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Thanks you guys blush That was fun!

There is nothing better in the mornin than a chocolate cupcake with vanilla frosting and a vanilla flavored ecofef accompanied by dirty thoughts. Unless you're beppo cuz he'd prolly say a nice big glass of water would be much more refreshing and better for me. beppo is the Mom voice in my head sometimes wink

Dude, it's Friday and that...
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tubaart:
I have no doubt your fine ass could turn me into a "zombie-ish, drooling, no brainer", but would anyone be able to tell the difference? whatever

kiss
skullgrid:
word to the wise: i'm ALREADY a zombie-ish, drooling, no brainer... SO BRING ON THE BUTTOX!!!!! wink
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I'm sitting here doing my work, listening to music like Cake, Weezer, and Modest Mouse. I realize as I'm doing this...I have a relaxed smile on my face. I notice I feel at peace and happy. I still do at this moment. I am cherishing it while it lasts.

I know this might sound bad but I'm shocked to feel this way sober.

Okay so...
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tubaart:
Delightful! kiss
dookiejeans:
prospective
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So I'm obviously having a rough week and now I can't pee. It's fun. I stayed home yesterday cuz I'm just soooo fucking uncomfortable. I was wallowing in a pity party, which is absolutely my least favorite thing to do so I was trying to keep myself occupied at home. I figured it'd be a good time to have a paper shredding party. So I...
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skullgrid:
hahahahaha. awesome smile
lilcupcake:
OMG lmao sounds like fun!
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I have to go the doctor between jobs.

Please send me good thoughts today...not cuz I have a major health issue here don't worry. I just am feeling down and out and a bit beat up. I could really use some help here.

Yup, I said it. I need help.
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dookiejeans:
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hatter_:
awwwww *hugs*
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My life just took a fucked up potential turn for the worse.

Maybe I dont just need rent money. It's looking like I might need a new job.

frown puke blackeyed frown

I should know sometime between next week and the end of December.

I feel like a complete failure.
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sanguine:
i say...be like sista creep!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lilcali:
Sending you good thoughts. You are not a failure!! I hope everything works out.
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I just cant win with money.

I am $200 short for rent and only have a week to figure out how I'm gonna come up with it.

This whole working two jobs and still coming up short for money is disheartening to say the least.
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leib_:
<3 best of luck.
dookiejeans:
BROKE SUX frown but it doesnt keep the sun from comin up smile
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There's nothing like a scalding hot shower to wash the pain of the weekend away.

Actually minus the asshole, I had a great weekend. And I slept almost 11 hours last night. Weird thing is I feel just as tired as when I sleep 5 hours. I think I just cant wake up when it's still dark out.

I'm really hoping next month I will...
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skullgrid:
mmmm hot showers smile
mydogfarted:
ecofef?
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Last night I found out one of my supposed closest friends got married. I had no idea until after the ceremony. When I heard I texted him and asked if it was true. His reply:

"Yeah. Id a invited you but Joe (exhubby) was standing up in the wedding"

And I realized I will never live my divorce down here. My feelings will never be...
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skullgrid:
that is so lame hun frown

i'm sorry... but the truth is... you (and all of us, really) deserve better friends than that
lilcupcake:
frown I am sorry hun frown that really sucks.... *HUGS*
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Hey look, it's today.

How bout that.
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bepps:
And thank fucking god for that. I mean, had I woken up and it were 3 years ago, man would I be bummed. I'd be like "Dude! I just fucking already lived those 3 years god damn it! We're fucking going backwards here!"

But I gotta say, I would love it if I were to wake up and it was 80 years from now. There'll be awesome advances in medical science and a lot of diseases will be cured. Probably even dairy intolerance. I mean sure everyone I know and love would be old and dead, but I'm sure I'd make new friends. And they could have cheeeeeeeeeeese. biggrin
lilcupcake:
kiss Yep, yes it is today. Do something awesome with it kiss
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I'm in desperate need of a comforter. I dont have any heavy blankets anymore. I have a fuzzy sheet thickness blanket and an afghan and it's just not cutting it. I hardly slept thanks to freezing my ass off all night.

In other news, work has been crazy busy. The full time job that is. I felt drained yet satisfied when I have left each...
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skullgrid:
internet addictions can be hard to curb when so many of your friends live in it... good luck tho smile
bepps:
Just get an electric blanket. They're like $25 er something. Decent comforters are like four times the price.

That's awesome that you're finally in a position where you can do stuff locally instead of relying solely on online stimulation. biggrin
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Yeah. You're all totally right. Taking action has commenced today.

Now I'm gonna sleep....I stayed up way too late hehe
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skullgrid:
mmmmm, sleep. i can haz some?

<333333
rellkin:
may your actions bare the desired fruit!
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I gotta stop fuckin off and whining. Time to start fixing things.

I don't know why I insist on making myself miserable.
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tez:
Tough love wink

You know you can do this! You can do anything.
grapecrush:
<3 Let me know if there is anything I can do to help!