mirima

I am neck deep in production right now, for Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat. Its spectacularly cheesy, but utter fun! Oh the fun stressful times that lay ahead of me, and I still have to wake up at five am to go to work. Le sigh...
Does the fun ever stop?

is it ok to be gay, and have feelings for your best friend....who happens to be a man?

its all so confusing, and i hate feeling this way. he's got a new lady in his life, and i'm torn between who i am, and who i think i want. i know i don't want to be with him...maybe its just the jealousy making me confused....
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"Are you looking forward to Christmas? Oh no, its a tumor!" -Drawn Together

So....no takers for "Smells Like Whore" then, huh? Just kidding.
I have seven performances next month, and have a ridiculous amount of rehearsals to prepare for those performances. I'm also getting a second job...just waiting to hear from Panera Bread for my second interview. Hopefully I get this job, and its right accross the street from where I work now, so it would be very...
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I wanna start a band, called "Smells Like Whore". I came up with the name as my friend and I were passing and Abacrombie and Fitch (and I think I spelled the name wrong). Anyway, my friend was telliing me that he and his sister boast that even a blind man could find that store, because of its booming bass. And I added that it...
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Such a lonely day,
and its mine...
the most loneliest day of my life.
Such a lonely day,
should be banned.
Its a day that I can't stand.
The most loneliest day of my life!!!
-System of a Down

I hate girl drama!
Like, why do girls, like guys, make excuses when you give them a number, and they never call? Is that typical among women? I'm confused. I thought after coming out, dating women would be so much better....however, its not. And I can't go back to the opposite sex....cause I don't find men attractive. There's no winning when it comes to love!

The other night was heaven, pure bliss. We held each other, she kissed the tears away, and I felll asleep in her arms. I awoke to her holding me again, and we gave each other the promise of love, the promise of tomorrow. She's everything I could ever want and more. When did I become so lucky? When did people suddenly start loving me? Its...
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My uncle commited suicide last night....my mother walks around in a daze, my step father doesn't know what he can do.
My sister and I haven't felt the initial shock yet, and thus I've been a zombie.
Not sure what to do about this horrid shock.

Rest in peace, dear Uncle Joe!

"I think I'll wait another year, it'll be the best year ever.
You bring the smokes, I'll bring the beer!
I think I'll wait another year......"
-Amanda Palmer