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Fucking save me.


I wanna be home NOW


Panic attack + family + arthrits = no good
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sublyminull:
come home baby.
oxy:
sending hugs
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Well Im in Arkansas. One whole half of my family is taking up the entire third floor of this hotel. It's fun but a lil stressful for me as my anxiety has been flarin up.

Im havin fun tho
sameenvy:
HotAss misses you.
tubaart:
So now I have to face SOUTH to pray to Toozimecca?
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Okay so I'm headed home to pack up my shit for Arkansas. I'm excited and pissed all at once. I'm looking forward to seeing the southern side of my family as they are so chill and I hardly ever get to see them.

BUT

It is pure torture knowing I will be only 4 hours away from my man instead of 8 and I still...
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btyjugs:
awe lame torture!!!!!! and what is in arkansas? and duh i will text you things alots!!!<3
mydogfarted:
Have some dairy on the trip and blast them back. tongue
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lemanstherogue:
welcome back hurrs biggrin Hiya Tueshawk smile weeeeee...

I'm not a whiner, I'm just concerned tongue
stuntc0ck:
smexy!
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It's funny, for the longest time I have battled with my work to let me have my mohawk back. When I had it, I felt so sexy, I felt like the me I wanted to be. It was empowering. When work made me grow my hair out I felt held down, like I couldn't be accepted for who I was.

Just a few minutes ago...
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elizadoolittle:
ach..do what you feel
i could never rock a hawk cos of my MASSIVE HEEEEED but still do what you feel <3
bepps:
Shaved heads can be attractive on some people, but I didn't find it particularly attractive on you. I say let it be how it is. biggrin
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Day 4, goooo me!

FMyLife.com is just too funny today, it had me in tears. I could more but this works for now:

Today, I was hanging out with a few of my friends, including an old ex-girlfriend and her current boyfriend of 5 years. When my ex, whose virginity I had taken years earlier, mentioned, "I had the iPhone first," without thinking, I immediately...
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My favorite FML of the day is..

Today, my boyfriend and I were "fooling around." It started to get hot and he took out his penis for the first time. This was the first one I've seen in real life so I decided I'd complimented it. I had no idea what to say so I said, "It's pretty." FML

That site always makes me giggle...
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tubaart:
Now don't you go falling for another photog. I WILL be jealous. tongue
mydogfarted:
I love that site. I check it daily.

Feed Peedoo smaller meals and put a small ball (golf ball, ping pong ball, etc) in her dish so she has to eat around it.
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Two days down, workin on the third.

Im way crabby/emotional.

S'ok, all will pass in time. I do wish I could sleep though....sleeping would be good. I have GOT to figure out how to get to sleep earlier.

I want to see my man...this blows.
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remy:
Feel better Tooz.
lilcali:
I'm totally Cheering you on!! biggrin
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Okay, one full day of not smoking behind me and workin on the second. Not too bad yet. Mostly just when I think about being in the car it hits. Thankfully I have the best roommate ever. At some point after I went to my restless sleep, she went out side and cleaned all the empty packs of smokes and their litterings and febrezed the...
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skullgrid:
for me the problem with quitting was always this group of Somalians i used to deal with on a regular basis at one of the recording studios i worked it. they would book time, bring in this one keyboard guy who did the backing tracks for like, everyone and then different vocalists... they'd bang out these traditional Somali songs real quick, usually in about two 6 hour sessions, take the masters and release it as short run cassettes in the store the one dude ran in their community...

thing is, these guys were loud, obnoxious, temperamental, demanding, etc etc (the one dude explained to me once that Somalians had picked up mannerisms from the italians who'd occupied their country back in the day, lol)... and they mostly smoked like chimneys.

not once, not twice but three times these guys thwarted me in my attempts to quit smoking. i'd be cruisin along on a 3 or 4 month streak of no tobacco. these guys would show up for another session... start flipping the fuck out at each other til it got to the point that i'd turn to one of em and demand a cigarette, walk outside, smoke it and that'd be that.

the time i finally *did* succeed at quitting was likely only because the studio had stopped booking sessions with them in favor of other projects that were more important to the owner...

anyway, the short version of my long-winded point is this: removing as many "trigger" factors as possible = win.

in the meantime, i hope you were vaguely entertained by this pointless story from my past wink
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To be with the one you love sometimes you must make sacrifices. I have put down the lighter and the cancer sticks yet again. Havent had one since midnight thirty. I need to stop anyways I know. The money I save from not smoking will be ridiculous. Every penny will go towards being with the man I love.

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rellkin:
good luck and just remember why you quitting when those cravings hit. Time to test that old saying of love conquers all.
mydogfarted:
Wait until you can actually taste food and smell things again. That is why I don't miss smoking.
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Weekends are so wonderful.

Why can't they last for always???

And I love fresh air
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bepps:
P.S. I love this picture. biggrin

classy_:
ahhh that reminds me of a funny story.

a few years ago a friend and i took my sister and her friend to a weezer/ff concert... and when we got out of the car it smelled like i walked into a bong and i was like "whoa" and my sisters friend asked me what i was whoa-ing at. i asked her if she knew what that smell was, and she proceeded to breathe in deeply and looked at me and said "fresh air?" now anytime i smell weed and am with my sister, i say "mmm fresh air".
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Holy fuckin shit, I'm tired.

It's been one helluva long ass week. Amplified by having to wake up earlier than normal the last couple days. Money is nice and all, but dont ever get sucked into the trap of working two jobs. You will NEVER feel rested. It's draining and I hate it but life goes on eh?

Peedoo's been getting sick all week. It...
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btyjugs:
Sleeppppppppppppppppppppppp!1 sweet dreams!!!!!!!!<3333333333333
sanguine:
are you working the same job as me...cuz i really cant take one more day of these kinda hours....all damn week long....just sitting hear hurts my body... please run away with me????