miffy

ex is back in Japan, thank god. Monmon and I are moving in one week. Until then I'm busy like crazy. Expect nothing good from me until Sept...

I need to get out in August though, so people invite me out. Drag me away from my computer with the drawings I need to get done.. give me a massage and a spanking.

How did the situation between my ex and I get so bad.. why is it that no matter what I do, no matter how I try to avoid him or say nothing to him, he ends up trying to either break me down or physically assault me?

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in other news.... I've fallen madly in love with the boy who sold me my pants.

Ok, I'm moving to the city on August 1st.

If anyone needs a room in the south bay, email me - I want someone to take over my room on August 1st so I don't have to pay for it. It's cheap, it's big-ish, it's quiet, it's nice... and uh... yea.

So I'm dead broke. I'm so poor that I'm actually glad I have an...
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my monitor arrived - there is rejoicing.

I'm baking brownies and heading up to the city tomorrow in the afternoon I imagine. I'm looking for an apartment, and I found two within $100 of each other but with different pros and cons...

What's better: more rent, awesome view (buena vista heights), gorgeous apartment, garage, close to friends... but with people who are older, forced to...
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So I got a new HD for my laptop and it is up and working mildly. ^_^ I'm excited for its revival... I'm still waiting on my PC to be finished having everything installed. I need to have photoshop/painter/maya/msoffice installed on this sucker soon.... and I need to install my work stuff and do a ton of other stuff before the end of the week....
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So I had a sudden business trip to LA and I just got back. Thanks for all the invites, sorry I didn't tell you all.... got back this morning.

Call me if you guys have plans, I can always hop up to the city if need be!

Dave_H has my number, and I trust you to give it out to anyone who's awesome.

I'm going...
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my pc is dying, so if I disappear for extended periods of time.. uh.. sorry about that. donations for a new computer are welcome!

ex-boy is home as of Sunday. Within of 5 hours of me bringing him home, he was in my face and berrating me with insults... at the end of this I said what I felt was needed calmly and matter-of-factly and...
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I have to stay home tonite, or at least in the south bay. But Sunday I can go out after dropping off the ex-boy.

So my summer fling ended before summer even began, so I need a new one.

to Dave/Jazmin/Koleeta sorry I missed you guys last night, I was in the south bay past midnight. Who knew that it could be fun to be...
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So I woke up feeling really... normal. Shocked, but normal. I walked to my car, grabbed a pork bun on the way, then drove home for lunch with mr. punt. (Thank you!)

I did almost nothing today, I feel like I need to do more... I want to be lazy and fall in love or something like that. But I think I'll have some more...
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Dave_H I owe you many drinks and driving, just not in the same night let's hope. Sorry for the sudden cancellation, didn't expect my friend to make a sudden visit...

I feel like a flake, but really I'm not. Reliable am I. Like Yoda.

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660: for you, the pic changed..

I'm being domestic, cooking and cleaning and being the house-girl that I love being....
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I really need to catch up on my work, i really really need to get out of sunnyvale. I need to get naked and lie in the sun.

ex-boy comes home Sunday and I'm not looking forward to it.. maybe his trip will be extended...