mirima

Hunting zombies is a tough job. There's a lot of thought process involved. In my group, I'm in charge of weaponry, which means coming up with new and productive ways of killing these fuckers. I usually spend most of my days finding new materials to make weapons for my team. These things could come around at any time, so we have to be vigilent, and...
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So here stands my life at the moment....

I'm still having the most severe side effects to my new meds, but thats ok, cause i see the doc tomorrow. Its weird, whenever I get put on anti depressants, I always get the worst and rarest side effects. Anyway, so I'm suffering from these side effects, which include, muscle and joint stiffness and pain, dizziness, drowsiness,...
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She never saw it coming
Never felt the bloody knife a nearing.
Heard the muffled cry,
Heard her moan and die,
Never once wondering why.

I heard they locked her up
Denying her the goodies of what she took.
She broke all hopes of ever getting out
And lied through teeth that gripped onto the night.

She tasted like death
Taking everything I ever loved....
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Shoes....omg, shoes!

So, at the moment my life is pretty damn filled with shit...but the good kinda shit.
At this point, I have about five rehearsals a week, if not more. I am in two choirs, one church choir, and a major city choir. I switched church choirs, to a more fun, gay friendly church choir, because number one, I hate working with people who constantly have...
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So....
Life...yeah...its kinda...
uneventful.

I like freaking people out. I have discovered life is so much more interesting when I'm not censoring myself. I won't use descretion for anyone. I just don't give a shit about what people think about me anymore.....

And yes, I'm just spilling shit out into my blog for no aparent reason. Just to update it...with pure nothingness.

I just got out of the hospital yesterday. I was in a mental hospital for six days. It was interesting, and most certainly not my first time, but now I'm speeding on meds, and just trying to become stable at this point. Gave my bosses a doctor's note today....they looked at me like I was going to go postal. I think people are intimidated by...
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Wow....its been a while.
I'm alive...not sure if thats a good thing.
The pain is back...to stay for awhile, I fear.
Hope all is well with everyone else.

So...these are some updates....
My computer died, so I haven't really been online much, which sucks. I've had no recent luck in the dating world, emily continues to be a fucking cunt, I'm overloaded with rehearsals for the next half of the year, my friends keep disappearing on me, I hurt my back, and I feel like I'm close to losing my job, my family...
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Why do I fall in love with every amazing girl who sends me the slightest bit of interest?

So...the new year is looking pretty good so far.
I am auditioning for the Springfield Symphony Orchestra next week, rehearsals for Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat are starting soon, I'm still doing the church choir thing, and I've been asked this past weekend to join a Morris group..I think I spelled that wrong, but its a dancing group...pretty folky, with bells and sticks.
My...
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