Saturday Feb 28, 2009

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Forget that last post....

Why doesnt anyone ever ask to buy my panties?

tongue

Oh and I have a strong love for male gay porn. Gets me off faster than anything else, just incase you were wondering. Thank God, for gay men biggrin
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desormais:
also, since the economy tanked and japan made them illegal anyway, there's no market for panties in a vending machine anymore. a damn shame, really. i'd buy yours, but only with the convenience vending machines provide me.
cosmo:
Before I inquire about purchasing your panties, I'd need 2 questions answered:

1: How much.

2: Will you still be in them?



biggrin biggrin

Saturday Feb 28, 2009

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Fact: Pills are not my friend, just my only escape.

I wish I could escape into something beautiful to change my mindset. I am struggling to get my grip. Submerse me in a pool of colors and let me watch life go by for a while. I'm too tired to go through the actions. A vacation of utter silence is necessary. No thoughts, no actions,...
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elizadoolittle:
Woooahh..geddoutta mai head Toooz.
I hear ya. Too fucking loud and clear...happy happy

Friday Feb 27, 2009

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Okay I'm starting over today. *breathe in, breathe out*

I am working on the most beautiful altered piece I think I'll ever be able to create and I'm not sure I'll ever show you. It's probably just beautiful in my eyes because I see the emotion in it. The few minutes I get to work on it here and there bring me such joy. I...
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maladjusted:
Ruv you hunnie bok
brightredscream:
I have faith that you can do this

Thursday Feb 26, 2009

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Argh....I was feelin good for a bit but now I kinda feel like a rotten piece of shit
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classy_:
tues you can always talk to me, if you want. for real.

im always sending you looove.
hellomrworld:
Why do you want the power out

Thursday Feb 26, 2009

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Life is so confusing right now.

I'll write something prettier when my heart isn't hurting for unknown reasons.

Maybe I'll finally post that new story....
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111111111yennabear:
what a coincidence! you're MY dream woman!
btyjugs:
yes play with my wood..i mean cane heheh

Wednesday Feb 25, 2009

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I'm lost. I'm searching for something. The panic is building up in my chest, my throat is getting tighter making it hard to swallow, tears form in my eyes. A hand on my shoulder whirls me around, it's you. I look up into your eyes and see everything I've felt. You rest your hand on my cheek gently stroking my face with your thumb. I...
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111111111yennabear:
werk sux!
classy_:
you made me feel this, the way you described it.

i seriously just nuzzled and invisible hand.

sigh.

Tuesday Feb 24, 2009

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Well I'm not so blessed today...

Meniere's attacks are in the lead. Cant work. Cant drive. Cant walk. So many spins, so drugged up, so frustrated. I will sleep all day because of this.

Such a waste, such a fucking waste of life
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darksphere:
Thank you!
melaniek:
sweets, do what you can do! I know that it is soooo frustrating, but if you had the choice, you know that you would choose differently. Work with whacha got girl! You have sooo many +'s and not too many -'s. Just remember that. xxoo

Tuesday Feb 24, 2009

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The most we can hope for is a better day than yesterday.

We should be so lucky if such were blessed.
oxy:
kiss
johnnyu:
Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can.
-Danny Kaye

The purpose of life is a life of purpose.
-Robert Byrne

In the book of life, the answers arent in the back.
-Charlie Brown

Monday Feb 23, 2009

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It doesnt matter how frustrated, stressed, and sick I am. It is what it is and Im not capable of fixing it quite yet. All I can do is get the pity party out of my system and move on.

So moving on, I feel insanely beautiful today. You wont hear that out of my mouth (fingers?) often. I got on my brown outfit. I...
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bepps:
Yes you most definitely SHOULD have thrown them away, Tooz! mad You need to do that right now!

But I ask you: Is this spandex?



Yes it is! Is this 80's style? No it's not! Would you be smoking WITHOUT cigarettes were you to be wearing it? Fuckin A you would!! biggrin
classy_:
im with sheens and bep on the no no no smokes. but i dont wanna preach, so.

it made me smile seeing you call yourself "insanely beautiful". you are =p

im a bath and body works freak myself. i collect their body cream haha.

my mom was helping me pack for the move, and she was like wtf chelsea.

i have: brown sugar and fig, cherry blossom, sweet pea, some lime coconut one, and im sure there are others.

oh and... /licks self i do taste kinda sweet. probably from all the sugar im not processing. yay diabetes.

imma shut up now.

Monday Feb 23, 2009

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Im totally irritated and stressed right now (what else is new right?).

I shouldnt have to pick up extra hours. The stress of all this bullshit is tearing my body apart. My Menieres is acting up more than it ever has. Yes Im having another bout of attacks. Im pissed. Im pretty sure its all stress related.

I wish I could let myself pick everything...
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oxy:
you could never be a drone, and thats part of the reason we love you. Your you, a individule.


saying that, your the most important person to you, so whoever or whatever is giving you shit should fuck off.

If that means getting out and starting new, then DO IT.

you have enough stress in your life without others adding to it.

And you know you will never be alone, cause we are all here rooting for you.

Sunday Feb 22, 2009

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Okay I went clothes shopping for like 2 hours and wound up with 5 new work outfits and some killer heels. I went with my shopping champion and she picked everything out. We had such a blast (totally shocking for me)

Me "Kat I dunno about these pants they make my butt look weird.
Kat "Lemme see"
*i step out*
Kat "Tues, they fit you...
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oxy:
you will be fine hun. <3
jackwolfe:
lol Just wear stuff that makes yah smile, and don't be afraid to experiment. That's all. smile Well, that's what I do anyways. I'm very fond of well tailored clothes, patches, and leather. biggrin
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