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I just want to relax this weekend but really I need to get everything prepped for my trip to Canada. Gotta break out the fancy work clothes, make sure it doesnt smell musty from being in the back corner of my closet, iron it, pack everything, worry my brain off, clean the house

blah blah blah blah

Oh and chances are we are getting cut...
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northern:
What is an ISR?

How long is your trip? How are you getting from the airport to Newmarket?

What are you doing on your trip, business-wise? I can't imagine that they would lay you off if they send you on a business trip too.
sharona1881:
good luck on the trip love <3

will you get any time to sightsee? or visit sg friends like drow? biggrin if you do, you need to give him big hugs from me!!! <3
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northern:
Newmarket?

It's a bit north of Toronto. Big suburban kind of place. Hope you can find stuff to eat.
bepps:
I miss you! biggrin

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So I finally know what hotel I will be staying at in Newmarket, Ontario.

I feel a bit better having my passport in hand and knowing I might just see my Lemons and Trix. I'm still worried about food since it's difficult for me to eat out and I wont have a stove. Makes me slightly anxious.

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darkdrow:
Sounds like you may have a full dance card... but if you got a spare night... you lemme know... Its just a three hour drive or so smile I make it all the time for far less interesting things than Tooz so its no prob smile
dreadthis:
just b/c you're sleeping with an SGKC'r doesn't mean you can get into it.... now if you've slept WITH 2..... then maybe.
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Oh look, today is here.

I sure hope something good happens.

Something fun and good.

Right now I'm just sleepy with slightly itchy eyeballs

tongue

I really wanna go see my boyfren or have him come up here. I feel like it's been at least a century since I've seen him. I'm pretty lonely and just wanna cuddle up to him and feel loved again.
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sanguine:
oh tues...i want for you to be happy everyday smile
darkdrow:
Every Drow day starts with war wishes for Tooz smile

Maybe that will make you smile today
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I got my passport when I went to Chicago today YAY!

I'll just not bother with my woes though.
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tubaart:
Well done! I know how hard that can be for you -- sounds like an AWFUL experience, but you did it! Yay you! biggrin
darkdrow:
YAY!!! Tooz is comin to Canuck-town!
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Stress & Money

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My stress will go away once I have my passport in my hand. Money. Well. I think I'm still just going to try my best to do what I can when I can do it. Try to pick up extra hours at the part time job maybe. But I'm sad. I have $2100 coming to me in November....
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skullgrid:
leave it to MDF to focus on the most important part... tongue
murf9980:
Hey my sweetie,

Here is what I have found, STRESS and Money, do what you can. If you can't do anymore, no amount of stressin is going to make it better. Bullet to the head?? NAWWW, Can't afford a bullet, WAY TOO SPENSIVE!!!! So is the gun. SOOOOOOOOOOOO, what to do????? When life throws you curve balls? Just start to DODGE THOSE FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!! smile smile smile Lord knows I have my dear......... Love you lots and wish you ALL THE BEST as always............ kiss kiss kiss
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I'm really struggling. Gramps dies. Canada gets thrown in my face. Now I need $300 for new tires. I couldnt even save money to save my tooth. I'm feeling a little hopeless. Am I supposed to sit back and say "Okay life, keep shitting on me, I know you'll get tired of it eventually"? Is this my payback for enjoying like an entire month or...
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btyjugs:
awe tart face. I swear 09 has been one of the worst......i would be all stupid and positive but all I will say is I am always here for you<3333
skullgrid:
agreed on all counts dear. your format is nice and easy to digest, which is why i ripped it off - and what's the point in writing these things if no one's gonna read em, right?

thanks for your support, too kiss
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It's easy to let stress eat you alive.

You become a better person when you stop letting it.

Even when you have to relearn it every time.

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tubaart:
Amen, sister. smile
tastycorpse666:
Howdy old buddy! How've you been?
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Still dont have details of my trip.

I need to go get my chest dermal taken out but I havent worked up the balls to do it yet. I keep making up excuses.

I'm trying to unstress by eating too much...good idea? I think not.

I've been mean lately. Which makes me feel guilty. Which in turn makes me meaner.

I cant waaaaaaaaaaait to go...
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mydogfarted:
Tooz, you weigh like 10 lbs. Eat more.
northern:
I agree with mydogfarted, I think you can afford to gain a few pounds. I'm not saying lots, but a few will be fine. Besides, once you start your meds, you probably won't need to overeat.

Meds can be wonderful when they work. Hope yours will help a lot.

You haven't been mean to me.... yet. smile Not that I want you to.
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To answer your questions...

I will be somewhere in Ontario. I'm flying into Toronto, but I'm not sure where I'm staying. I'm not even sure if I'll have any free time as I am being sent there for a district meeting for my sales job. It will be good to see my two TM's that are in that region. But I am not very happy...
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rellkin:
thats lamo Tues good luck with getting the passport. don't know labor laws there but look into it you may have a wrongful termination law suit to hold over there head if they try to fire you.
sameenvy:
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apparently i will be somewhere in Canada sept 1-4

color me fucking flusterd

The shitty part is I have to go to an expidite passport center in Chicago to get the passport in time. This means I will miss my morning job. Then I will miss my morning job Sept 1-4. Will the full time job reimburse me for the missed pay for the part...
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lilcupcake:
Ooo ooo where!? why?
trixxx:
When, Where and Why?? I HAVE to get top see you lol, after all these years
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My Son said to me today "Every single person perceives you differently from the next"

What a weird but very true statement. We got into an intense (one of many tonight) conversation about how different people we know perceive us and how we react and play to their perception.

Always good fun to be had at Son's house. I'm going to miss him as much...
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northern:
Random and strange can be good, at least some of the time. Hope whatever happens helps to keep the tears away.
lilcupcake:
kiss