All the warning signs of the breakup with me and my ex were there... i read through pages of me going on and on about unhappy I was. Why didn't he see that? Why didn't I end it sooner than I did? Was I afraid to be alone? Afraid that I needed someone?
Maybe it's blurry because in a relationship you're trying to satisfy some emotional needs while also trying to suppress your emotions in the interest of doing what's right and it's hard to tell when to properly apply suppression or assert feelings? You're not talking about your current BF here, are you? Still have a 1 year anniversary coming up?
Still have the one year. THis blog was from over a year ago... I just feel like was a coward with the other guy... and I thought I was better than that!
then maybe; if you choose to weather this one alone,and you don't want them to know, then go ahead. however, if you think that by doing this thing you'll hurt your parents, then tell them.
Withdrawing as in dropping a class or dropping out of college? I've been really bad about getting homework done this semester. I've always been a procrastinator, but this has been ridiculous, even for me. And doesn't it always seem like you can look around and assume that everyone else is doing better than you? Not just in school, but in everything? That's how I feel.
oh b I hope you start to feel better, if you ever need to talk im a great listener.....i hope you have a good night sweets, and I hope that everything works out for you, i went to therapy for awhile but my therapist was shit....have you ever thought of joining the girls group on here, its where i go to tear my hair out at times....annonymously.....well i hope you have a goodnight and i hope you feel better... *big warm hugssss*
