I'm feeling much better today. I got the answer even if I didn't like it, it's still an answer which makes me feel waaaay less crazy. I can think clear and focus on work again. Yay for better days!
Well, I think I got my answer to The Question. And Im sad but I realize its for the best anyways. Like I said in a previous post, it was stupid of me to get hopeful even though I tried so hard not to be. Sometimes when you truly want something more than anything else in the whole world,... Read More
I am dealing with two really hard things right now. I am working on trying to accept that my Aunt is going to die sooner than is fair. At the same time, I'm trying to understand something that's is going on in my personal life that I'm not willing to talk about.
These two things are making my emotions go out of control. I apologize.... Read More
I love you hun *hugs* I hope you can come up with the money soon. I am happy to support your crochet stuff when I can I needs a job lol The stuff you make rocks though and I would gladly tell anyone that! Sooooo BUY SOME SHIZ FROM TUESDAY! Its bombdiggity and she takes special requests
Sometimes I wish I wouldn't let myself get hopeful....just about certain things.
I'm really disappointed and just want my boy here
Ugh...I am seriously choking on my depression right now and dwelling in pity party land. I was gonna talk about it but it's pointless really. Either you know what it feels like to despise yourself and not really believe you'll have a happy life.... Read More
You know I know how you feel. Depression really does suck big hairy moose cock. Talking it out does help some -- I'll always listen if you wanna talk. Drugs 'n' therapy help, too. Been there done that, got the prescriptions. And while it's hard to believe (or at least internalize) when you're in the lows, it can and does get better. Maybe not best, but better. Hang in there, dear friend.
Thank you for commiserating with me....I needed it. I'm not really mad at my Mom, I get that she's going nuts knowing she's gonna lose her sister. I guess part of the reason she didnt say anything is cuz my Aunt didnt want me to come. She wants me to remember her the way she was when I went down this summer to visit. As... Read More
well, the only way *i* can know for sure... is if you send me some before and now pics so i can do a REALLY close inspection... you know, since i'm nowhere near close enough to just come over and feel you up
God, I love Fridays. The end to another torturous week.
Wish me luck today, I have a lil craft fair at work I'm trying to sell a few things at. I dont normall have any luck, but just maybe today will be different.
I'm cuddled up in my new hoodie that one of my favorite people sent me . I have a nice warm cup of ecofef with a hint of vanilla. I havent showered which oddly puts me in a good mood...my hair looks super cute when I dont wash it for a day. I'm listening to my Damien Rice channel... Read More
*hugs* I hope you can come up with the money soon. I am happy to support your crochet stuff when I can 
and she takes special requests 
I also like meats.
Cool story..I think.
Lime green seems a bit zesty
reminds me of a stick of spearmint gum
or a VW Bug I once saw.