I honestly dont know where to start. I dont even know the root of my problems. The issues spinning inside my head make it difficult to concentrate on any one thing. I spent so long hiding from the rest of the world. Its not like Im pretending to be something Im not, its just that I dont feel it entirely necessary to let the world...
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D&D last night was totally epic! We had a costume party, and special Halloween addition of D&D. Steve has been thinking and planning for two weeks now so that we could do this. It was so awesome, we couldn't finish it last night, so we're planning on finishing it tonight. Also, our tiny character figurines came in. I got a human, even though I'm a...
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niobe:
Looks like a lot of fun was had by all. 
Looks like a lot of fun was had by all. 
ultimatelewser:
Doctor Insano? 
This morning I woke up at six, cause my insomnia woke me up early, and I thought I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. My doctor won't refill my meds, so I demanded I see him next week so I can get my fucking meds. Its been over three weeks since I've had a good nights sleep. My sister decided to stay home...
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niobe:
Is your name Alexander? *hugs*
the_libertine:
Breathe, sweetie. This will pass... it will. It may not feel like it but it will. Sooner rather than later. Just hang on and try to get through.
*hugs*
*hugs*
Ok...I'll admit it. I'll admit everything.
I'm jealous of my amazing friends. I'm jealous of my best friend's girlfriend...she got the best guy there is. I always wished he loved me like I loved him. I'm jealous of my other best friend...cause she's amazing, and beautiful, and everyone loves her...and I wish she loved me like I love her. I always fall for my best...
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I'm jealous of my amazing friends. I'm jealous of my best friend's girlfriend...she got the best guy there is. I always wished he loved me like I loved him. I'm jealous of my other best friend...cause she's amazing, and beautiful, and everyone loves her...and I wish she loved me like I love her. I always fall for my best...
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mydogfarted:
I was scared like that too. I'm still scare of khoos getting fed up with my mental instability, taking the girls and moving back to Canada. I feel like I'd deserve it too. But something buried deep inside under all that fear, there is something that tells me she's not. If you're that afraid, there is no need to fall for him. Just stumble towards him and see if he catches you.
giggles:
hug
Anyone know of any quick, cheap, and easy creative costumes I could put together before Saturday? I'm kinda in a jam, I waited till the last minute to think of something, and now I have nothing to wear to the Halloween party on Saturday. Someone please give me some ideas! Thanks.
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giggles:
a care bear or an animal useing a sweat suit with a hoodie
losty:
No problems, babelicious. Sometimes we just need to let things out. It's the healthiest option.
EXHALE the negative.
INHALE the postive.
EXHALE the negative.
INHALE the postive.
I feel the need to do something musical or creative. I feel the need to learn something new. I feel the need to start a new project. I feel the need to get in touch with old friends. I feel the need to start a new chapter in my life. I feel the need to take a leap of faith. I feel the need to...
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niobe:
Getting involved in new hobbies is always fun.
giggles:
i'd like to learn a instrument
I'm done trying. I have no confidence in human existence anymore. I was perfectly content having no emotion whatsoever, and replacing love with meaningless sex. Then this guy comes a long...and you should know, I told myself I'd never fall for another man, or ever be in another relationship...and this guy comes along, and opens my heart, breaks down my walls, and makes me feel...
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giggles:
hug
I like it next to the bookcase.
niobe:
Any good books?
giggles:
i like it in my closet
Is it so bad to just want a normal life?
giggles:
no
losty:
Definitely not. I crave that too darling.
I'm sick of being confused and hurt. So many people like me, and I feel for some, most not so much. I just wish my life wasn't so complicated. I wish I could just like one person, and be done with it. I know where my heart is leading me, but my head tells me it makes no sense, and to go for what does...
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giggles:
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aj_da_freak:
I went through a lot of the same emotions last summer that you ar going through. It took me to hit bottomn before I could reealize what was important in life and what I could attain. While I have no sage advice for you all I can say is it helped for me to find the simple pleasures that life could offer and focus on them. It seemed once I did that and I stopped worrying about everything else I couldn't control, life once again fell into place. You have a beautiful smile, keep moving forward.
Why does everything go wrong at once? Lost my job, he's not coming to visit anymore, I've never felt so alone. I want to lay down and give up. I can't take this anymore.
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losty:
Lay down for a nap and then get back up. You cannot give up on yourself. You can make your own happiness.
Letter from Canada make you feel better?
Letter from Canada make you feel better?
metalphilia:
I understand that completely... I really do hope you start to feel better, dear. *hugs*
These past couple of days have sucked....so fucking much, I dearly want to kill myself.
Monday: Woke up fifteen minutes before I had to be at work, cause my alarm didn't go off. I had to get a ride. And later, had to walk home in the rain. While at work, I got reprimanded for asking too many questions. I just got a transfer, and...
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Monday: Woke up fifteen minutes before I had to be at work, cause my alarm didn't go off. I had to get a ride. And later, had to walk home in the rain. While at work, I got reprimanded for asking too many questions. I just got a transfer, and...
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giggles:
hug
Sex and love are two separate things. Sex is fun and should be enjoyed. There is no need for bringing emotion into it. Once people realize that, the world will be a little better place to live.