i have no internet access now.. so just letting you all know if im not responding im still around.. just not around here. so .. till im back.. take it easy fuckers.
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Onie
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its so piculiar how life goes and its days like this and the day before that make me feel like im dreaming, like i never was sleeping, and i never was breathing. shallow developments on sundays and mondays and tuesdays are more.
so i took this pic on my camera and sent it to Ben. i dont think i have ever kept someones picture with...
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yuriel:
enjoy yourself a lot ok 
and yeah ima hug ya
*hugs*
and yeah ima hug ya
*hugs*
williamj:
i hope you had fun at the party. i cant wait till next weekend. please dont try and steal my kidney or something while im down there 
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williamj:
damn i had the ringer off on my phone so i missed you call and it was about 11:30 -12 before i noticed it. i was going to call since i figured you would be up but i was afraid of waking ethan so i will give you a call around noon-ish or something
carpe_diem:
hahaha those emo boys will kiss! 
okay.. for the beautiful Persya .. i will do what you say !
do to my laziness i will just copy/paste it ..
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions. Any 3, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal and you have...
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do to my laziness i will just copy/paste it ..
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions. Any 3, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal and you have...
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oryon:
blah blah blah
where are you?
where are you?
juno106:
Comment allez-vous?
we have not talked in awhile... maybe soon.
we have not talked in awhile... maybe soon.
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oryon:
some think you're a prostitute?
hmm
i would NEVER think that
*slides a $20 down your thigh*
hmm
i would NEVER think that
*slides a $20 down your thigh*
vanuslux:
Heh...yeah, I considered it pretty much a given that you and Will would be there...it being your house and all. 
I'm getting really anxious for June 4th to get here.
I'm getting really anxious for June 4th to get here.
that was a temp post.. i had to get that shit out.. for all of you whom gave me support thanks not only for taking the time to read my lengthy and rather negative post which im sure was at the very least entertaining.. and for the advice part.. since i gernerally disagree with the first part of your advice seeing as i wasnt upset...
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vanuslux:
I feel I have to be a little critical here.
Does he make enough money to be able to afford to bankroll you flying to Texas and any associated expenses of your absense and also be able to set aside an equal amount aside for his own leisure and pleasure? It sometimes doesn't seem like you see just how much you are asking of him. While the way in which he is expressing his disatisfaction, judging from what you've posted here, is assinine and non-constructive, I can understand why he would be unhappy with the situation.
He loves you, he's hurting, he's not in a rational headspace right now because you've turned his world topsy-turvy. That doesn't excuse bad behavior, but if you're going to make this situation work you're going to have to put extra effort into staying grounded...not just for him, but for yourself. Find your center and don't let either of the boys you're involved knock it off balance. If you can maintain a stability within yourself, then it will help still the turmoil in and associated with your boys.
Easier said than done, I know, but nobody said this would be easy.
Does he make enough money to be able to afford to bankroll you flying to Texas and any associated expenses of your absense and also be able to set aside an equal amount aside for his own leisure and pleasure? It sometimes doesn't seem like you see just how much you are asking of him. While the way in which he is expressing his disatisfaction, judging from what you've posted here, is assinine and non-constructive, I can understand why he would be unhappy with the situation.
He loves you, he's hurting, he's not in a rational headspace right now because you've turned his world topsy-turvy. That doesn't excuse bad behavior, but if you're going to make this situation work you're going to have to put extra effort into staying grounded...not just for him, but for yourself. Find your center and don't let either of the boys you're involved knock it off balance. If you can maintain a stability within yourself, then it will help still the turmoil in and associated with your boys.
Easier said than done, I know, but nobody said this would be easy.
williamj:
yeah i felt like hell on friday night so i wasnt in the mood to come out. i think im going to try to make it to atlanta on saturday night to see "oldboy". i have it on dvd but i really want to see it on the big screen.
Well.. im going out to see Mr.Mystery on the 6th. .. so i guess thats friday.. wow.. i hate flying and i am scared to .. so please send me good vibes, and safe vibes. Im a bit nervous about it .. my stomach has been turning for the past few hours.. i have a way of making an idiot out of myself when im...
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hot_rod:
thanks, i'll be better. i'm just trying not to be a glutton for self abuse
geckogirl:
oh i'm sure we'll have our chance for a little suck face! and i'll be sure to have the shirts with me next time we see each other. that way you can have your pick of what i've got.
well.. its seems my nosey (hi Will) husband has been reading my posts. after which reading the last he wanted to know who it was about.. i told him i didnt want to tell him cause i didnt think it was the right time. so he hounded me and hounded me and after fighting off his hounding i gave up and told him who it...
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devachka:
I hope things work out for you. I hate going through bad, rough stuff...unless it's sexual.
mrmiah:
Sounds like the rollercoaster ride is about to begin... Good luck!!
i question the need for complication of simple things. im standing here screaming for you to listen, to acknowledge, to recipicate and as my lungs run out of air, you briefly make eye contact just to look back at the wall. whats the glory in thinking to much. does over thinking change what is there? can we make this simple as it was when i...
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oryon:
keep cool, my babies
freyja__:
it was great to meet you, too.
my flight back was relatively painless.
it was the re-entry into my life that was rough.
luckily, i've got it all sorted out and i'm rockin again.
xo
my flight back was relatively painless.
it was the re-entry into my life that was rough.
luckily, i've got it all sorted out and i'm rockin again.
xo
went to Llona's today for BBQ. very nice... then got sushi.. what a mix. BBQ and sushi well.. at least it wasnt BBQ sushi.
i finally got in before 10pm so i think im breaking my own record in on-timeliness.
and .. for all you dead wood fans...
.......
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Onie
i finally got in before 10pm so i think im breaking my own record in on-timeliness.
and .. for all you dead wood fans...
.......
<-------- what is this
X
Onie
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mrmiah:
If I'm in the same time zone when the next one goes off, go ahead and count me in! That way i don't have to settle for the "edited" pics........
i woke up in a dizzy daze today. i didnt think i really drank so much but.. well, good friends and good times lead to good hangovers. Llona and Freyja organized a SGATLiens get together which was great.. geckogirl showed up after much debate looking beautiful as usual.. well Llona,Freyja, and geckogirl all looked amazing 
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williamj:
"dizzy daze"
i will have to remember that phrase the next time i do alot of drinking
i really need to make it out to another of the sg events
i will have to remember that phrase the next time i do alot of drinking
i really need to make it out to another of the sg events
fightfordawn:
Yea...what oryon siad...
only pirate
only pirate
after days of my stomach being in knots i have finally addressed the issue of having an open relationship (Polyamory.. not just the sex) and it turns out he is on the same page as me with it. he said he had been thinking about it too. so thats great.. i was worried he would think i didnt love him or i wasnt happy in...
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stuzzy:
It's good you're being honest about it. Honesty is a good thing.
It was great seeing you again....Where did you sneak off to though? One minute you were there and the next...poof!
I can't imagine someone not being attracted to you, but then again I don't know you that well yet. I will say this however...You can stick your hand down my pants anytime. hehe
It was great seeing you again....Where did you sneak off to though? One minute you were there and the next...poof!
I can't imagine someone not being attracted to you, but then again I don't know you that well yet. I will say this however...You can stick your hand down my pants anytime.
hehe
oryon:
open, eh?
good luck with that cutie
good luck with that cutie
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I think I will take it easy. Thank you.
you take it easy as well, ok?