Tuesday Aug 19, 2003

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yeah so i changed my name
i was sick of being me
if anyone knows why i chose rags, they will have my eternal love.

ill choo choo choose you kiss
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hopesfall:
why rags yo?
crazydasaint:
Yikes, you and I have the same birthday!

Tuesday Aug 19, 2003

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i cannot believe im still awake
im not really too tired either.
im constantly bored out of my mind. its only day 3!
i better find something to do quick or this suspension will kill me.

i dont know what to do about boys. i think i may just give up entirely. im so fucking sick of being alone. anyone i want i cant have....
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stirfry:
kiss
jasonxstar:
muah!
days will come like lightning if you wait
rockon

Monday Aug 18, 2003

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all i want for my birthday is to be with jason
id do anything to have him
and i cant do a damn thing
its like the saddest fucking thing ever.
nothing i think of works.
i hate the internet.
it just makes me sad
and makes me really want a cigarette.
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pr0ject605:
damn you're quick on the reply wink Like I said I'll see what I can do. But if I can't make it, I'll make it up to you at the Halloween party smile
pr0ject605:
hmmmmmmmmmmm... you give good incentive to try harder smile

Monday Aug 18, 2003

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theres one lonely cigarette sitting on the side of the moniter. its taunting me. i want to devour it. but i cant. i promised. surreal
isaiah:
ah, smoke it! you know you want to.....

Monday Aug 18, 2003

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Consecutive days & plain afternoons
the things in life
they pass the time
while those all around are bored
though we come down in real demise
trek through all of the feelings with no tears in eyes
kept fear veiled so it hides
life's never forced or dry
so theres nothing in side me
I just seem alive
jrewing:
hey hey, woo hoo, i'm back i'm back!biggrin
hows you?
jrewing:
i got lost in a sea of internet jargon and bullshit from the phone company.
i have been fighting hand to hand with them for months now trying to get my bitch ass internet working! and finally the moment of truth, where i overcame all odds and kicked them till they gave it to me.....
and i moved house xbiggrin

Sunday Aug 17, 2003

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ive found i miss cigarettes the most while working midnight shift. i just keep thinking about having one. i really have no will power. im surprised i lasted this long. i think if id find out that mr j smokes one cig im so gonna go buy a pack. but he hasnt yet so im safe.
my backup driver lied to me today. i had...
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pr0ject605:
evadnig the cops? I do that every time I drive, but I'm not sure if it's for the same reason... Spill da beans sister, why you evading?
citrus:
cigarettes are easy to miss under certain circumstances, but stay strong... ya know...
don't make it a habit of breaking down. it's just a suggestion.
i smoked one cigarette while i was on vacation... i couldn't help myself. cigar smoke all around, a full belly and a woozy head. i couldn't stand it any longer!!! wink
but i don't feel guilty for just one in a week, somehow... and i'm still coughing up the nastiness that's coated my lungs for too many years.
nasty good stuff.
hang tough, yo.

and the pondering is good for us, methinks.
it was really just a great experience. changed me, though i'm still who i be, right?

Friday Aug 15, 2003

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so yeah. good news
i went to court this morning for my citation. it was thrown out! the code was written incorrectly so the judge had no choice but to dismiss it. rock on! im so thrilled. no fine no court costs. no sky rocking insurance payments. oh this is SUCH a good thing. i kinda have this inkling that the cop did it on...
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crazygrrl:
That is wonderful news! Congrats!

What, exactly, is pisoli?? And when will we do another dinner outing for SGOhio?
alisa:
you must be incredibly happy. i know i am for you. i just started my job but i'm going to try and talk my boss into going with me since we're good friends. and he has a car. and then we could both go and party and i would get the day off for sure. either way i'm going in on monday and i'm putting in my request to have it off. that and the halloween party weekend.

party~~party~~paryt~~ i can't wait.

thank you again for all your love on my threads about going pink. you so rock
kiss

Thursday Aug 14, 2003

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eh back to work for 3 days and im already looking forward to my suspension. do i hate working that much? i guess i do.
tomorrow i go to court. ive never been to court. this should be interesting.
i have to wake up really early. i should probably wear a skirt. eh.
why the hell did mr j and i decide to quit smoking...
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Wednesday Aug 13, 2003

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gpk and i have decided to quit smoking. for real this time. we made this lil bet. if we smoke after we finish the packs we have we're never allowed to meet eachother. and since i think mr j is a fucking awesome guy...this tatic should work.
my drastic thing is done...but im still not really telling what it is. lets just say it involves...
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eyeballkid:
Use the patch baby...It worked for me. And I smoked for 8 years.
eachdawnidie:
eh...what can ya do...

Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

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im thinking of doing something drastic. wink
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tatum:
Well I guess we are going to Cedar Point Thursday. We just now got everything worked out, we're kinda last minute people tongue That's probably not enough time for you to go though but I'm most definitely going to come next summer!
tadzi:
youre not going to shoot me are yuo?
damn.

Monday Aug 11, 2003

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what a fucking great day this is. let me tell you. i had to go in to see the boss today. hes back from vacation. i knew i would becuz of the accident. little did i know i was going to have my ass handed to me. my boss belittled me so fucking much it was insane. repeated remarks about how im immature, his 9...
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crazygrrl:
Whenever you think things couldn't get worse, that usually means they are on their way to getting better.

I agree with everyone above - your boss is a complete tool who doesn't have any business being a boss in the first place. And many people would miss your smiling face; don't ever think that they won't. You're not a fuck up. You're a compassionate, kind human being with lots of aptitude for anything you put your mind to. kiss
mattthegoon:
this may not be as easy as it sounds...but are you thinking about getting a new job. you should always look for something better, unless you are completely happy where you are...and it sounds like your job sucks.

Sunday Aug 10, 2003

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mushroom head covered the white stripes. does anyone else find this disturbingly hilarious?
i didnt have far enough beer.
i saw far too many people i didnt want to.
i didnt find the people i wanted to find.
but fun was still had.
now what shall i do with my other days off?
hmmm.
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amitabha:
:confused: smoke acid!
spikybluegirl:
*driveby humping!!!*
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