what the hell was i thinking when i made sleep disk number whatever the hell number it is of the 6? i made these disks before the first time chris came to ohio...to sleep to becuz he liked to sleep to music. you'd think id put in mellow lovey dovey songs right? so why the hell is this disk i had on a complete sob...
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captain_deez:
Thanks for the ideas!
lenore:
James always tries to make out with me everytime I fucking see him! Jimmy actually got as far as ramming his tongue down my throat...well I didn't really try to stop him, though. If you see James some time soon, tell him Bryna (pronounced: 'brinna') says YO!
well i woke up at 10 to my alarm and it didn't feel like i slept at all. i went upstairs and brushed my teeth. then i went back to bed. i said for an hour but i slept till 12:30 cuz my dad woke me up. i didn't want to get up but i had stuff to do so i thought i should. i...
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mara1:
I cop once pulled my over and asked if I had any corpses in my trunk. I hope he wasn't refering to the smell. 
My favorite simpson's quote is "God bless this rockethouse and all who dwell within this rockethouse."
My favorite simpson's quote is "God bless this rockethouse and all who dwell within this rockethouse."
mara1:
Have you read Akbar and Jeff? It's the best.
i don't know if i'm going to go any where today. i still haven't unpacked. i'm out of cigarettes already. i find it odd that Tiny Toons used the word vouyeristic.
i still miss chris terribly. i fight all urges to call him. its weird becuz for the longest time i could talk to him face to face any time i wanted and now i...
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i still miss chris terribly. i fight all urges to call him. its weird becuz for the longest time i could talk to him face to face any time i wanted and now i...
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impulsive:
cat dog is the worse cartoon? have you seen an episode of captain planet?
animatedmanequin:
You can never be too pale..
<3
<3
i take a bath
i try to read
it doesnt feel right
i lay in my bed
i put on music
it doesn't feel right
and then home comes over my stereo. i listen to the words. i know i dont want to be here. i don't belong here. i don't belong anywhere. where i want to be im not wanted. i cant be. it...
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i try to read
it doesnt feel right
i lay in my bed
i put on music
it doesn't feel right
and then home comes over my stereo. i listen to the words. i know i dont want to be here. i don't belong here. i don't belong anywhere. where i want to be im not wanted. i cant be. it...
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halox29290:
*3day hug*, no charge
misha9999999:
mira came to cleveland last year and I went to see them
all exited (because they're awesome) and there were like
15 people in the club. I felt quite disgusted with this town
afterwards...
all exited (because they're awesome) and there were like
15 people in the club. I felt quite disgusted with this town
afterwards...
i can't sleep becuz i can't cry
i find it odd that i can't cry. shouldn't i be? shouldn't i be blubbering into my pillow about how my life is horrible without chris? how i'm completely miserable and i hate it here and everyone here and i'd rather be dead than feel like this? i haven't been able to cry since chris told me not...
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i find it odd that i can't cry. shouldn't i be? shouldn't i be blubbering into my pillow about how my life is horrible without chris? how i'm completely miserable and i hate it here and everyone here and i'd rather be dead than feel like this? i haven't been able to cry since chris told me not...
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You Wake Up At LAX
We woke up early. Chris didn't sleep at all. extra bags cost 80 dollars each. i have no money what so ever. leaving chris was hard. he asked me not to cry. i teared up but i didn't. i kept my mind off everything by reading. it took forever for my plane.
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We woke up early. Chris didn't sleep at all. extra bags cost 80 dollars each. i have no money what so ever. leaving chris was hard. he asked me not to cry. i teared up but i didn't. i kept my mind off everything by reading. it took forever for my plane.
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blackjackdrac:
i was/am only playing with you.I took my time out,so can I play with the rest of the class now?
impulsive:
Randomly came across your page here.
In spite of the entry being a shitty experience, you express yourself through writing very well, and I enjoyed reading it.
In spite of the entry being a shitty experience, you express yourself through writing very well, and I enjoyed reading it.
well i'm all done packing. i did it ok. didn't break down. didn't start crying. i was actually ok. and well i am looking forward to some things about being back in ohio. i did miss my friends a lot. i really missed driving and my bed and my room. not to be conceited or anything but i have the coolest room ever. i hated...
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pixilated101:
You have one of the best fantasies that I have read.
drive by journal entry........
Ronnie
drive by journal entry........
Ronnie
zombieshark:
my old room was wicked cool too.. now i live with 2 horrors for roommates and i loathe everything.. ugh.
maybe i should move home.
maybe i should move home.
and so it's here. my last day in california. tomorrow morning, i'll wake up, put my bags in the car and be out of here forever. well maybe not forever...in friendly talk chris said i could come back and visit someday and we could actually go see the sites around here...other than the airport.
my tummy's all fucked up today. it's hurty and making funny...
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minsc_and_boo:
anything i may say right now probably wouldn't make you feel better . hope you feel better at least
chris is going to send me my cookies after they come in. that's like the sweetest thing i've ever heard. he should freeze them first. 
next question to ponder...why the hell is it that the neighbors have actually started talking to me now that i'm moving?
im so bad though. i got chris in trouble again. i didn't do the dishes last night on my...
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next question to ponder...why the hell is it that the neighbors have actually started talking to me now that i'm moving?
im so bad though. i got chris in trouble again. i didn't do the dishes last night on my...
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cereal_killer:
all of my neighbors are older and/or have kids.
so i'm kinda glad they don't talk to me.
weird that yours would start talking only now that you are moving out.
hey! what kinda cookies did you get? you mentioned freezing them... no chance they are thin mints are they? they are my favorite, but only frozen. If they are could I have one? I forgot to order some this year. 
woohoo! the theif of always is awesome!
so i'm kinda glad they don't talk to me.
weird that yours would start talking only now that you are moving out.
hey! what kinda cookies did you get? you mentioned freezing them... no chance they are thin mints are they? they are my favorite, but only frozen. If they are could I have one?
I forgot to order some this year.
woohoo! the theif of always is awesome!
_v_:
yeah
my neighbors just play really bad techno
my neighbors just play really bad techno
ok so last night i called up Reaux and asked if she wanted to go to coffee. She was out with Tal and their friends but she asked them to take her home and she came over to get me. Chris' parents were a bit weird towards me. i was ignored for the most part. other than ashley saying "missy are you leaving tomorrow?" no...
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there i was eating my pizza...yes im actually eating...who's proud of me...and enjoying family fued when war crap came on every channel. how much i don't care about any of it. at all. call me callous i just don't give a shit. i would rather watch meaningless dribble of game shows eating the pizza i bought with money i don't have. which brings me to...
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ok so im feeling a lot better now. i still haven't got a hold of my cousin aime to tell her the news which will probably be upsetting but as for now i feel ok. the need to puke feeling has disapated a few notches. still there but im not as close to throwing up as i felt before. ive been listening to all the...
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roamingaround:
Your poem was "bad" in the bestest way.... 
gstrife:
its all true ahh, Kevin Smith fan, that makes you my friend i'll keep in touch...you care if strangers IM you?
ahh, Kevin Smith fan, that makes you my friend i'll keep in touch...you care if strangers IM you? 