mistressmissy

its 7 in the am. i have to be up at 8:30 in the am.
heh.
yeah.

after 2 days of hand stitching, my fingers are sore. BUT its officially a dress. its not finished yet but it will be. and i have 3 more days to do everything.
wish me luck

when i was watching tv (ok i was watching radio free roscoe. i have a thing for teenage canadian mellow drama) last night they were having a pageant and they asked if you could relive one moment of your life, what would it be and why?
and i thought about this. there's so many things you could choose. things to block out pain. things that...
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i have purple fingers

right now i hate my life.
i hate ohio.
i hate my family.
i hate a lot of things.
did you ever just want to run away?
i do.
i'd also like to ram my car into a big tree.
do you ever feel like nothing you do matters?
and no matter what you do, or how hard you try, it just goes unappreciated?
im...
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*yawn*
another lazy morning in michigan.
evan is at work. hell be back btween 1 & 2. i have stuff i can do until then...but i dont feel like it just yet.
this visit has had its ups and downs already...but everything is fine. everything is good. im never happier than when im here.
i fiinally got to give evan's mom her birthday present. she...
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crazy. i think im more excited and antsy about going to see evan this weekend than i was the very first time i went. we've seen eachother a handful of times since then as well...and im still so very eager for it to be saturday already. we dont have any plans at all. im not planning on cooking or anything either. but i cant wait...
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im all sickly. its not fun.

last night i had dream that i threw up so much it filled the bath tub so my mom called me off school. then i woke up and realized no matter how shitty i felt i still had to go to work. being a grown up sucks.
its finally my weekend. i think ill sleep right through it.

today i bought shoes
today was a good day