So my Gramma died on Wednesday
Shitty weekend full of driving and crying
Grampa tells me he's decided he's gonna die on Wednesday cuz he doesn't want to live without Gramma
My car breaks down today, just dropped it off at the dealership
And I got moved to a different desk at work today, surrounded by people I don't know who seem to care more...
Read More
Shitty weekend full of driving and crying
Grampa tells me he's decided he's gonna die on Wednesday cuz he doesn't want to live without Gramma
My car breaks down today, just dropped it off at the dealership
And I got moved to a different desk at work today, surrounded by people I don't know who seem to care more...
Read More
So I just realized that 7 years ago today I was married. Funny how life changes.
Now I'm divorced and with a man who loves me no matter how bitchy or crazy I am.
Happy Unanniversary to me
Now I'm divorced and with a man who loves me no matter how bitchy or crazy I am.
Happy Unanniversary to me
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
gfys:
I would come pick you up if I could. >hugs<
casefase:
if i was married 7 years ago, that would mean i got married at 19. Im REALLY glad i didnt marry the guy i was dating at 19. Would of been like taking a shotgun to the face if i did that... metaphorically of course LOL
Its better to be divorced and with someone who loves you unconditionally then to be married to someone who you hate. Im glad you are happy now! Thats all that matters
Its better to be divorced and with someone who loves you unconditionally then to be married to someone who you hate. Im glad you are happy now! Thats all that matters
rough weekend
so tired
really wish we were done with this insanely long drive back to kc.
so tired
really wish we were done with this insanely long drive back to kc.
lilcupcake:
*hugs*
So my Gramma just unexpectedly died.
I feel sick and hopeless.
I feel sick and hopeless.
VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
gaylordy:
feel warm and loved hug!!! i know how it feels to lose a grandparent i hope, you keep her in your mind with a lot of wonderful memories!
stay strong
i hope, you keep her in your mind with a lot of wonderful memories!stay strong
austere:
sorry <3
i was there recently. i know how much it sucks. i'm with kathleen on this one. keep the good memories in your mind, and you will make it through the rough patch.
i was there recently. i know how much it sucks. i'm with kathleen on this one. keep the good memories in your mind, and you will make it through the rough patch.
I'm sick. But I hafta go to work so...yeah...
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
mydogfarted:
Go cough on people and share the love. 
sameenvy:
Feel better, Toozy.
I miss you.
I miss you.
Yesterday was a very good day.
Today was a blah day but still good.
Subby's making me fried chicken right now. This will make beppo very happy as he will be sure my ass will grow. I am very lucky to be with Subby, he really does love me more than I thought anyone ever could. We never give up on each other and strive...
Read More
Today was a blah day but still good.
Subby's making me fried chicken right now. This will make beppo very happy as he will be sure my ass will grow. I am very lucky to be with Subby, he really does love me more than I thought anyone ever could. We never give up on each other and strive...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
oxy:
mmm chicken.
<3
<3
missmiao:
I like this blog, mostly because I can relate to almost all of it, especially the beppo part & the depression part too). Since I lost so much weight, my ass has been getting smaller. So eat some good fried chicken for me
Danger girl loves your doll you made for her, we named it Herpules. She just loves it to death, thank you for it. I really appreciate it, she will always have some awesome Tooz memorabilia forever!
Good to hear you're getting your insurance, that is crucial to me, and I see it is to you as well. YAY to this blog & much love from all of us.
Danger girl loves your doll you made for her, we named it Herpules. She just loves it to death, thank you for it. I really appreciate it, she will always have some awesome Tooz memorabilia forever!
Good to hear you're getting your insurance, that is crucial to me, and I see it is to you as well. YAY to this blog & much love from all of us.
Sorry about that. I just came to a point where I had to spew it out.
I gotta get ready for a self defense class im going to with subbys Mom and Aunt. Oh the things I subject myself to just to seem social.
I gotta get ready for a self defense class im going to with subbys Mom and Aunt. Oh the things I subject myself to just to seem social.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
cfq:
when i figure it out, i'll let you in on the universal secret everyone else isn't telling us
brightredscream:
Venting is a good thing.
I'm so tired of constant disappointment
I miss having friends
I just want to have my heart set on doing something fun and have that thing actually happen
And I really would prefer it if people considered my feelings
I'm just so tired of this joke called life. There's just not enough joy in it to bother...i was stupid for trying to believe otherwise.
I miss having friends
I just want to have my heart set on doing something fun and have that thing actually happen
And I really would prefer it if people considered my feelings
I'm just so tired of this joke called life. There's just not enough joy in it to bother...i was stupid for trying to believe otherwise.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
doobs:
i wont be the sappy mo fo i usually am and tell ya to look up and be bright, the world is fucked up some times but theres always more to life if ya search, much love and i hope your life turns around soon
brightredscream:
*hugs*
I know what you're feeling...I really, really do.
If you need anything, hit me up ♥
I know what you're feeling...I really, really do.
If you need anything, hit me up ♥
So I was thinkin bout talkin to Subby bout throwin a lil shindig down here I July.
Thoughts, comments, concerns?
Discuss
Thoughts, comments, concerns?
Discuss
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
mydogfarted:
There better be chat cam of said party for those of us who can't make it.
catbones:
Kansas City convention hosted by the APT will be in September.
It sure would be nice if you and whoever is close could make it to the show and party with me. =)
It sure would be nice if you and whoever is close could make it to the show and party with me. =)
Let's change that to downright exhausted.
Discuss.
Discuss.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
sameenvy:
Tooz,
I fecking miss you. Like insanely miss you.
I fecking miss you. Like insanely miss you.
brightredscream:
You're not alone in that lovely...I'm drained.
...you didn't right?