im feeling better. stupid lapses. i need a total eclipse of the heart. hehe. time to listen to happy songs. i completely forgot that i'm supposed to be learning the noises to rock lobster. tomorrow i have to sing it! ahhh! im gonna have to get good and drunk to go up on stage. and i think im gonna dress all cute for the bar...
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things aren't getting better. they're just getting worse. read my diary for more info. i know it's over but it still hurts. why does he get to move on with someone else and i have to wallow in this misery? its just not fair. the only thing i can do is try to pretend im ok. the only thing i can do is cry myself...
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misha9999999:
poor child... some day you will thank god that this happened.
and you will be much much happier...
and you will be much much happier...
d:
via misha's journal...
you need to come to Pgh...you would definitely be one of those girls...you just have to go to the right places.
-D
p.s. I know how you feel...I went into reclusion for about 3 weeks after my most recent. I cried all day so I could not cry myself to sleep...I used other means to try and sleep and when those wore off...I used more.
take care.
you need to come to Pgh...you would definitely be one of those girls...you just have to go to the right places.
-D
p.s. I know how you feel...I went into reclusion for about 3 weeks after my most recent. I cried all day so I could not cry myself to sleep...I used other means to try and sleep and when those wore off...I used more.
take care.
the funeral was bad. of course betty didnt even look like betty. i hate that. i think it's all just a waste. i don't want to have a funeral. i think when i die im going to make it part of my will or some shit...last wish...that i don't have a funeral. just put me in the ground or burn me to ashes and get...
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gstrife:
i know exactly how you feel...i've lost a lot over the years...some things were taken, some were given away...but all are missed...i try not to look back, but that makes me callous and cold, and i don't want myself to turn into that kind of person...so i let it out when nobodys looking...
mirkwoodmaiden:
i want to be cfremated. funerals are pointless. and gettiing depressed isnt gonna bring the loved one back. dont be sad they are gone celebrate and cherish the time you had together. if you do that they live on in you.
i feel like shit. my head hurts and my stomach hurts and i just want to go lay down but i cant. i have to go to the funeral. i hate funerals. im wearing black underwear in honor of the occasion. i think i actually have a hangover. i havent had one of those in years. i usually never have them. i dont know what...
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littledeadkid:
thank you ive asked that question for a while and no one can ever answer it
_sarah_:
I don't like funerals, either. They just seem so...final. I'd rather remember the person as they were, or have a happy get together to celebrate their LIFE.
i went to the ville. i got drunk. the first person i ran into was my friends from high school. 9th grade to be exact. i hadnt seen them in forever. jonathan and brooke were no where to be found. who wants to bet they went back to his house? huh huh? so i ended up hanging out with sarah, amy, and melissa all night....
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lackadaisiac:
That guy was me, AND I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP!
i didnt get lost today. this is a good thing. i did have a talking to in the office before i started though. apperantly some one told mike i was a lil heavy on the gas pedal and he told me just to watch out...if i get a ticket within 30 days im out...which is suchhhh bullshit cuz lou hasn't worked for very long at...
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holdensolo:
We really need to help poor Nick.
holdensolo:
Well one of those vibrator thingies will probably help a lot.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh bad day. need beer. no beer till tomorrow. worse day.
ok why is it that whenever you're late or need to be somewhere by a certain time everyone else turns into the worst fucking driver EVER. it was driving me crazy. if it wasn't one thing it was another. i guess i should get on with it.
ok so i wake up. i call...
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ok why is it that whenever you're late or need to be somewhere by a certain time everyone else turns into the worst fucking driver EVER. it was driving me crazy. if it wasn't one thing it was another. i guess i should get on with it.
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singbluesilver:
I had a decent day, but after reading about yours...I had a fantastic day! As a side effect, I'm now tired after hearing about your day.....and yes Fuck the Post Office!
tofubot:
and now you have tape all over your face
lou was late getting to work. i only clocked in with a minute to spare. it sucks not having all the car keys yet. we had 2 calls right away. nothing big. i talked to dispatch for the first time today. i feel so important. haha. i drove today. lou was going to but i took the key from him. dork. we didnt have anything...
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misha9999999:
thank you for the bday wishes!
get one of them Chinese ones, they're submissive...
get one of them Chinese ones, they're submissive...
kipirate:
You gotta find some new bars then. 
Just wait until spring and go to Cedar Point or one of the Islands, lots and lots of nice, smart, and cute (so I'm told) foreign boys to meet. Just pick one and take him home with you, you will save a ton in postage.
Just wait until spring and go to Cedar Point or one of the Islands, lots and lots of nice, smart, and cute (so I'm told) foreign boys to meet. Just pick one and take him home with you, you will save a ton in postage.
so ends another work day. it wasn't so bad...but it did end on a sour note. it wasnt all that great becuz it got really fucking cold and starting snowing...again. how can it go from 78 to 28 in 2 days??? explain this to me. lousy smarch weather. today i rode in the frog with albert. hes a nice guy...though i think he may like...
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cereal_killer:
not to seem weird, but if you want to go to the SG Toronto Prom my girl and I are going and if you could make it to say Buffalo, or maybe we could make other arrangements you could ride up with us. Another possibiltiy is my father is from Westfield NY just North of Erie PA and he might be willing to drive you up from Westfield to Buffalo to meet us somewhere if I fib and say we are old friends from college. Let me know if you are really interested in going and I'll hold one spot in the car open for you until I hear different. Just thought I'd extend the invite. 
Let me know if you are really interested in going and I'll hold one spot in the car open for you until I hear different. Just thought I'd extend the invite.
kipirate:
I take offense at that comment about Ohio boys.
I suck very well, all the girls say so. ;-)
And yes, the weather has blown a lot lately.
I suck very well, all the girls say so. ;-)
And yes, the weather has blown a lot lately.
another 8 hours. a new route to learn. today i ride with albert. i wonder what kind of crap rock hes going to make me listen to? and what do you wanna bet laura's gonna try to set me up with him next. blah blah blah. why the hell are the young guys at work so gawd damn ugly? ahh at least jonathan said last...
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tofubot:
oh yeah.. you think you have problems?
think about planairians.. they don't even date
think about planairians.. they don't even date
i:
i like crap rock.
oh yea drinking is good. im nice and swimming in my mind right now. so heres how the night went. i called john cuz he asked if we could do something on my day off. he was asleep...but he ended up calling back later. we decided to watch a movie. so i picked him up but we couldn't find anything at the store so we...
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minsc_and_boo:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
and if you watch teh beginning of Resevior Dogs you can learn the meaning of like a virgin as well
and if you watch teh beginning of Resevior Dogs you can learn the meaning of like a virgin as well
minsc_and_boo:
a classic of all time
movie making at it's finest
movie making at it's finest
how sad is that only 3 people including me have kill hannah listed as one of their favorite bands. atleast more than 50 people had mindless self indulgence listed. thats a good thing i suppose.
i got only 2 of my errands done today. go the bank...check. get my hair cut...check. clean out my car...i can't its raining. its going to have to continue smelling...
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i got only 2 of my errands done today. go the bank...check. get my hair cut...check. clean out my car...i can't its raining. its going to have to continue smelling...
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martini2:
then again i kinda like it like that.
you look ummmmm sassy or something along those lines.
you look ummmmm sassy or something along those lines.
krankor:
hey my bday is i be dammed
no i just thought it was neat that some one like that god awful band as much as i do
later krankor
no i just thought it was neat that some one like that god awful band as much as i do
later krankor
kickass
Have fun...
-D