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My Nanie, Alice Virginia Grasselli, died this evening, a little before nine. As of Sunday this past weekend, she was unresponsive, and refused to eat or drink. She didn't want any more hospitalizations, and just wanted to go. She was tired of fighting. My family and I visited her on Monday night. We watched her sleep, peacefully, or so we hoped. She was on morphine...
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mydogfarted:
People know when it isn't worth them fighting any more. She knew her end was near and chose how she wanted to go.
giggles:
hug
I wanna girl I can talk dirty with...
Any takers?
Any takers?
itybitytitysmidg:
ooo ooo try me
mydogfarted:
Sorry. I lack the requisite vagina, and I suck at dirty talk.
NaNoWriMo seems to be going great so far. Yeah, I got a late start, but I'm getting there. I need to make it up to 50,000 words by the end of the month. So, if I write 1,801 words a day, I should be fine. Although, I am planning on going to visit Brian in NY at the end of the month, so that may...
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giggles:
you can do it
I'm attempting NaNoWriMo (national novel writing month). I am going to try to write a novel in a month. Wish me luck!
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tupelo_:
I did that a couple years ago and while it was insanely difficult and stressful, it was worth it. I'd like to do it again but since I'm writing my thesis this month, that's not gonna happen. Good luck! Do you have a solid idea of what you want to write about?
giggles:
awesome
I wish I could just finish a book I start. I've started at least four books, and haven't finished them, because I have a tendency to pick up, yet, another book. Right now I'm reading the entire Genshiken series. I'm just getting into anime and manga, and fortunately I have friends to introduce me to this culture.
I wish I was happier with my life....
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I wish I was happier with my life....
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princesst:
I would like the touch of a woman as well. ;-P
giggles:
i wish i didn't read books so fast
Yay, Positive Blog! 
First off, I'm finally back on my meds, and feeling much more optimistic than I have been lately. Its been easier to get out of bed, and do all the things I need to do. I've found it much easier to throw myself into a task. And so far, good things have been happening to me. My social life, it seems, is...
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First off, I'm finally back on my meds, and feeling much more optimistic than I have been lately. Its been easier to get out of bed, and do all the things I need to do. I've found it much easier to throw myself into a task. And so far, good things have been happening to me. My social life, it seems, is...
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niobe:
Glad to hear this.
giggles:
woo woo happy dance
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!
What is your all hallows eve ritual?
What is your all hallows eve ritual?
niobe:
Happy Halloween.
giggles:
happy halloween to you
The wedding was great today. My photography sucked, and my cameras died, both of them, before I could take all the pictures. But a lot of people were taking pictures, so I'm not worried. I have a few to show off, none of me, cause I didn't feel very pretty today, but here's some of what I got before my camera died:
Jenn and Dad...
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Jenn and Dad...
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mydogfarted:
I hate it when your equipment quits when you most need it.
giggles:
looks fun
I have my very first photography job on Saturday...although, its not much of a job cause I'm doing it for free. But I still want to make some sort of impression. I want to do this right. It gets me out of my head for one, and keeps me focused on something, since I don't have an actual job at the moment. I'm nervous about...
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ginary:
Hope your photography job goes great!
niobe:
I like the new profile picture.
Got my meds last night...not quite used to them yet.
So tired....
Falling asleep while eating...
Falling asleep while going to the doctor's....
Falling asleep while I wait in the waiting room....
Falling asleep in the car on the way back...
Falling asleep in front of my computer while I listen to Imogen Heap....
I'm so tired....
I have a wedding this weekend, doing the...
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So tired....
Falling asleep while eating...
Falling asleep while going to the doctor's....
Falling asleep while I wait in the waiting room....
Falling asleep in the car on the way back...
Falling asleep in front of my computer while I listen to Imogen Heap....
I'm so tired....
I have a wedding this weekend, doing the...
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niobe:
Good luck at the wedding.
giggles:
have some fun at that wedding
I think the things inside my head are making me sick. Have you ever felt like that? Been so utterly depressed that you can feel the physical pains of it? Everything hurts, my entire body, I feel sick, I can't eat...all I want to do is lay down and forget about it all. I can't look anyone in the eye, I can't find my voice....
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esma:
Well it sucks, welcome to the club, i keepmine in check with alcohol and self destructive behavior...neither i recommend, but i have been doing better, most days
Honestly its all up to you, no pills, or doctors can save you/us....its our state of mind, that needs to change
I guess we need to try to be happy by yourselves, cus in reality nobody really cares...everybody has their own issues.
try writing, poetry, or other art outlets, it does help, releases some of the bottled frustration
Honestly its all up to you, no pills, or doctors can save you/us....its our state of mind, that needs to change
I guess we need to try to be happy by yourselves, cus in reality nobody really cares...everybody has their own issues.
try writing, poetry, or other art outlets, it does help, releases some of the bottled frustration
giggles:
we care that you are hurting
How have you been?