking for a new picture...
I'll think of some tourture for you.........................
:-)
ANd where is my bed head pictures? You know I have been coming here EVERYDAY AND NITE looking for a new picture...
I'll think of some tourture for you.........................
marianthe:
Just want to say HI! I'm back from the dead. Thanks for your concerned *sniffles* a while back. Much obliged!
Other comments: cheese good. ugh. me want gouda.
currently listening: beulah "when you heartstrings break" and currently reading: "bosses in lusty chicago" by wendt & kogan (available at your nearest library! i imagine it's out of print...)
Other comments: cheese good. ugh. me want gouda.
currently listening: beulah "when you heartstrings break" and currently reading: "bosses in lusty chicago" by wendt & kogan (available at your nearest library! i imagine it's out of print...)
Welcome to "Variations on Bedhead--part 2 of 5". Thank you to all those who praised the first installment--we at Bedhed Studios will endeavor to uphold the high standards you have come to expect of us.
I'm driving to Ann Arbor, MI, tonight to take my youngest bother to visit whatever school they keep there. It should be fun--I'm in the mood for a road trip...
Read More
I'm driving to Ann Arbor, MI, tonight to take my youngest bother to visit whatever school they keep there. It should be fun--I'm in the mood for a road trip...
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
pilar:
this picture makes me smile...
looking into the future is always scary...
but if they turn out like you...
they are in for a treat!
looking into the future is always scary...
but if they turn out like you...
they are in for a treat!
n:
i'm confused...you got what to match?
OK, I've been inspired by holdensolo to do a series of profile pics. I call it... "Variations on Bedhead--a five-part study". This is pic 1 of 5. What spiky, frizzy concoction will the morrow bring? Only the hair gods know for sure.
The voice-over demo session went well today. Evidently I like the sound of my own voice a lot. (No surprise to my friends.)...
Read More
The voice-over demo session went well today. Evidently I like the sound of my own voice a lot. (No surprise to my friends.)...
Read More
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
kingcrac:
Nice job with the pics. I'm sorry I missed the bowling.
tunnelslats:
Very sexy!
Please won't someone come start a fire in my bedroom? No seriously, I want an actual burning-type fire because it's freezing in here! The maintenance people were in my apt. today and left the heat off--it's taking ages to warm back up and I can't sleep until it does. I guess I'm just going to have to rub my hands over my toasty monitor and...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
ilovemikehunt:
yes, analyze that rocked. recognise. day jobs suck. i think i landed myself one on the weekends...doing nothing all day in a video store. yay! i would be werking alone too, it will rock. the best part is this: it's in my homie's building, and another homie werks as a security guard there during my shift. we could all chill. it'll be ill. and they said i can play my own music there. yay! and it's all because the boss is a perv. he'll get a boot to the balls if he tries to tell me, rather than my friend that he is in fact a perv.
tara81:
I Just noticed how you stand out in that SGbowl pic.. Your so happy! *muah*
Think I missed you tonite on yahoo.. *poutyface*
Catch ya lata dude
Think I missed you tonite on yahoo.. *poutyface*
Catch ya lata dude
gawd i sound like a retard.
rust...hmm...i like the idea but how would i acquire enough of it, and in large chunks? any ideas?